hime takeover

youtube mv - https://youtu.be/EjZWuLj5UDU
spotify - https://open.spotify.com/album/7JLcMMgmXYzcLqZdqPoxXX?si=Qaw8iwHRTDiVRbwfCWATVw
bandcamp - https://friendxp.bandcamp.com/
twitter - https://twitter.com/friend_xp

- lyrics -

tell me, do you love me?
do you hate me?
do you wanna watch me burn?
tell me, will you kill me?
will you tease me
with the things i cannot earn?

would you look at what you’ve done?
at the person i’ve become
you don’t understand a thing
that poor soul, watch them sing, sing, sing
why don’t you run?
far away from all the damage you have done
there’s no more warning signs
no matter what i say, i cannot change your mind

if you say i’m “broken”
well, i guess i would agree
it’s so easy to be loved
when you invent what it’s made of
even if i’m begging
i know, i still won’t get my way
everything i’ve tried has failed me
i’m berated on the daily

oh, it’s useless!
but in my dreams i’ll find a way
this reality has aged me
i can’t be the things i should be
god, it’s painful!
yet, the other side is red
would i trade it were i offered?
i don’t know, and that’s the sad part

tell me, do you love me?
do you hate me?
do you wanna watch me burn?
tell me, will you kill me?
will you tease me
with the things i cannot earn?

would you look at what you’ve done?
at the person i’ve become
you don’t understand a thing
that poor soul, watch them sing, sing, sing
why don’t you run?
far away from all the damage you have done
there’s no more warning signs
no matter what i say, i cannot change your mind

oh, would you not like that…?
oh, wouldn’t you…
oh, would you not hate it if…?
oh, wouldn't you.

if you say it’s easy
i’ll tell you you’re full of shit
you don’t know what it’s like
you don’t know what i’ve seen
and you don’t what it means
if you say it’s okay now
i won’t believe you
i won’t see you anymore…

oh, wouldn’t you like it?
wouldn’t you love it?
if i tore the world apart
would you come with me?
would you resist me?
if i wanted to restart
do you see the things i see?
those who don’t like me?
what a fucked up life we lead.
if i tried a bit harder,
was a bit smarter,
could i have fooled you too?

would you look at what you’ve done?
at the person i’ve become
you don’t understand a thing
my poor heart, how it sting, sting, stings
why don’t i run?
far away from all the damage you have done
there’s no more warning signs
no matter what i say, i cannot, cannot

look at what you’ve done
at the things you did for fun
you don’t understand a thing
ain’t it sad? how i sing, sing, sing
why don’t you run?
far away from all the damage you have done
there’s no more warning signs
no matter what i say, i won’t be changing your mind

love hate stalemate ft. hime [vocaloid original]

made with synthesizer v and fl studio 20

LYRICS:
i'm all caught up in a spider's web
falling from a tree
happened to catch me
if you cut me loose, i'll plunge to my death
so just leave me be
(i'll be fine, i'll be fine)

oh i'm tangled up in a spider's web
and he comes for me
still despite my pleas
he is surely one to be reasoned with
if i just keep trying, trying, trying

ah~
i won't be eaten alive
eaten alive
ah~
get through it purely by
stubborn spite
ah~
i'll give him stomach aches
tooth decay
ah~
no way he'd do it
maybe we can be friends...?

~

i'm all wrapped up in a spider's web
he has tucked me in
put me right to bed
with his venomous bite
kisses me goodnight
well at least i didn't die outright

though i dream of what would've happened if
i'd have plunged back then
would i have regrets?

if i took your hand
let you rescue me
was my death guaranteed?

as i melt to sludge and he sucks me dry
could i have survived?
could i have survived?

now i curse my fate
though it's far too late
i'm a worthless bug who chose to die!

and despite my thoughts filled with poison
all my hate, my self-derision
nothing reaches the spider who's still alive

and he's building his webs
for the next fallen friend
while you watch and cry!

【Eleanor Forte】 spiderweb 【SynthV Original】

i have no idea what to tag this as so might be inaccurate.
fun fact: an inspo for this song's style was from hadestown :D

JACK OF ALL TRADES! / Kagamine Len (Original Vocaloid Song)

Song: MISS MISERYGUTS by R.I.P / RIProducer: https://youtu.be/gVRGueEGIPU
UST / Tuning by me
Singer: Number Bronze (VB: eriu)

oops i had to reupload this i forgot about the silence in the start
Original upload: https://youtu.be/WT4hl4ca4FI

【Number Bronze】 MISS MISERYGUTS 【UTAU Cover】

Original: RIProducer https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gVRGueEGIPU

SVP: carbylover https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CazTXwnFEzQ

Tuning: mee
Mixing/Art: me ^_^ 
Vocals: Yuma 
Software: SynthesizerV Pro

【Yuma】MISS MISERYGUTS【SynthV Cover】

Original:  GHOST https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HHJwR3ejhao

SVP:  TeionLeeIRL https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=npRn-DwqpqM

Tuning: mee
Mixing/Art: me ^_^ 
Vocals: Yuma 
Software: SynthesizerV Pro

【Yuma】The Things I Deserve【SynthV Cover】

ORIGINAL SONG: R.I.P
ORIGINAL UST: carbylover
MIX: yours truly
ART: TAMEKSI
KEVIN DESIGN: iconidol

【KEVIN】MISS MISERYGUTS【SynthV Cover】

Song:‍ Above and Beyond by R.I.P.: https://youtu.be/C11FEkBaGg8
UST / Tuning / Art & Video remake by me
Singer: Kasane Teto UTAU (重音テト)

Original upload (HAS VIDEO): https://youtu.be/LuVGp_DNY_w

【Eleanor Forte】 spiderweb 【SynthV Original】

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