Woke up in a pool of sweat
Told me I haven't paid my debt
Mommy said I shouldn't fret
I'll probably go and pass this test
Realize what's before my eyes
Soundly take off my disguise
Funny how I didn't know
But it felt like I loved you so

The pictures hanging on my walls
Always reminded me of fall
The colors had specific sounds
Couldn't tell when I looked around

How am I the bigger one?
When I never took out my gun
And played along to all your games
But never really felt the same
I took your word and ran with it
But now it's time to call a quits
I'm tired and I'm bored of this
Like paint on walls, the way it sits

The sun sets on my day, I cry
The tears flowing from my eyes
My thoughts keep getting worse and worse
The Xanax I put in your purse
Might kill me, but I will not hurt
Meaningful, but just hearing words
Drift off to another place
Might be nice, but another day

How are you so hyperfocused?
Buzzing in my ears, the locusts
Eat my flesh and beg for more
Don't really know what's left in store
Someone's taking over now
So can you help me figure out?
Like, what I did? The cherry pits
All crushed around me, what is this?

And how am I the bigger one?
When I never took out my gun
And played along to all your games
But never really felt the same
I took your word and ran with it
But now it's time to call a quits
I'm tired and I'm bored of this
Like paint on walls, the way it sits

Paint

wondering how (acoustic lullaby version)

lyrics:
my trust is fucked from getting fucked over again
why's it so hard for me to buckle down and let somebody in
i keep on getting close to letting go and floating in the wind
i get so caught up in the feeling then it brutally begins
i was an addict back when doin drugs could make you better friends 
now i'm an addict with nobody who will stick thru til the end
i wish i had someone to cry to when the crying starts again
drowning in feelings in the mirror seems more likely fitting in

elastic organs they will fill my stomach up and i am plastic, i am lead, and you wish that i was dead, 
but i can't collect the data cos my processor is busted and my printer paper's jammed, can i fix it with my hand and you say no
you have to hang up all your clothes before you go to find a home
or else mother she will scold the both of us
people stuck inside the cusp of losing everything we love, should we risk it all for drugs or loosen up 
we're growing up, we're growing up
and i can't handle holding cups
my attention span is rough and you don't know 
how much i miss being in love with someone 
you can hear my heart a bumpin
playin to the beat of nothing

my trust is fucked i think that i won't trust again
until someone comes along and starts to act just like a friend
i get excited when i think it's closing in, i’m closing in
but excitement starts to fade, and the lights begin to dim, begin to dim

the beat of nothing (demo)

the a team

Sea of love

my friends all have girlfriends

Scruffpuppie - Teeth

Scruffpuppie - Gone

lyrics:
sometimes i gotta settle down and get out
you told me everything you said we cried out
and i saw you going down the hill i chased you
tripped scraped my knee and overheard the sky blue
and i found the polaroid you took in my room
and thoughts that are overwhelming me just break through
why can't the world acknowledge anything we do
trying so hard but we never really made do

broken hearts make for good words 
but it sucks when we get hurt
i wish i was clear

sometimes we fight and scream and yell and shut up
wish i could communicate feelings boxed up
life's pain and art so i try to relate to
everything i can possibly hold onto

drugs and love
aren't enough
when i see you
my world lights up
i wish u were clear

sometimes- demo

doing all the things i used to do wif ppl-cover (redo)

Scruffpuppie - carelessness (demo)

A LOT OF TRACKS PRIVATE!
due to getting more taken down. I can only keep some up that won't get strikes, message me for links to private songs if you really want :)
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I'm not @Scruffpuppie

Scruffpuppie - Gone

Nokee