Lyrics:

at the helm of this
i'm suffering
this cargo ship push on
hearts hard to give
when i'm spilling my 
rose red guts
at the end of it
i'm checking in
did you have your fun
i felt nothin but
it's funny cuz
you suggested i run


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at the helm of this
i'm suffering
this cargo ship push on
hearts hard to give
when i'm spilling my 
rose red guts
at the end of it
i'm checking in
did you have your fun
i felt nothin but
it's funny cuz
you suggested i run

stowaway (<3guts)

Cover of crash by shizukesa and yokai dreams

crash (cover)

@yokaidreams | [+ sogimura]

(nevrwrld)
Don’t care about the things I know wronged 
Removing all the things I did to you 

Lost all my friends in a single night 
Deserting everyone in my life tonight 

Don’t care about the things you can’t control 

I’m lost in outer space please let me go 

Bury the thoughts in my head and let me go 
I’m losing everything In my life tonight 

Im lost 
Im lost
Please catch my fall 

Don’t let me fall 
Don’t let me fall
This time I know 
I’m losing everything In my life tonight 

(Yokai Dreams)
i can't make it right
best believe i've tried 
about a thousand times
so just
grab the rope and pull it tight
i'm bulletproof, found out tonight
i'm seeing red through heavy eyes
i'd resurrect if i could die

and i know that i'm alone
all the lights are on but nobody's home
and you know i gave my all
so could you catch me if i happen to fall?

(nevrwrld)
Don’t let me fall 
Don’t let me fall
This time I know 
I’m losing everything In my life tonight 

Don’t care about the things I know wronged 
Removing all the things I did to you 

Lost all my friends in a single night 
Deserting everyone in my life tonight 

Don’t care about the things you can’t control 

I’m lost in outer space please let me go

The Things I Know I Wronged (ft. Yokai Dreams)

Featuring @sendflowrs
Produced by @splashgvng & @overthro
Engineering, additional vocals by @horoshavibes

LYRICS
You said this was for the best and I'd
Feel better once I got some rest
You lied
I thought that sobriety would bring me peace of mind
It's not

I couldn't be more wrong
Turns out I need a crutch to lean on
Without it I'm too fucked up
Despite my pride
I know I need help
Surely I'm too young to die
I'm too traumatized to think rationally
Like why do bad things always happen to me
You cut ties and turned your back to leave
I really thought that it'd be hard for you

(sendflowrs)
I'll be honest really thought that it'd be hard for you 
I even stopped my friends smoking in my car for you
I know you hate it when I'm faded
That's the shit I lean on
And I'm sippin' care plus until my blood turns neon 

Never thought that it would happen to me
You just told me I'm a fool and stabbed my back and then leave
And I don't wanna hear your voice no more just close your teeth
And I been feelin' hella wavy so just get off me 

You make it seem so easy
Turning your back on me

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Too Young to Die w/ sendflowrs (Prod. Splashgvng & overthro)

------------------CREDITS-------------------------
beat produced by billionstars
vocals written and recorded by Nkno x Heylee Manzeron
mixed by Nkno x Heylee Manzeron
mastered by Nkno
artwork by Painting
----------------------------LYRICS--------------------------------

[Pre-Hook: Nkno]

Drown in my emotion 
I just can not focus
Dealing with all this stress stress
Don't think I can cope with
All the stupid bullshit
Fuck my life's a mess mess mess mess

[Chorus: Nkno]

Drown in my emotion 
I just can not focus
Dealing with all this stress stress
Don't think I can cope with
All the stupid bullshit
Fuck my life's a mess mess mess

[Verse 1: Nkno]

I know that I fucked up
I know I'm an asshole
Keep the mental in check
This is probably the last straw
Too far gone to understand it
What do I know I'm drowned in this emotion
Drowning in my emotion
Can't cope with the agony that I sit in
People thinkin' they know me 
When I been feelin' all lonely
And I been feenin' for codeine
And I been leanin' for morphine

[Chorus: Heylee]

Push me under tell me lies and 
Every single fucking time
I got it down, and drunk like a potion
Tidal waves are drowning my emotions

[Verse 2: Heylee]

I say it once, louder for the TV
Only place where no one can see me
Put up a wall, and everybody knows it
I try to fake it, everybodys bullshit
Why should I get to know you 
When everything you do is hurtful
Purple hearts in all the notions
Drowning in my own emotions

[Chorus: Nkno]

Drown in my emotion 
I just can not focus
Dealing with all this stress stress
Don't think I can cope with
All the stupid bullshit
Fuck my life's a mess mess mess

[Chorus: Heylee]

Push me under tell me lies and 
Every single fucking time
I got it down, and drunk like a potion
Tidal waves are drowning my emotions

[Verse 3: Nkno]

How much longer 'till I'm sober
I can't wait 'till its all over
I'm so close to losing my mind
Gonna overdose and say goodnight
Let's make it right
Let's say goodbye
Goodbye goodbye goodbye

[Bridge: Nkno]

Drowning in the darkness
Can't escape my emotion

[Pre-Chorus: Nkno]

Drown in my emotion 
I just can not focus
Dealing with all this stress stress
Don't think I can cope with
All the stupid bullshit
Fuck my life's a mess mess mess mess

[Chorus: Nkno]

Drown in my emotion 
I just can not focus
Dealing with all this stress stress
Don't think I can cope with
All the stupid bullshit
Fuck my life's a mess mess mess

[Chorus: Heylee]

Push me under tell me lies and 
Every single fucking time
I got it down, and drunk like a potion
Tidal waves are drowning my emotions
---------------------<333----------------------

Drown in My emotion

Drown in My Emotion (feat. Heylee Manzeron)

Drown in My Emotion (feat. Heylee Manzeron) (prod. billionstars)

noizeyy has been a fun journey, but this is a new beginning i've been needing
thank you https://soundcloud.com/tearsonmygucci for the amazing feature <3

LYRICS

dxnny ¬

Can we slow it down cos baby i been exhausted
my intentions are good im just being honest
wasnt up for loving again until our eyes met
so give me time to adjust to this and process
dont want my fragile heart-becomin a target
but the last thing i want is to disregard this
spent the last few months, guarding my conscience 
but ima try give you all of me regardless

Regardless, regardlesss

ill let myself love you and hope it doesn’t turn toxic
see your actions turn bittersweet and turn caustic
tugging on my heartstrings- human fucking guitar pick
Finally put my soul in its place but then i lost it
dont wanna rush into your life without precautions 
without precautions without precautions
Ion wanna rush into your life without precautions

tearsonmygucci ¬

thought i took precautions
everything is rushing and it's got me feeling nauseous
i still got a hole where my heart should be
coz inside of her resides a piece of me

oh i can't forget
i feel her skin when I'm touching you i guess
I'm just hopeless
i can feel it
building up inside of me 
but i still hear it in my dreams
all the things you said to me

dxnny ¬

YOU TOLD ME YOU’D PROTECT MY HEART
THATS ALL I WANTED 
BUT YOU FUCKING LIED TO ME 
THAT TIME BACK IN AUGUST
I DONT WANNA FEEL YOUR LOVE IF ITS GONNA HARM ME 
ILL GO TO BACK TO TAKING THE SUBSTANCES THAT CALM ME
AND I WONT DIE, LEAVE MY BODY BEHIND 
LEAVE ME TO ROT INSECTS EAT MY INSIDES
I DREAD TO THINK BOUT THE SCENE YOU WILL FIND
WHEN YOU COME HOME
oh ohh oh

precautions ft tearsonmygucci (cian x lavendertxwn)

ty to everyone hopping on and travvy for the nedarb beat :)
-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-
Main Artist: lil XipZ
Featured Artists: Robstar, teddyboi, popularreject & Nkno
Production: Nedarb
Mixing: lil XipZ, Robstar, teddyboi, popularreject & Nkno
Mastering: lil XipZ
Cover Art: Physs
-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-
LYRICS

[Intro: Robstar]
I already wrote you a letter but I scrapped it
Tore it to pieces, abandoned the ashes
Hoping you were better after what happened
But I know for a fact you don't need that

So I wrote this letter after adapting
I found a life that I want you back in
And even if it plays the same as our last fling
Fuck it I'd be happy with a relapse

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
im writing love letters
i hope they get to you
heart cold just like december
wrote this on a friday afternoon
your voice is all i remember
but your ghost haunts me in my room
your perfume fragrance on my sweater
wonder if ill ever forget you

[Verse 1: Teddyboi]
me and you on these late night binges
taking percs up the nose with syringes
how could i forget you? pretty fucking easily
now i show up to the street i been lookin for revenge uh
sparking up the blunt like im burning down my bridges
late night binges, percy got me itchin
had to kill you baby, im sorry i didnt mean to
im just angry and anxious and the pills stay between you

[verse 2: popularreject]
ha, fuck you
FUCK!
youre a piece of shit.
I FUCKING HATE YOU!
broke me into pieces
when all i really needed was some love n affection
I fucking hate you.
shit was great, shit was fun
now im up every night
and im writing bout how much i fucking hate you
fade to black, flash to white
now im wasting all my time
but the point is that i mother fucking hate you

[Chorus: lil XipZ]
im writing love letters
i hope they get to you
heart cold just like december
wrote this on a friday afternoon
your voice is all i remember
but your ghost haunts me in my room
your perfume fragrance on my sweater
wonder if ill ever forget you

[Verse 3: Nkno]
pick up the pen, so what am i writing down?
i know i let you go and i know i let you down
i see you changing with the seasons
thats a whole other reason
why i always try my best in every situation?
every situa-a-a
and i ask myself if ill even make it
make it

Love Letter (w/ Robstar, teddyboi, popularreject & Nkno) [Prod. Nedarb]

v v v 

tell me how life changed and u dk why
smoking every night to get the words out of ur head
woah
please talk 2 me 
woah
but if u got like nothing to say then say nothing
ill know what u mean, ive been frontin too
woah
dont say a word
woah
ill sit in ur garage as the light just hums 
steadily more steady than my beating heart could
but please be proud of me because ive gained a few pounds since i got here
and i think i learned everything i felt was irrational 
i had a case of a thick ass skull
and everything i learned in school was useless
got alot of shit to say so hold my drink rq
stacking building blocks like a god damn child
does a come first or b come last
i still stay up but idk why
gtf to bed u gotta be alive tomorrow
swear to god ill be alright just have a good day at work <3
ill find some shit to smoke
maybe roll the rest
even tho it makes me feel hella god damn depressed
im really sorry i think i made another mess
im tired as fuck i wanna go to sleep right now 
jst give me some space or i will shut the fuck right down
(im tired as fuck i wanna go to sleep right now 
jst give me some space or i will shut the fuck right down)
swear to god ill be alright just have a good day at work <3
ill find some shit to smoke
maybe roll the rest
even tho it makes me feel hella god damn depressed
im really sorry i think i made another mess

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Dreaming of my Death (prod. splashgvng, afterlife)

prod. Tied For Silver & flesh
Stream "nothin for myself" on all platforms:
https://open.spotify.com/track/5AnGZfuMXdnoRakHN7yl7W?si=3e3ca43d8f87409b
https://youtu.be/i9n_57gX1xA

nothin for myself

spending my time on a melody
whats that, tryna stab me in the back
ur way too late, plus ur ignorance it smacks
ur bad,  what the hell happened, to that, that, that.

i dont wanna mess up
gotta chase, chase that, on my back
ur gonna latch, latch, latch, yeah ur wack
so i wont be down bad, will we last, sorry to ask

i dont wanna do wrong
I DONT WANNA WRITE A SONG
about how bad i was then
can we let it go, damn.

big choice, big mouth, oh my god
i dont wanna deal with ur shit, on my lawn
im getting tired of it all
wanna end it all
i thought we were friends
but, nah, no noo!

you were such a good guy
18 yeah you'd look me in the eye
we were tight, hanging out into the night
oh my, guess that i was blind

*NEVER HAD A GIRL THAT WAS MINE*

you made me feel like i had home inside
yeah right, its fake, why'd i try
pleased on, then said goodbye
blocked me out, well i guess it was a good try

*now i feel used and abused
like a tool, always such a fool
i never let friends go, they all move on by
guess its just the man, inside*

i dont wanna mess up
gotta chase, chase that, on my back
ur gonna latch, latch, latch, yeah ur wack
so i wont be down bad, will we last, sorry to ask

i dont wanna do wrong
I DONT WANNA WRITE A SONG
about how bad i was then
can we let it go, damn.

its clear to see that you are just the problem
everybody who u knew is gone, and ur so awful
never meant to try
now im outta line

for caring about friends
why did you pretend.

used and abused (prod. dead spyro x 2001)

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The Things I Know I Wronged (ft. Yokai Dreams)

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