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lyrics-
You ant got a clue 
What I went though 
All this fuckin pain that
I hold never helped
You never learned to heal 
So you learned to 
Just Pop pills I
Was only 12 when it
Happen now I miss you 

Face turned blue when I
Heard you crashed that 
Car I didn’t even get
To see you now
Im turning 18 I
Don’t even feel it
I’ve been numb to pain 
I’ve been starting at
The ceiling 


Verse 2
Nah I can’t stand the 
Silence I can hear the
Static in the air I
Can smell the sadness  fill
My lungs when no one’s
Here I Can feel the 
void in My chest disappear 
When I smoke or i 
Drink never mind I’m just
Drunk again yeah I'm drunk 
Again yeah I’m numb again 
I can feel the void
In my chest come back
Yeah it hit me like
A train wishing I could 
Go back to the old 
Days where I never felt 
Like this

18 (nevrfall)

Drowning [+ sogimura]

Main Artist: lil XipZ
Production: lil XipZ
Mixing: lil XipZ
Cover Art: @shxdy808 
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LYRICS: 

[Chorus]
falling asleep in the bathtub
the feeling of drowing is waking me up
i dont sleep when i have to
its probably an issue
i dont get enough 

falling asleep in the bathtub
the feeling of drowing is waking me up
i dont sleep when i have to
its probably an issue
i dont get enough 

[verse]
staying up all night, i think im stuck in my head
and i can never fall asleep i think i need some new meds
i think i need some new friends cuz ive been starting to lose it
showing signs of relapse but my friends have been clueless 

[chorus]
falling asleep in the bathtub
the feeling of drowing is waking me up
i dont sleep when i have to
its probably an issue
i dont get enough 

[outro]
yea they been clueless
dont know what to do with this 
falling asleep now
theres still so much left to write down

Falling Asleep In The Bathtub

Produced, Mixed, Mastered by hazenova
ALL PLATFORMS APRIL 10th

Lyrics:
(hazenova)
you dont know me like u think that u do
when its all said and done
i meant nothing to you
you feel make me feel so abused
i feel broken used
and my skins turning blue
oh my skins turning blue

rain rain fuck off dont come again
ive been tryna make it out
tryna make it big
i been tryna talk 
aint no body listening
so u mfs gonna have to hear me sing x2

oh ive been gone for some time
oh ive been wasting my life
on people that dont care if i live or i die

(Epitomeoffailure)
don’t fucking get me started
i’ve been falling apart in the cold damn rain
while you’ve been sitting back watching
it’s kinda funny to me
that you would take the time
to abuse me
over and over again
when it seems to me
that you could be
doing anything
than looking over in my direction
still view you as perfection
and there’s nothing i will do except stare in this gun

Abused (feat. Epitomeoffailure)

get those feet pics up lets go
remake of an old lofi song https://soundcloud.com/user-53555568/dreams-come-true-20-xander?in=user-53555568/sets/pink-flesh-ep
50 song milestone too, thnk u for listening

sitting on a rock baby lets pretend
that we got all this ahead and we dont have to turn our shoulder
it could be like this to the end
or we could just to this shit over over again 

dry shelves and cheap jokes
all this from the 5th house from the bus post
i’ll try to forget you, i’ll try to forget you
but at lights out, when the suns down it just comes out 

i was stuck at home 
drinking something light
taking things slow
part 4 be alright

8 miles on the road, for the second time
follow all the stars coz they me show me where to go at night

didn’t think life’d be so easy
fading to the back do you see me
cutting so deep i think i see you
iont think seen these scars are gonna heal any time soon

maybe dreams come true 
but ion really think that its a dream without you
dream without you
life without you
im not sure its possible 
but we both know i haven’t got a clue
but i dont wanna talk it through

dry shelves and cheap jokes
all this from the 5th house from the bus post
i’ll try to forget you, i’ll try to forget you
but at lights out, when the suns down it just comes out 

i was stuck at home 
drinking something light
taking things slow
part 4 be alright

8 miles on the road, for the second time
follow all the stars coz they me show me where to go at night

ive been on my own
on a steady grind
things i didn’t know 
now circle my mind

my face i hardly show, outta sight,
living life afar outta sight hope outta mind

dreams cøme true 3.0 (xander.)

@yokaidreams | [+ sogimura]

(nevrwrld)
Don’t care about the things I know wronged 
Removing all the things I did to you 

Lost all my friends in a single night 
Deserting everyone in my life tonight 

Don’t care about the things you can’t control 

I’m lost in outer space please let me go 

Bury the thoughts in my head and let me go 
I’m losing everything In my life tonight 

Im lost 
Im lost
Please catch my fall 

Don’t let me fall 
Don’t let me fall
This time I know 
I’m losing everything In my life tonight 

(Yokai Dreams)
i can't make it right
best believe i've tried 
about a thousand times
so just
grab the rope and pull it tight
i'm bulletproof, found out tonight
i'm seeing red through heavy eyes
i'd resurrect if i could die

and i know that i'm alone
all the lights are on but nobody's home
and you know i gave my all
so could you catch me if i happen to fall?

(nevrwrld)
Don’t let me fall 
Don’t let me fall
This time I know 
I’m losing everything In my life tonight 

Don’t care about the things I know wronged 
Removing all the things I did to you 

Lost all my friends in a single night 
Deserting everyone in my life tonight 

Don’t care about the things you can’t control 

I’m lost in outer space please let me go

The Things I Know I Wronged

mix.@Ztope
shout out @cyzun <3



prod.sorrow bringer

lyrics

swno-

All his friends tend to leave so He turn to a ghost
Pail skin pain deep in his
Soul heart broke and he’s rotting 
Like mold washed up on the 
Coast body cold yeah he’s been 
dead But he’s wishing for more
Body ache and he’s lossing this 
War yeah he’s hiding all his
pain in the inside yeah he
Left all the pain by his 
Bedside
by is bedside yuh everyone in 
his life turned a blind eye


Cyzun-

I’ve been through a lot 
Yeah you wouldn’t know
Take another shot 
Hide the pain it won’t show 
It will not stop 
So I lay on the road 
I don’t wanna talk 
So I’m muting my phone
I should go now
Isolate in my room I don’t go out
Soul empty as hell like a ghost town 
Staying up hella late like a night owl
All these thoughts running throughout my head
I don’t have no friends cause they leave in the end
Hate my brain wanna fill it with lead
Leave me alone cause I’m already dead

daunted w/ cyzun (sorrow bringer)

artists:
https://soundcloud.com/seejayxo
https://soundcloud.com/kennyorlando
https://soundcloud.com/healingsenju/

producers:
https://soundcloud.com/jolst

enough

kenny orlando x seejayxo - enough [feat. senju] (jolst)

prod pekarot
feat emptychest

enjoy <3

blood stains and teary eyes
i really wish i was still your guy
ive been wasting so much time
tryna find a little piece of mind

youre so selfish 
took what i gave you left me feelin helpless x2

and i know that youll find love again
and i know that youre my favorite thing

blood stains and teary eyes
i really wish i was still your guy
ive been wasting so much time
tryna find a little piece of mind


emptychest: a little peace of mind is all that i ask for
were either dying out or were jus alright
he was all i needed and i didnt know
but now i know
it all
He makes me feel like hope is worth having
whenever i was sad or i was stressed he would snap in
ive never had no luck but  we still happened
ill run around this town with you and dream the life that happened
did i stutter?
i wanna spend my life with u
u make me 
flutter
and i love you
so never 
say ur nothin
cus ur mine
and ur my somethin

Favorite Thing (Feat. Emptychest) (Prod. Pekarot)

Willst du

DEMONS

22 | ✧𝘉𝘢𝘤𝘬𝘺𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘉𝘢𝘣𝘺✧

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Biggest influences: 

Pixie McCann
Devon Gabriella
Liv Romano
Chelsea Cutler
GRAHAM
Alice Shone
Sydney Rose
Garr
ken xox
broken record

The Things I Know I Wronged

The North Shore