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i don't think heaven is real but i hope i get to see my dogs again

narcissist

will i survive [ALL PLATS]

Memoria

O’ Knight of Gloom

☔️✨ The Miracle Syndicate - "Take Back the Rain"

The rain pinned shadows to the glass,
Your boots by the door, untouched.
The chair still held the shape you made —
And I couldn’t bring myself to dust.

You said you’d be back when the clouds broke.
But it’s been weeks since the sky last spoke.

I keep your coat where the light bends cold,
By the window where the jasmines died.
You once said love was a borrowed coat —
And I just wore it for the ride.

The kettle clicks, then gives up the heat.
I pour two cups, then drink both slow.
It’s easier than asking out loud
If there’s something I should know.

The world is wet with answers
I don’t know how to phrase.
So I fold myself into the static
Of this unspoken haze.

I keep your coat where the light bends cold,
Near the stack of books you’d never start.
You once said love is a crooked flame —
It warms the skin, but skips the heart.

The days repeat in lowercase.
No clocks, no calls, just sound.
I trace the rings your glass once left,
Like trying to unwrite the ground.

If you return, take back the rain.
Take the stillness you left behind.
But leave the blue light in the hall —
It’s the only thing still kind.

Credits:

Nayeli Astra: Vox, Synths & Sequencers
Elena Morgenstern: Backing Vox, Guitar
Brad Astra: Programming, Percussion, Bass Guitar, Rhythm Guitar

Special Thanks:
To the ravens who guided our melodies, the universe for its endless inspiration, and to everyone who has been part of this journey. This music collection is dedicated to those who dream with their eyes open.

In Loving Memory:
To Rio, who always listened. 🐾🖤✨

Recorded at:
Nude Studio · Calgary, Alberta

Artwork + Photography:
Brad Astra

Label:
Painful Records Ltd.

© 2025 The Miracle Syndicate · All rights reserved

Produced by The Miracle Syndicate

Take Back the Rain

TIME TO GO HOME

H0W 1T 3NDS (2 CH4NC3S)

i’m feeling cold, feeling like I shouldn’t breathe
it's getting old, sick of when you look at me
you don’t seem know, that I am half way out the door
she said she’s be getting bored, she said she don’t care no more

i can’t breathe near you
empty, full room
i can see through
every single promise, I knew you weren’t honest

i can’t breathe near you
empty, full room
i can see through
every single promise, I knew you weren’t honest

i’m feeling cold, feeling like I shouldn’t breathe
it's getting old, sick of when you look at me
you don’t seem know, that I am half way out the door
she said she’s be getting bored, she said she don’t care no more

what was the point
when I realized that I was alone
you said you loved me but I didn’t know
I didn’t know

i’m feeling cold, feeling like I shouldn’t breathe
it's getting old, sick of when you look at me
you don’t seem know, that I am half way out the door
she said she’s be getting bored, she said she don’t care no more

i can’t breathe near you
empty, full room
i can see through
every single promise, I knew you weren’t honest

i can’t breathe near you
empty, full room
i can see through
every single promise, I knew you weren’t honest

empty, full room

lemme show u (probelad)

ucandoitucandoitucandoit I promise




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