touch me 
Love me 
Tell me that you want me 
look me in the eyes and tell me what it is you’d like to see 
I’ll show you 
love you 
and give you everything you need 
begging on your knees 
fuck you till you’re feeling weak 

god I feel so lost 
ever since we got to talkin 
you show me how to live 
how to smile how to process 
your vibes they bring me up yeah 
I’m staying high it’s chronic 
going to the bar and drinking every night it’s toxic 

but we hurt the same 
we always drown the pain away 
drinking down the whiskey hoping everything will be okay 
life is just a mess, but I promise things will find their way 
just listen to me drink a truly get faded fuck the night away

touch me. (prod. Jolst)

non-profit, shoutout idealism

this song helped start the process of closure for a lot of things for me, I hope you all enjoy it

thanks for listening <3

cacophony [prod. idealism]

Que ce soit la nuit ou le jour ce sera toujours pareil
J'repense à la fin et ce sera toujours la même
J'vois deux trois sourires, très peu de larmes
Même le temps qui s'écoule restera de marbre

Seeing your name
Brings me
A lot of pain

I don't understand
How i went through all this change

Why is it hard to talk ?
Why do i see all these chains ?

My chest it hurts
I'm 
never gonna learn

If u don't text me back
I'll think bout the worst
I swear i'm not sad
I'm just 
obsessed with her

I don't wanna scare you with my love 
I just wanna keep your trust
This distance it hurts

J'suis enfer ça crame, mais mon coeur est si froid
J'suis dans la lumière mais personne me voit
En moi tout est dévasté, c'est dev'nu sans lois
Chaque jour je leur montre un sourire sans joie

Seeing your name
Brings me
A lot of pain

I don't understand
How i went through all this change

Why is it hard to talk ?
Why do i see all these chains ?

My chest it hurts
I'm 
never gonna learn

If u don't text me back
I'll think bout the worst
I swear i'm not sad
I'm just 
obsessed with her

I don't wanna scare you with my love 
I just wanna keep your trust
This distance it hurts

this distance it hurts

this distance it hurts (sketchmyname)

Memories

Memories [ft. noxiousnights] [+ Metlast]

;(

Lyrics:

Stared at the ceiling as the walls caved in
Body getting colder as my breaths grow thin 
Blood on the floor and the scars on my skin 
Laid on my bed as I waited for the end 
Stared at the ceiling as the walls caved in
Body getting colder as my breaths grow thin 
Blood on the floor and the scars on my skin 
Laid on my bed as I waited for the end 

I feel so vacant and the colors have faded 
Life is not the same and I just wanna take it
All the time wasted, wish I could escape it,
I just have to face it and I fucking hate it

Stared at the ceiling as the walls caved in
Body getting colder as my breaths grow thin 
Blood on the floor and the scars on my skin 
Laid on my bed as I waited for the end
Stared at the ceiling as the walls caved in
Body getting colder as my breaths grow thin 
Blood on the floor and the scars on my skin 
Laid on my bed as I waited for the end 
Stared at the ceiling as the walls caved in
Body getting colder as my breaths grow thin 
Blood on the floor and the scars on my skin 
Laid on my bed as I waited for the end

caved in (sorrow bringer)

I'm looking at my reflection asking "who it is"
It's hard to answer when they ask me how i feel
I'm scared to make em scared saying how i've been
i've seen death and i stared right in her eyes

I'd point it to my head if you passed me the ak
I'm moving too fast you don't wanna stay on my way
I live life to it's fullest cuz it could be my last day
Life taught me you have to fall in love with the pain

Make sacrifices or you're sacrificing success
I worked more than anyone and they'd talk about coincidence

You will always end up getting what you really want
It's gotta be mine if against my head there's a gun
Most of these people bore me yeah i'm not having fun
Traumas looking for me, i've been on the run

You will always end up getting what you really want
It's gotta be mine if against my head there's a gun
Most of these people bore me, I'm not having fun
My traumas looking for me yeah i've been on the run

Heart's racing with everything you say
I still remember your lyrics about me
But everything is so hard to understand
I know you the best but i still don't get it

I might just ghost em all they won't hear of me again
Stay where you are, i don't really care

You will always end up getting what you really want
It's gotta be mine if against my head there's a gun
Most of these people bore me, i'm not having fun
All my traumas are looking for me, i've been on the run

I didn't hear your voice for so long
So i hope you will hear mine in this song
But i know i'm a lost cause, because

You will always end up getting what you really want
It's gotta be mine if against my head there's a gun
Most of these people bore me, i'm not having fun
All my traumas are looking for me, i've been on the run

On The Run

Grove [+ sogimura]

featuring the legend, autumdropsdead: 
https://soundcloud.com/autumndropsdead

produced by the goat CapsCtrl: 
https://www.youtube.com/c/CapsCtrl

be sure to check out their content!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PEY_8UEH1nk and check out the youtube if you please <3

dryrot noose w/ autumndropsdead (prod. capsctrl)

@riphomesick

Help find the consequence 
For stealing my heart and leaving for good this time
Help me find my way back home 
I’m tired of the problems In my head 
I can’t see clearly 
I guess we’re falling apart 
I guess your body is a work of art 
Got a head full of problems and I don’t wanna start again 

Help find the consequence 
For stealing my heart and leaving for good this time
Help me find my way back home 
I’m tired of the problems In my head 
I can’t see clearly 
I guess we’re falling apart 
I guess your body is a work of art 
Got a head full of problems and I don’t wanna start again

(Morgan Bates)
i dont wanna say it
but i'm missing yesterday
holdin on with drastic changes
somehow always feel the same
but i fight it
help me understand
i always miss the point with you
i dont wanna start again
i dont have to make amends
left my life vacant
scribbled down in past tense
the things you say are vapid
its lackin passion
layin on the floor
givin in to these distractions

(nevrwrld)
Help find the consequence 
For stealing my heart and leaving for good this time
Help me find my way back home 
I’m tired of the problems In my head 
I can’t see clearly 
I guess we’re falling apart 
I guess your body is a work of art 
Got a head full of problems and I don’t wanna start again

Consequence (remix) [+ sogimura]

Fall

Fall (Ft. Yokai Dreams)

winter vibes for a couple months 

follow my twitter: https://twitter.com/DreamsYokai

produced by felno: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCsDKqtrqQJ38OSxROJdecLg

lyrics:

i guess she not loving like she used to
i guess we not something like we used to be
i guess i lost touch with the new you
and i guess you're still in love with the old me

there's something in the air
i can feel you when you're not there
your presence really unfair
can't help but stare
cuz your face says you don't care
unlike the words that you share

these winter nights 
take the best of me 
and the best of you
and make them hard to see
as the blizzard falls
i feel the snow beneath
crunching underneath
you walk away from me

don't care
there's a frost in the air
reminds me how you and me
were never meant to be

Fall (Ft. Yokai Dreams)

Ekeon