only bangers of my friends / artist I know, this a playlist basically for me for to jam out but if you you enjoy the music, ride the wave with me <3

Next Up Artist

hero/villian

Headshot

this is fucking disgusting, i meant to do justice to the beat but the effects are all off and I just want to get something out, and my mic is fucked so I can't record new takes I'm sorry

put it out early because I have irl shit to tend to

Lyrics:

woah woah

what the fuck is getting higher just my mileage
my lenses not connecting with my iris
the friction from the ground combats my tires
i'm only comfortable cause of this fucking virus
fucking virus
dealing with a liar
she is not a friend to me but she could be my lover
just her entering is enough for the mood to somber
i don't wanna argue you so sit back where it's calmer

oh my god oh my god what the fuck
why the hell is everybody drunk
saw a bottle fly across the room i almost had to duck
these are not my people so i'll curl right up and tuck

we can talk
we can talk when i'm done
writing on my homie's beat till moon turns into sun
all was well and good and then he drew his fuckin gun
too many people aiming high i do this shit for fun
i don't think i'm gonna win
sorry to my fuckin twin
who wanted me to do more with this life i live
put my "music" in a bin
take it out to trash again
nothing's good enough for me it's all fuckin shit
it's all fuckin shit
i don't deserve like any traction think that i'm unfit
god please don't fucking show your kids
i lose control on the slightest whim

what the fuck is getting higher just my mileage
my lenses not connecting with my iris
the friction from the ground combats my tires
i'm only comfortable cause of this fucking virus
what the fuck is getting higher just my mileage
my lenses not connecting with my iris
the friction from the ground combats my tires
i'm only comfortable cause of this fucking virus

life takes sides and so do i
i'll take this time to thank my guide I swear he saved my life

i'm ugly n fucked
yea you know it's fuckin true
don't you try to sugar coat it
i been questioning my hues
i can't tell is summer autumn
is the winter turning blue
something's fucking with my vision 
maybe last night's pill or 2

i don't know what i took i accept that
i don't know what it did but i love it
i don't know what i drank but i downed it
i don't know what i smoked but i'd puff that
yea yea yea
it's all fucking shit
i don't really care bout anything my eyelights dim
oh my god i'm so done with this

what the fuck is getting higher just my mileage
my lenses not connecting with my iris
the friction from the ground combats my tires
i'm only comfortable cause of this fucking virus
what the fuck is getting higher just my mileage
my lenses not connecting with my iris
the friction from the ground combats my tires
i'm only comfortable cause of this fucking virus

a generic depressing song [prod. aytayga]

GANG GANG (with Lil Wayne)

“take a shower"
"eat ur fill"
"yea drink more water"
"save yourself"

why would i
condemn myself
to a planet i hate more than hell

it's dark as shit it's 4:05
this song is morbid so am i
a warning to you if i speak ur mind
it won't get better
no not in time

i could've slept 
in bed
inside
instead i wrote a lullaby
for emo girls
n broken guys
but not 4 u
no sever ties

“i've known u think bout suicide”
“i'm just obsessed with trying mine”
“a painless way to take my life”
“answers those i couldn't find”

but i'll let u know
let u know
let u know
let u know
i'll let u know
let u know
let u know
i'll let u know
let u know
let u know
i'll let u know
let u know
if i find em

-

v: no humans dont make any fucking sense

v: yknow it never gets any easier
sometimes we're just
meant to lose people.

h: i mean sometimes
sometimes there's jus something you can do about it
and you just wanna 
intervene.
.
 
 
 
 
 

-̵̥̦̹̾̈̔́̐̈́̊͘_̵̡̣̜̃͛̅͐̕̚_̴̯̗̊̽̽͂͗̔̔͝͝-̷̱͍̜͈̪̰͉͇̜̭̙̉̂͆́̊́͗̈́̋͠͝_̶̢̛͚̹͓̫̫̗̦̘́̎͜ͅ-̴̧̖̲̟̤̻̻̻̦͈̆͐̌̓͜͝_̷̬͇͎͙̏̋̇̅̄͑͝͝_̴̨̥̄̌̈́̉̾͗̆̎̈́͘͘͠͠-̴͓̞̘͓̣̣̜͙͐̓̈́̏̂̀̎̉͝-̷̻̦̰͚̋̋_̸̜̋-̸̢̡̤̦̺̘͓̩̖͌͋ͅ-̵̨̠̻̞͈̻̭͗͋̉̀́̈́͑̃͐̎̚͘͠_̶̻͔͓̝̈́͌̇͆͐͠͝-̵̻̀̀͒_̴̲̭̈́͆̓̏͆̃͜_̵̢̢̬͉̫̱͙̱̗̣̦̈́̂̔̉̆̓̕-̷̢̐̾́̆́̌͋̅̃̀͘̕-̷̧̪͚̰͈͇̤̳̽̒͌ͅ-̵̡̯̰̹̬̝̪͈͔͋̾͑͋͘̚͠_̴͕̘̙̔̽-̷̛̺͚̗͚̹̬͖͓̰̼͚̗͛̓̂̀͜_̵̠̬̺̊̉̐̈́͆͋̈́̐̈́̍̾́͝
̸̞̠͊̚_̴̀̍̚̕͜͝͠_̴̨̛͍̣̰̘̠͙͓͇̐̌̓͛-̷̨̘̗̪̙͎̭̯́̊_̴̻̜̟̲̞̝̥̂͊̓͝-̸͈̫̤̞̝͊̋̀͆̃̿͒̒͒ͅ-̴̭͛͆-̸̢̡̩̞͓͉͖̩̮̍͜-̵̨̨͎̱̙̥͖̖̈́̑̀͛̋̚͝-̵̡̗̥̠̳̱̂͊̓͊̏̓͌̚͠-̸̼̘̻̻̫̰͕̦̣̰͍̞͊̑̇̚͠-̷̹̪͍̈́́́͒̊̚-̸̮̘̖̘̫͐̾-̴̼̒̀̈́̕_̴̲͕̫̩̋_̴̨̣͖͖̱̝͎͇̯͙̰̌̉̄͑̓̀̇͑_̵̡̛͚̣͔̪̠̭̦̩͕͓̌͐̓̅̿̒-̶̺̽-̶̹̠͚͖́̑͐͗̇͑͗̏̉̕͘͠͝_̴̯̳̲̝̺̯̣̋̏_̴͚̑̊̀̃̆͗-̸̨̱̦̤͇̝͌͛͝-̴̰͖͈͙͇̖͖͈̞̜́̇̇̄͛͒̃͌́̄͒͠͠-̵̦͓̳̣̱͕̝̺̊̀́̈͗͜_̶̢̱̪͕͚̦͕̋͒̒̊́͛͑̚͘
̸̯̝̖͈͊̈́̓͋̈́̌̂͛̑͋̇-̷̥̗̺͈͓͊͛͛_̶̨͔̗̭̤̭̙̥͍̳̗̑̀̕͝_̴̡̛̞͚͎̰̯̰̼͇̹̑͂̏́͘͜͠ͅͅ-̶̧̦̥̝̥͇̺͖͇̝̟̦̃͌̉͆̅͜_̸̟̎̅-̵̬̜̠̜͍̄̔͐̓͝_̴̡̳̙͑̀̋͛͆̒͊̂͑_̶̨̗͕̩͚̀̃̔-̶̤̲̹̖̻̉͋̅́̊̉̓̽̓̈̊̚-̵̣̘̯̼̝͍̹̣͓̫̰̜͚͑̓̔͌͛̑̈̊͐̀͑̕_̴̪̪̤̝̙̳̓͂-̶̨̱̜̺̞̞͛̈͐͑́̿͆̽́̇̈́̾̚-̷̛̛̞̦̖̪͎͇͔͇̣́̀̅̂͊̓̇͋̈́͜ͅ_̵̡̨̞̭̼͖̫̰̱͔͕̯̫̄̇̓̔͒̆̂̿̀͆͘̚͠-̴̭͚̩̜̪̥̠͜͜͝_̸͎̏͋͛̈́̉̓͛͐͂̔̚̕͠ͅͅͅ_̶̘̼̦̺͇̜͚̖͔̓̌͆͆͑͊̈́̿͂͝͝-̷̨̨̯̼̹̜̤̙̜̖͍̪̌̌̃-̶̡̛̫͇̼̤̤͇̞͕͕̖̫͑͊̐̓̈́̄͋̊̎̚͠ͅ-̵͖̳̖͙̈͊̃̽̎_̴͈͊̂̈́̑-̶̮͚̺̪̘͉͈͖̐̀̀́̃̈̽̚͝ͅͅ_̶̨̦͓̱̪͌́̓̈̃́̈͌̔̕
̷̛̛̼̥͙͇̙̦̻̙͕̳̜̝̾̾̇̔̿_̴̖̰̝̞̳͔̥̖͕́́̀_̴̧̨͚̙̰͖̳͖̏̉͝-̷̡̢̻͓̫̘͓̞̼͖̩͔̭̽̐̄̉̄͊͋̈́͒_̷̞̞̱͈̜͇̤͍̤̯̤̻̍̈́͒̌̆̍̌-̴̛̟̠̒̆̽̏̍̐̓̄̓-̷̜̯̺͇̺̯̘̍͘-̴̠͇̥͚̇̄͗̑̋̓̓-̷̧̨̛̩̦̫̠͕͉̤̥̠̙̘̾̐̿̓̄̒̓͆͆͘̕-̴̠̲͎͂̅̌͂̀̾̅̏͝-̴̼̪̥͎̭̪̠͖̰͒̉͌̉̇̑̃͘͘ͅ-̵̱͔͌͗̕͝-̶̡̤͓̯̣͉̟̐͑͋̂͊́̄̀̊̆̀͜͝ͅ-̵̡̨̧̧̡̖̭̼̥̹̫̂̋̂̀̎̚̚͝_̸̛͍̹̯̲̰̄̌̔͛̈́̒́_̵͍̪̯̦̱͇̘̆̇͜_̴̡̡̳̯̘̖͂̑́̓́͂̈́̎̓ͅ-̸̥̣̝̥̩̦̳̼͕̩̄̎̂̍̚̕̚-̸̠̻͈̠̦̫̬̦̮͙̤̻̓͌͋̂͒̓ͅ_̵̧̛̜͕̉̊̉̽͋͌̀̉̉͗̆_̵̨̨̛̯̬̻̬̠̜̻̳͍̈́́̊̀̍̏̎̀-̶̨̧̹̞̰̱̰̩̎̾̓̑̽͛̇͘̚͝-̴̻̋̃̓͋͌̄͝-̷͎̹̩͉̬̰̝́͐͛͆̅̽̅_̴̨̙̮͙͈̥̻͎̭̮̼̄̐̿̊̚͠
̷̦͚̙̗̹͕̄̀͊̔̉̏̃̾̍́̚-̶̧̳̥̆́̈́̊̈̀͑̎͑́͘_̵̢̢̱̮̗͕̤̪͔̥͕̬̙̒̏̀͒́͌̉̑̏̌̕̕͠_̶̣̻̠͇̤̂͐̀̈́̉ͅͅ-̸̨̧̜͉͕̠̖̺̺̪̃͒̂̌̕͠͝_̴͍̩̩̣̲̦̮̓͊̿̈́ͅ-̴̧̢̯̲̖̰̯͗̇̎̍̔̑̅͑̔̽̕̚_̶̠͔̯̑͆̀̃͊ͅ_̸̳͈́͐́̐̔̊͛͂̉-̶̨̳̜͓̈́͐̔̄̍́̌̏͘-̷̛͓̹̲̪̝̥̥̿̈́̎̏̿͂̅̆͛̍̚͝_̶̨̢̪̙͙̬̟̼̺͈̻̗͋̐̓͠͝͝-̶̨͉̻͑̋͛̆̂͋́͐̾-̶̧̺̞̼̓́͋̔̀͑̈́̄̍͒̑_̴̢̝͓̜̩̦̺̺̦̰̠͚̎̔͊̄͛̓-̴̲̼̮̺͔̣͌͌͜_̶̜̼̑̍̍͆̍̓͑̇̒̄_̷͈̾̆̇̓͊̋͋͠-̶̨̱̦͇̻̪̠̳̟͊-̴̡͚̠̰͓̝̆͌͐̀̆͛̃-̸͍̹͈̘̥̖̭͈͎̗̘͛̈́̀̋_̸̨̝̝̖͍͉͎́̕-̸̛̩̥̹̝̗̄̀͑͗̅̎̿͐́́̚_̵̩̆̀̀̎̃͐̃̐͝
̶̹͚͈͝_̸̛̛̲̤͚̲̪͓͖́̅̓̈́̌̐͘̕_̸̛̻͖̾̈̿̑̂̓̄-̵̦̘͍͓̩͎̠̟̮͍͕̕ͅ_̴̢̨̥̫̞̜̝̱͓̖̹͋̿͐̓͗̄͑͋̃̈ͅͅ-̸̢̲͔̥̣̩̱͇̞̥̃̀͋͂͗͋̑̿̾̆͋̿͝-̴͚̳͎͚̜̞̼̻̌͆̈́̑̌̈́̏̀͠-̶̲͒͌͂͗͗̃̀-̴̡̘̹̫̱͕̯̱͔̯̪͆͂͐̓-̵̡̻̙͔̞̤̯͖̫͖̽̐̃̅-̸̡̡̖̗̬̟͓͈̠͚͌-̵̢̛̠̻̱͎͌̌̇̐̽̈̆͜-̴̨̝͕̩̠̩͎̰͇̔͋̀̌̅͜-̶̧̥̤͙̥͈̺̩̤͂͑͋͗_̴̨͍̲̜̼̼̫̘̱͇͐̑͒̽͒̎͑̈̐̋̚̚_̷̺̞̒̈́̐͂̈́̇_̸̡͖̣̬̱̩͚̙̑͒̊̈͂͒͗́-̸̢̘̟͈̜̪̋͂̍̅͂̈́̓̑͗͒̓́̈͜-̶̢̳̏̈́̈́̾̎̍̊̕_̵̡̟͕̥̩̲͍̱̺̀̌_̶̠̤̺͉̻̖̤̦̈́̂̈́̚-̶̙̠̗̐̀̀͒-̵͖̹̗͖͈͑͛̒͗̊̆̄͆͝-̶̨̬̲̯͉̩̼̖̥̩͓̅̿̅̋_̷̛̛͇̱̝̳͔̑͌̽̔̈́̌̀

lullaby

prod. boyfifty x hero

i thought it was funny how many songs were about pointing out stars from the earth, so i thought the alternate pov would be cool to write about :)

Lyrics:

my friend jus pour out ur heart
u’ll see nothing for it
i don't feel like getting personal
when its unimportant
just dig ur heart right out the fire
i hope u find the courage
who'm i hanging with
when all of my guys r happy corpses
it took a while 
but i accustomed well to the voices
they speak of times i hate to hear 
while they divert my choices
they give me company 
while humans plot to destroy us
they fill my heart 
while this woman feasts on vital organs

it gets lonely citywatching from the satellites
i wish that u were here to join me cause it's really nice
our planet's pretty 
clothed in foliage and powerlines
i'd rather not touch back to ground n experience life
come to my place
please i'll clear the driveway
she said 
"fuck the high way, bitch i'll do it my way"
she's a mind eater 
don't confuse her with a soul reader
but ur so beautiful i'd love to lose my mind tonight 

my friend jus pour out ur heart
u’ll see nothing for it
i don't feel like getting personal
when its unimportant
just dig ur heart right out the fire
i hope u find the courage
who'm i hanging with
when all of my guys r happy corpses

come to my place
please i'll clear the driveway
she said 
"fuck the high way, bitch i'll do it my way"
she's a mind eater 
don't confuse her with a soul reader
but ur so beautiful i'd love to lose my mind tonight

-

come to my place
please i'll clear the driveway
she said 
"fuck the high way, bitch i'll do it my way"
she's a mind eater 
don't confuse her with a soul reader
but ur so beautiful i'd love to lose my mind tonight

lose my mind 2nite (x8)

citygazing

an old song, nothing special lyrically but i really wanted to get it out before i never wanted to post it at all. luv u

Lyrics:

when lust takes over
I could’ve told her
I would’ve told her
I should’ve told her no
she bites her lip
as i scream and kick
and she lives for it
and she’ll fucking tell you so

when lust takes over
I could’ve told her
I would’ve told her
I should’ve told her no
she bites her lip
as i scream and kick
and she lives for it
and she’ll fucking tell you so

oh succubus
i remember the affection and the fleeting kiss
every year or so we fuck and then ur gone again
and i think too hard about u
what kinda life is this
oh
they told me so
its mid december
and im reminiscing aprils low
she's still horrible for me so why can't i just go
ive lived everything ur going thru and now i know

when lust takes over
I could’ve told her
I would’ve told her
I should’ve told her no
she bites her lip
as i scream and kick
and she lives for it
and she’ll fucking tell you so

when lust takes over
I could’ve told her
I would’ve told her
I should’ve told her no
she bites her lip
as i scream and kick
and she lives for it
and she’ll fucking tell you so

lust (pekarot x back2thepast)

back to weekly songs soon i promise.
its a new era

prod. sorrowbringer x me <3

lyrics:

try to impress but it comes out fuckin gibberish
torch me to bits as the reputation settles in
mediate the confilct intimidate the cheiftans heir
this human form my disguise and i'm shedding skin
fighting tooth nail claw and i won't let em in
run me out the town i'll come back with an army
we'll tear ur men to bits roast ur offspring with a charring
the grass will dye red by the end of the night here

unless u stop hunting me
i wait here for your concede
i stakeout with 9 slugs in me
i chose truth n i was wrong to
but still i breathe
i've been up all night plus a day and a half
i still worry for my kind now that u lash out like that
it seem clear to me ur people xenophobic
i had trusted u but it's clear to me that is over

my friends won't leave their caves cause of u and it breaks me
so all that i can do is rid ur people from our place here
ur buddy shot me nine times what u gotta say to that
i'm gonna murder all your people i don't care if they our friends
get out my way i got buisness to do on ur village
there's a couple hundred people that i really gotta see
they got appointments to get their heads lopped off at this moment

-

try to impress but it comes out fuckin gibberish
torch me to bits as the reputation settles in
mediate the confilct intimidate the cheiftans heir
this human form my disguise and i'm shedding skin
fighting tooth nail claw and i won't let em in
run me out the town i'll come back with an army
we'll tear ur men to bits roast ur offspring with a charring
the grass will dye red by the end of the night here

unless u stop hunting me
i wait here for your concede
i stakeout with 9 slugs in me
i chose truth n i was wrong
but still i breathe

revenge

lyrics:

Never Had I Thought Id be Hiding you
Inside the garden my true love dismembered

Pieced together heart just out of what he had left
Shot apart when words she wrote explode thru his chest
Lonely nights
Inside this cabin we had spent
Where Torn apart
Filling all of life with this dread

This poltergeist
Had tapped my shoulder while I wept
Told me dont u cry
When u could feel her last breath
Strapping up my boots
I Had em tight like a noose
Bury her in water
Shell be turned into fish food

Life had left me reaching for time I know you feel the same
With every thing we had promised each other floating away

Never once
Never once had I second thought
Never once
I was happy when her body dropped
Gladly numb
I hear sirens coming but I love the
Ambiance
Take my body but my mind is gone

Life had left me reaching for time I know you feel the same
With every thing we had promised each other floating away
Life had left me reaching for time I know you feel the same
With every thing we had promised each other floating away

15 (Eric Godlow)

not.a.fx.hero on discord if u need a friend.
https://discord.gg/RU7YPvM3CC
song every 1-2 weeks
beat every week

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