Written by Alaska Sargent
Produced by Alaska Sargent and Self Discovery
Backing provided by Brooklynn Ivy
Piano recorded by Tristan "monikrr" Valenti
Acoustic guitar recorded by Kaden Johanson of cookie meat / The Lovely Robot
Drums recorded by Abigail Franklin 

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Lyrics
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My mother told me
That my father fucked her friend
And even though I looked shocked
I stared at the clock
And I knew it was all pretend

I'm in the Tahoe
4 o'clock, he took me to a dead harbor
I've never seen his eyes so red
And when I saw her
Open up the door, and they looked at each other
Then and there, I knew Virgin Mary couldn't care less

I'm sorry, mother

She didn't know it, and as far as I remember
I forgot to bring my jacket
As he walked out of the door that day
I could hear my mother screaming
Her voice continued breaking

"Open your eyes up
You're blind to the cold
I fell for that side of you
Couldn't process it all
Motherfucker
Now I shrug and sit alone
You taught me how to love
And Mary stood beside the altar"

I hear the crows call my name
I'm sorry, mother
I hope you never change

Virgin Mary

Imníoch (+ fearozzles)

lead single from "log off and go outside!!", coming september 2024

cover art by clarencewwbh, mixed and mastered by @gojiiflex!

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this song is a little rough around the edges in some places.. though, we felt it still deserved to see the light of day, especially on a special day for us as friends! <3 hope you enjoy

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try again

FGW - try again

saoirse dream, daywaiter - darkroom (Alaska Sargent Remix)

yeah we just talk like that

stems: https://www.dropbox.com/scl/fo/tjahr282r5pazzk85qjpz/h?rlkey=ua7lyotfo064jk0ua19hrpmbt&dl=0

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lyrics
I couldn't sleep last night
I plan on leaving my house
I gotta get on my flight flight flight

I'm packing my bags, packing my bags, packing my bags
I'm packing my bags, packing my bags, packing my bags

I want you here with me
Together we can flee
We're following our Dreams, Dreams, Dreams

I'm packing my bags, packing my bags, packing my bags
I'm packing my bags, packing my bags, packing my bags

Yeah we just talk like that
Yeah we just talk like that
Yeah we just talk like that
Yeah we just talk like that
Yeah we just talk like that
Yeah we just talk like that
Yeah we just talk like that
Yeah we just talk like that

Yeah we just talk like that
Yeah we just talk like that

What you gonna do to me?
I'll be at home around 2 or 3
She doesn't even smile no more
She's crying on the bedroom floor

What you gonna do to me?
I'll be at home around 2 or 3
She doesn't even smile no more
She's crying on the bedroom floor

What you gonna do to me?
I'll be at home around 2 or 3
She doesn't even smile no more
She's crying on the bedroom floor

What you gonna do to me?
I'll be at home around 2 or 3
She doesn't even smile no more

FEEL

caroline polachek cover i made while on a cruise

sunset

sleeping by the lake on the shore, i got my sheets on the floor
spiral down, cursed to explore what i just couldn't ignore
yea you've got some shit you won't show, i've got a bit of my own
i hate the way you broke down the door, as if i wasn't alone

and something bout the way that you touch my shoulder makes my blood cold
i wouldn't have admitted i hate myself until we got close

late night, bad dream
what a fuss, whats it mean
i'm in every scene, don't wanna talk about it
call me, every day
spit it out, run away
i can't replace what you've been lost without yeah
i'm a paper stevia packet
you're cocaine wrapped in plastic
who wants another line?
don't you think that it was so tragic
remembering the things that we laughed at
or did you wanna cry?

something bout the way that you hold my gaze is like a knife fight
like every single word is a firework caught in a bush fire
something bout the way that you touch my shoulder makes it alright
lower my defense and you stab my back like you're a vampire

vampire

comfort zone

Abrasion

love, me

from the river to the sea, palestine will be free

she/it/they

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