Composed by @chinapoet
Cover art; 45.65856250959246, -122.58204516552902

used to be real, now i'm fake - just don't worry about it i'ma do it... again.
contemplation starts... in my brain about some shit i shouldn't do.
about something i should've been open to talk about, now i gotta heal all my thoughts around...

now i gotta, recluse away from everyone i care about..
isolation's the only thing i care about...
chamomile to help all down- all these thoughts.. ooh yeah i'm done now
wish my mom and my brother cared about every sentence i said
but i accept they are, and lay my eyes to rest..
i just hope that they can hear me, the thoughts are burning, it's always killing me..

i wish my mama would hear me, i wish my mama could heal me
one conversation it kills me... knots in my stomach stuck staring at the ceiling..
now i have to use up all my energy, just to figure out what i want from me
at the end of the day i'm only eighteen, but i'm still driving me crazy
my mentals fucked, i'm phasing - my mama won't even save me
this pill on my mouth daily. all in my head i'm racing, dear god please don't ever erase me.. i'm still moving and i'm still changing

i just wanna go home.. i just wanna go home..
fell in the river staring at the sun
today is over yeah, but tmrw comes
tell me how next month is, cause I'll be gone.

running across without permission @chinapoet

https://youtu.be/roiULLQFYq0?t=51
prod @boydiv https://soundcloud.com/chinapoet
mixed/rec by me

lyrics ♡꒰ᵕ༚ᵕ⑅꒱
i'ma play dis b*tch ya, talkin shit, u play the victim; ya kick him out the system;--
it's not my fault that u switched up; u just gotta ask urself Like “what I done”
Wait baby i'm so sorry- i ain't mean to be so rude

Any other reason to get rid of you.. bae kick me out cause of my attitude
Swear we gun him down- yeah undercover. . Like how I'd get so lucky four leaf clover?
and I attained my balance Shout-out my mother; and i pray to god.. that i ain't no bother
But my mama told me that i am a baller, and i really got racks so my friends all lovers

& E***** Msg'd me, twin can i get a dollar? I need smth in return. . it just loops like clockwork

I hope i don't drown up in no water, i know i'll be better when it hits tmrw, All my old friends pray on my down fall (cause they don't got shit, ya they small  ✌️😊)

I just made it out the damn Smog, and i'm still thanking life for my spawn point, a god chose me cause i had a purpose, even if that kills me it's worth it.
Even on my worst day, i'ma still tweak out, wish u cld hear me when i scream so loud. . . . even i hurt, get off my nerves, even i hurt, get Off my nerves. . . .

our god chose me just like you @b6ndicoot @chinapoet

prod @sxnnai @backxster @prodjayysoul
art by @zzoos

they wanna show me some love but i do not know what to say
and for a minute yea ive been the goat
ain’t nobody topping my place
if it ain’t for the money or the cup
i would not be here today
me and you had a fall out
yea i threw it away
i threw it away i had to recycle it
the way they recycling flows they trifling
i made a lil money of the iPhone but its never enough
if she getting passed around like a cater
i don’t want her no more
i’ve been this way for the longest
and i’m never getting farther
God said i should listen to my father
but he can never face the truth so i can’t bother
true story and i hope nb saw it
how much blood i gotta sweat to show i want it

True story @sxnnai @backxster @jayysoul

forever whatever prod heroz

Smokey Casino Presents... A Smokey Christmas

Mixed, Mastered by Kaiden

Feat. - https://soundcloud.com/skittleboy35

Tiramisu (feat. Skittleboy35)

@06soren

cover by me photography by emily @glitterfreeze

right beside you (mystcl remix)

shoutout kita madoxy massi shuvbunga zigimo 9am dull 

inspos: heroine i.v. ticox grace massi shuvbunga heroz rydxr

25' end of year snippets

Fukin UP

pose ft elliebell prod zoos jadeblades

okay! (555bzy)

@prodchoobee @lluneth @heroz2299
(i love this melody)
what's it like to you?
please dont ask me questions yea im tryna fuck the two of you
why you acting fake yea thats so fucking low of you
so- so fucking low of you
been focused on myself, making money
why you laughing, that aint even funny
yea, i aint tryna studyyyy
aint tryna studyyyy

why you ask me questions?
i cannot believe it
why dont u be yourself and just admit it?
stop all this shit, just quit it
making all this funny yea it aint fireeee
huh, i cannot see youuu
just believe yeaaaa

just believe, yeaaa

i been trying
all my life
please dont die
shoutout all my friends yea they keep me alive
keep me alive
yuhhh
been making all this bread to survive
shoutout the guys
shoutout the-
shoutout the-

why you ask me questionnnnnssssssss?

why you ask me questions?
i cannot believe it
why dont u be yourself and just admit it?
stop all this shit, just quit it
making all this funny yea it aint fireeee
huh, i cannot see youuu
just believe yeaaaa

choobee - believe prod.heroz + lluneth

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https://soundcloud.com/100signs
https://soundcloud.com/tamagotchigarden

our god chose me just like you @b6ndicoot @chinapoet

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