winter vibes for a couple months 

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produced by felno: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCsDKqtrqQJ38OSxROJdecLg

lyrics:

i guess she not loving like she used to
i guess we not something like we used to be
i guess i lost touch with the new you
and i guess you're still in love with the old me

there's something in the air
i can feel you when you're not there
your presence really unfair
can't help but stare
cuz your face says you don't care
unlike the words that you share

these winter nights 
take the best of me 
and the best of you
and make them hard to see
as the blizzard falls
i feel the snow beneath
crunching underneath
you walk away from me

don't care
there's a frost in the air
reminds me how you and me
were never meant to be

winter_nights (felno)

prod hira
ily

How could i say no
her eyes are looking pretty at the floor
im letting myself go i need some more
theres something in the way she makes me talk

i might have to go on my own

it was you that i wanted all along

i dont wanna leave you out on ur own
snakes along her hair she turn my body to stone
i dont wanna stay here out in the cold
the way she stares through me got me collecting my bones

dancing on my own

there must be something in ur eyes love
fuelling a drug
inside my body and its
violent
ive given up
id write a letter
but i cant love
swear im so fucked
i wrote a song like 3 or 4 times
to get it across

and i still dont think you understand
baby pull me closer i could be ur contraband
letting go of all the feelings that ive ever had
used to struggle with myself but now im fucking glad

you should kill me back

(dont let go of me)

how could i say no
her eyes are looking pretty at the floor
im letting myself go i need some more
theres something in the way she makes me talk

i might have to go on my own

it was you that i wanted all along

surrender

pretend da mix is good LMFAOOO
luv yall~

lyrics
_____
sittin humble 
boy we still in trouble
throwback, old homies told me we fit like the puzzle
and now im picking pieces up that leave me left in rubble
then to stumble back up earth again its certainly a struggle
fumble every bag i need a cart again
i grab a dab pen with wax stains on top my cardigan
now the thoughts flooding in
"you'll write a song, go hard again
to cry into the bars surely-"
HOPE I DONT LOSE MY GIRL AGAIN

^^^least that what i been thinking
when my confidence keep shrinking
just might fall into the deep end if i slip again
mental caving in
guess its fuck you win~


practically a rapper, so guess everything come after
but even if i blow up soon then do this shit really matter
its like since been switching up within the feelings, need a green screen to show the real me outside this shell of fucking actor
...no mathers
only shady looks n laughter
show like any track for the masses to get it backwards
and if all i am the artist, then i guess it make it sadder
cause shit all on my art then its jus me u coming after

dylan p2 (djbotox)

prod mory
vocals + mix/master by me

** watch the music video on youtube:)**

[lyrics]

(i can feel them watching in the dark)
(ill never let them pull you under)
(i can feel them watching in the darkness)
(im never gonna give my heart up)

im sad again
i cant pretend that im okay
i feel bad again
i cant wait for this to fade away
ive gone mad again
i still need you to make me stay
cuz im sad again
im sad again and again and again

every time i talk to you
i feel your hatred
doesnt matter what i say
im in your way
funny how the ending is
what i created
i dont even know if its a
game worth playing

you build me up just to break me down
i fall but you let me hit the ground
im calling out for you baby
won't you come back home to me

im sad again
i cant pretend that im okay
i feel bad again
i cant wait for this to fade away
ive gone mad again
(can feel them watching in the dark)
i still need you to make me stay
cuz im sad again
(im never gonna give my heart up)
im sad again and again and again

i dont wanna lose you but im
too afraid to love you or myself
i dont wanna lose you
and every time im close to you i
think that im afraid to be myself
(cuz im sad again)
i dont wanna lose you
(never gonna give my heart up)
im sad again and again and again

(can feel them watching in the dark)
im sad again and again and again
(never gonna give my heart up)

♡♡♡♡♡

im sad again (mory)

Produced by @leftquiet and me :) 
Out on Spotify :P

who are we 
to some degree
everything I touch Will break 

These things I think 
I shouldn't blink 
Death might be the only way 

Why do we start? 
everything's gone 
I cant help but feel like I might be insane 
And half these things 
I cry to sleep 
I'm always seeing the rain 

Why do we start? 
everything's gone 
I cant help but feel like I might be insane 
And half these things 
I cry to sleep 
I'm always seeing the rain 

Why do we start? 
everything's gone 
I cant help but feel like I might be insane 
And half these things 
I cry to sleep 
I'm always seeing the rain

CRAWL

yeah
who u trying to act for
ripped all my hair at the back door
two bodys laying down on the ground floor
theres no reason for you to be an asshole
who u trying to act for
ripped all my hair at the back door
two bodys laying down on the ground floor
theres no reason for you to be an asshole

im at the worst of it now
dont tell me you where around
dont tell em you gave me anything
im sat with the worst of it
im tired of it hurting me
but its awfully perfect
ur the angel of death to me
and im honestly worthless

setting fire to everything
i feel like a furnace 
and now youre getting mad at me
i feel i deserve it
see the wings on your spine
both serenading my eyes
now ur not here in this life
ive got a reason to die 

please dont look back
im stillwaiting
hiding behind 
my only saviour

please dont look back
im stillwaiting
hiding behind 
my only saviour


load of bs shouting distroted


im tired of it hurting me
but its awfully perfect
ur the angel of death to me
and im honestly worthless

setting fire to everything
i feel like a furnace 
and now youre getting mad at me
i feel i deserve it

songs shit

angel

im better than before

produced by: ilyl1ght
w/ https://soundcloud.com/yokaidreams

ilyl1ght:
oh who am i to blame?
if i never changed at all
was it all a game?
i put the blame on u and said it wasn't my fault 
i know i said ill change
over and over again
but i stay the same 
but i stay the same 

yokai:
we have walked the same path a million times or more
god i hate that it's all just like before
said it wouldn't stay the same
but i'm only in the way
now i know you've grown to hate me a little more
ran away last time i saw you
god i feel ashamed
somehow i've become a monster
unable to change

it's not alright
but i think that i'll lie
and say it is
apologize for the way i've been
can't spend one more night the way i am

ilyl1ght:
oh who am i to blame?
if i never changed at all
was it all a game?
i put the blame on u and said it wasn't my fault 
i know i said ill change
over and over again
but i stay the same 
but i stay the same

oh i swear ill change for 
the better and more
together we'll move on
im better than before
but im so scared that we'll never be the same
lets go to sleep and 
forget our problems
im way to stressed out
to try and solve um
but im a liar to say im ok

who am i to blame?

<3

spoty <3

i swear i'll change w/ Yokai Dreams

shoutout https://soundcloud.com/cay2o for helping with the ending
all the rest prod by me

lyrics:
dont talk like that, you know this
ive had it, babe im focused.
discarded. u said, "dont leave, don't go"
been up for days, I've blown it
"don't fold in" but its too hopeless
im coming to the coven, i've been numb.

slave away the day until i make it
this chest in pain feels so amazing
if you got some more, then i can take it
she said im mental, guess im crazy
IM SO CRAZY IM SO CRAZY
feeling lost, when you walked in with bleach blonde hair
i never thought we would talk now its been 3 years
on the rocks and im coughing i gasp for air
and she said, "kade, do u hate me? do u hate me?
please dont hate me!"

dont talk like that, you know this
ive had it, babe im focused.
discarded. u said, "dont leave, don't go"
been up for days, I've blown it
"don't fold in" but its too hopeless
im coming to the coven, i've been numb.

coven

spotify

lights in the dark
feeling sick when you talk
was it easy to know?
is it easy to walk?
i feel weightless
gather dust in the basement

pressed in your clothes
act like nobody knows
that you made it to august to wake up alone
as its breaking
haven't spoke in the days since

i've been cautious and sober
he died in october 
he said that hes fine 
now the lights flicker slowly in bayview
couldn't face that they made you

i could finish early it could get so cold
raining in the summer and it takes me home
felt it more than life and how'd i let you go?
let you go

and the light doesn't know that im still here
but i'd rather take it away
and everythings all so familiar 
and i've not a thing left to say yet
better than watching
better than watching you pretend

Familiar

LYRICS:
I said "You peaked in high school"
Well I peaked on the side of the freeway at 3 a.m.
Happy new year
Mark the new start of a mess that we created
So I've been drinkin' too much and it's been eatin' me up
How I'm just dying to see you
Not even keepin' in touch
Just losing time
Got bad at hiding our feelings
I know you've seen it enough
And you had tried to fix me
As I used my mind against me
And I tried so hard for this
Everything I never wanted
And anything to push her farther
I guess I've gotta die a little bit to feel alive

And I just wanna get past this point of life
Tried to rip it like a bandage, so tell me why
It still feels the way it has been after all this time
You can see it in my eyes when I keep it all inside
'Til the memories get me pastsick
Nothing good has ever lasted
But its Better said and done than if I hadn't
Past tense
Sweeter than molasses, but surely it was bad if it's a habit
Surely it was bad if it's a habit
Surely it was bad

I guess I'm just a dumb fuck kid
I've got a guilty conscience
I fall in love with toxic then I wonder how we got this far along
I never thought that I would start the new year with "I never wanna see you again"
But I can't seem to get you out of my head
and I've gotten kinda sick of all the stress
And I hate to say it, but I don't think we'll make it
So I guess you're just another new regret

And as hard as it may be it's for the best
And as hard as it may be

Ya, I just wanna get past this
I tried to rip it like a bandage
But it still feels the way it has been after all this time
You can see it in my eyes when I keep it all inside
'Til the memories get me pastsick
Nothing good has ever lasted
But its Better said and done than if I hadn't
Past tense
Sweeter than molasses, but surely it was bad if it's a habit

Ya, past tense
Sweeter than molasses, but surely it was bad if it's a habit

PASTSICK! (Ft. Yokai Dreams)

im sorry that its been a while
the time had made a heart to mend
find me in another life
i swear id try as hard again

a catalyst in heavy dark
your voice and how the bleeding stops
breath in a cold room to comfort
the surface im under for two years in sunder

fade out, start to forget me
soften the dead leaves of somebody else
brave now, but i know its early
and you couldn't hurt me but try to again

i know its been a long time

silence feels like dying
i dont mind it
i cant find you in colours i had learned to know
olive skin in amber tones, cedarwood in maple grove
eyes low the night before i drove you home
said one day we could have our own
so why am i still here alone?

did you know then it was broken?
thought you cried in the car cause it still felt so far
but instead its just not what you want

fade out, start to forget me
soften the dead leaves of somebody else
brave now, but i know its early
and you couldn't hurt me but try to again

all that it brings
cold in the spring
whats the point of waking up
if not for you again?
i dont know me now
i dont know me now

Mount Hood

i'm stuck in the past but you don't have to be

@bitekivibes

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winter_nights (felno)

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