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Running along my days 
Running out of faith 
Running my prayers 
Running without knowing what I'm running from 

Talking without sense 
Talking a whole lot 
Without really knowing 
What I wanna talk about 

I live an idle life 
A lonely one 
I cry my eyes out
Without having anyone 
I could lean on 

I really don't wanna bother others 
I feel like I'm way too much 
I want friends but I don't know how I can be one 

And I wanna be free 
But I don't know which way to go so I can be seen 

And I wanna be real 
But I don't know how I can show up and be me

I'm rushing between different stages of life 
I know it isn't a sprint but it sure feels like it 
I'm cussing my mind out for being such a dumb bitch 
Shut the fuck up I'm trying to think 

Outside I'm perfect 
Inside I'm terrible 
These are the only 3 minutes I can express myself 

I need direction
I don't know which way I'm heading 
I feel very powerless and really? I am 

I feel like every action I choose 
Impacts my life in a different way 
I want to pick the best option for myself 

The option that would make me be the most likeable 
The option that wouldnt upset anyone 

But It's a fluke and 
I know I just choose to ignore it 
The second option is as good as the first I don't
control it 

And I wanna be real 
But I don't know how I can show up and be me

And I wanna be free 
But I don't know which way to go so I can be seen 

And I wanna be real 
But I don't know how I can show up and be me



no direction!

aka yung stroker aka MC Balding aka TheSisterFister aka shitboy aka creamchaser69


alt account 

stuff from my general production and for fun :)

all unmixed cause i dont want to


no direction!

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