we miss you even though you’re here (live) - Scruffpuppie

allostatic load - fail better, heal faster

only wanna make you happy 
sometimes wonder if i can
bear the expense of things 
put on me like some Atlassian
there's nothing left to be holdn on to 
i didn't already find
on a fool’s journey through 
unconsciousnesses sacred heart and mind
standing showing barely growing
beneath the hedgerow treason is taking
hold

there’s a place where we escape 
inside our minds
some take the trip more often
desperate again to keep it aligned
but when the weight’s not worth the lift 
I feel heaven's light
shrugging shoulders are here for you 
to lean on in case the end just might—
arms left empty but still’ve got plenty 
of problems to haul around with nothing to
hold

so let’s go chase the new whatever until this feels fine
let’s go chase the new whatever just to feel fine
go chase the new whatever together we can waste our time
let’s go chase the new whatever until the end of time
shaking steady at the ready 
releasing control reason is taking
hold

if anything is holdn me from being pure love 
all the time
pull out the anchor
unfurl the sheet
snap off the mooring line
abort the mission 
that i got roped in 
before i realized
that I can’t match up to my higher self 
weighed down by lies
standing showing barely growing
beneath the hedgerow treason is taking
hold

holdn

this is not as good as it could have been but im building a new computer and will lose all my demos so i decided to top this one off and post it!! :p thank you for listening

lyrics:
i'm never really happy with anything that i do
i always feel like someone else could've done it better
i know that didn't rhyme i just wanted to say
that i feel this way every fucking day
of my life

but it's ok i know that i'll be alright
and maybe one day i'll feel like i did something right

something right [demo]

Reagan Pace's Album

everybody gets so sad

lyrics:
Im floating in my bed
Thoughts pooling in my head
My teeth are chomping down on popcorn
I can’t feel my limbs
My body feels so dim
My brain receptors follow him

I feel sound 
I feel sight
I feel everything around me tonight

The moon man looks at me
His toothy grin widening
My heart drops all the way to my knees
My vision’s getting blurry
Oh god why can’t I hurry
I can’t remember where we began

thin mints and popcorn (DEMO)

lyrics:
so this is what you meant
when i saw you get distant
i begged and pleaded you
free of care you used
me to tie your shoes
to pick you off your blues
with all the wine we sipped
you never gave a shit

and now im lost inside a glass museum
what did i do to make you look to him
i thought the trip we had meant more
but now im hurting im so fucking sore

so this is what you meant
when u put it to an end

glass museum

Scruffpuppie - Gone

Scruffpuppie just released an ep! go check it out, its so good

Scruffpuppie clara rockmore's ghost - dandelion hands cover

catnaps in an abandoned parking lot

floating

A LOT OF TRACKS PRIVATE!
due to getting more taken down. I can only keep some up that won't get strikes, message me for links to private songs if you really want :)
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I'm not @Scruffpuppie

Scruffpuppie - Gone

Nokee