I love this, what's your recording setup?

something about the voice
makes me wanna cry and listen over and over

Can you just stop for the weekend
can you just stop with the tweakin
can you not feel how im feelin
can you not get what im feelin

wakin up late every mornin again
stoppin the drugs cause u loosin again
fallin asleep without you in my bed
fallin asleep and u not in my head

breakin apart and im lonely again
wishin that i could just touch you again
its 3 in the 6 and im loosin my head
takin a walk, dont get shot in the head

distance in earth is just too much to take
makin a livin off beatin me dead
i wanna move out so i can get the bread
but im stuck alone, and im loosin again

Can you just stop for the weekend
can you just stop with the tweakin
can you not feel how im feelin
can you not get what im feelin

can you just give me a reason
can you just fall with the treasen
would you just leave me in feelins
couldnt just stop how im feelin

-not home.-

felt like cutting up my eyelids
i been working hard inside the silence
running circles on the island
like why the fuck i even trying?

codeine bright violet
ive been smoking on the hybrid
thoughts inside me turn to violence
emotion seeping through the highlands

welcome to my fucking head
i take the words and i put it to rest 
garbage to still floating and filling my chest
i cant pretend like im feeling the best

i guess im next
they want me dead
pump up my head and my legs with the lead
she second guessing im fucking her friend, yeah

Give Me A Reason w/ not home. (prod. nvki)

[hero]

i hop in the shower with my clothes on
sing to myself till i burst a lung
i hop in the shower with my clothes on
yeah this warm water washes it away

[@navyxower]

yeah it washes it away, when im not doin so great
yeah you takin all ur drugs, just to wipe away ur pain
sit and cry about my feelings in the shower, so i stay
i think im loosin grip and yet, deaths scaring me away
its, visual all our lives just fade away
and all my tears, will wipe away
its all i want for you to stay, oh oh
yeah i hop right in the shower with my clothes on
thinkin every night what do i try, for
i wish i had you everynight to hold me on to giving grace
i wonder in three years, can u just look me in the face

[hero x @navyxower]

i hop in the shower with my clothes on
singing to myself am i best alone
i hop in the shower with my clothes on
yeah this warm water washes it away

[hero]

i hop in the shower with my clothes on
sing to myself till i burst a lung
i hop in the shower with my clothes on
yeah this warm water washes it away

shower thoughts (ft. navyxower) (boyfifty)

produced by caves 
completely non profit

lyrics

U say he loves u like I somehow don't 
these words still hurt from out her perfect mouth
oh trust I'm happy that it all worked out

she said ur broken promise I don't mind
these conversations happen late at night
these empty bottles stack a mile high
my dart went out I think I need a light

I think our vices help us sleep alright
wrap my wounds make sure u wrap em tight
so every night I get to flying kites
Canna banner I fly this shit so high
my dart when out I think a need a light 
so she's a whore? I guess ur prolly right
still I can't change the way I feel inside
I am these broken promises and we are just alike

does it hurt that we won't talk again
she screams u lied n I said now n then
but why u acting like u innocent
I'm still choking up on all the words I thought I could of said

she said ur broken and we r just alike
these conversations happen late at night
look how u've grown look how the time will fly
my dart went out I think I need a light

we're just alike
late at night
these coversations right
they happen all the time
and from a mile high
I throw these bottles I
but still the time just flies
we're forced to say goodbye 

just alike (caves)

non-profit

mix. @ztope

w/ dxnny, cyzun

Aye tell me where the fuck do I go
late night drives I don’t miss my home I
Ever need you hoe eighteen years never learned
to cope smoke my dope drink my Drink
You ant ever care so I numb this pain ima
end up froze from the thoughts in my brain
Yeah you always said you cared but you never came
Yeah I’m spiting off the top like a halo
All these people want sum so I lay low
Yeah I smoke on my own but I’m good
Tho yeah im living but I’m dying like death Row

dxnny-

gettin me a bag like wall street
Said im pullin up to the function
You got cold feet
blow up my phone on the text, or snap
how the fuck we gonna chat when you act like you dont know me
Uh
only thing thats got my back
Leaf that i stack 12 grams in the bag
uh
i just got my life on track
Music blowing up now she want me back
Whats up with that
sending mix signals
But got no damn signal to call me back
keeping me up an insomniac
play with feelings like “we connect”
Why do you lie through your teeth everyday of the week
you’re destroying my consciousness
You’re destroying my consciousness

cyzun-

You never came
Taking these pills to my brain
Drinkin to numb all the pain
And I wish that I could get away but the thoughts in my head got me drained
We’re not the same
You said I love you but it was all fake
why did stay, fuck out the way
Holding my heart as it rots and decays
Cause I don’t wanna talk right now
Wanna Pull out the strap and blow my brain right out
Lay in the pool of my blood
As I’m fading in and out
Can’t wait to see all black and
Never have to feel it out
I hope you’re happy now

detached w/ dxnny, cyzun (astrid)

@reject333
@not-a-fucking-hero

maybe im not good enough
for you to gimme all ur love
i rly miss ur fuckin touch
so ima let out all my blood

dont take the knife away from me
there aint a point in savin me
my current state youd hate to see
so ill just end it hastily

ur make believe
i dont wanna be what u make me to be
and i dont wanna dissapoint my family
but this whole damn time nobody was there for me

so ill go


dont really wanna go but i know i cant stay
in the back of my mind voices takin their place
everybody linin up for the start of the race
when i hear the gunshot i cant keep the same pace

take a 9 millimeter to the side of my face 
so i dont have to sit here and count down the days
take a chunk of my flesh just to get you a taste
when i die fuckin happy ill be a disgrace

and i dont want my legacy to go to waste
so the fame and immortality is what ima chase
but everything i want is stuck behind a lens painted grey
i cant make out the faces cant make out the shapes 

[popularreject:]
baby im not good enough 
for you to even give a fuck 
my hands are tied 
my wrists are cut 
and ima drain out all my blood
you arent where youre supposed to be
you belong here close to me 
and ive been thinking overly 
you arent where youre supposed to be 
im not the best but im doing better
lifes a mess youre fine then whatever.
you dont want me alive and thats messed up
smoking so much i fill my chest up
im not the best but im doing better
lifes a mess youre fine then whatever.
you dont want me alive and thats messed up
babygirl jus-

HOLD ON
COULD YOU HELP ME HOME
LET ME KNOW
GIVE ME HOPE
HOW LONG
YOU COULDN'T HELP ME I'M TOO GONE
HOW LONG
HOW LONG
i need a change right now
could someone fuckin notice
in jus a couple days
went thru a couple pounds of potent
its generic as fuck but i'm really on my own
SHIT
that's jus the show biz is what they say
is what they say
is what they say

disgrace

disgrace w/ popularreject (hero)

so much pain in my heart
idk where to start 
i keep rollin up blunts
and smokin em all in the dark 
closed in the stu makin art 
about everything thatS a part
of my life and marked me 
to the point where i can't even talk

to anybody i know
bout anything that i go
thru everyday is a struggle
wakin up  wishin i don't
shit got me feeling so low 
going thru this all alone
i got nobody to relate to 
but a pillbox n a bong

everyday is the same/ but just a little bit different
today i was the guilty one again, cuz i didn't listen
yesterday it was still my fault, but surely 4 anotha reason
i think/ shit never changes, despite us changing the szn
i suddenly went cold, like we're in a blizzard
sick of bastards who fold, n runaway like they lizzards
acting like u r dr connors, imma beat u like peter
ain't no way u betraying me, im sick of being beaten

not my choice to be born
not my decision
if it really was up to me
i'd be in a grave not breathing
all the bones that u broke 
r the reason 
why ur so bad for me 
but keep me from kneeling

so much pain in my heart
idk where to start 
i keep rollin up blunts
and smokin em all in the dark 
closed in the stu makin art 
about everything thatS a part
of my life and marked me 
to the point where i can't even talk

to anybody i know
bout anything that i go
thru everyday is a struggle
wakin up  wishin i don't
shit got me feeling so low 
going thru this all alone
i got nobody to relate to 
but a pillbox n a bong

sm pain in mh (tiedforsilver)

prod. @marlasdreams & victor voight <3

Lyrics:

[hero]

toxic air
what does it matter to me
the steak came with battery acid
i have to carefully ration
i never really got past it
don't wash it down
i shed my skin in the casket
bury me deep in the basin
or i'm coming for you
i hate your guts with a passion
if there's something i'm not that is passive

[AVXiD]

busting up drugs she an addict
blowing the smoke to the attic
all of my walls have been padded 
im so done i think ive had it
blowing the smoke to the air
she has to hold back my hair
spark up the lighter like flare
life had taught me to not care

drinking till i throw up
shorty never show love 
she say that she harmless
she try to carve it
i try to curve it
ending up worthless
everything hurting
everything burning

dressed in all black like a druid
i cut my veins for the fluid
i bare my fangs n my trueskin
she turning back like “i knew it”
even when winning im losing
i let the spirits consume me
carry her will to the blue creek
i will demise before u see

[hero]

toxic air
what does it matter to me
the steak came with battery acid
i have to carefully ration
i never really got past it
don't wash it down
i shed my skin in the casket
bury me deep in the basin
or i'm coming for you
i hate your guts with a passion
if there's something i'm not that is passive

toxic air
what does it matter to me
the steak came with battery acid
i have to carefully ration
i never really got past it :/

-

toxic air
what does it matter to me
the steak came with battery acid
i have to carefully ration
i never really got past it
don't wash it down
i shed my skin in the casket
bury me deep in the basin
or i'm coming for you
i hate your guts with a passion
if there's something i'm not that is passive

i never really got past it
i never really got past it
i never really got past it
i never really got past it

i never really got past it
i never really got past it
i never really got past it
i never really got past it

battery acid w/ AVXiD

don't feel my heart my heart no more yeah
too much wakin up passin out yeah 
too much i been thinking bout in my head

too much
no one
to tell me when to stop
aint got self love 

waiting for a change 
and i mean us
wipping of the dirt
and i mean dust   

another day getting geeked up
sip so much got a lean gut 
how do you say you love me when u give lust 
need u to say sum before i give up 
seasons may change but i feel stuck
might die over love like i mean drugs

got my heart
full of sorrow
and my blood
full of drugs i cant see nothing

can't change her mind
not even if i try
while she said
it was nothing
  
stay away from my home
i don't care no more
cause i feel like 
im burning 

???

smoke anotha cig 
and i roll another 
blunt while i roll
thru the function 

i used to get the shakes
when i looked at ur face
dream about us 
in london

stick a needle in my veins
and i slice thru my arm
just to see blood running 

don't feel my heart my heart no more yeah
too much wakin up passin out yeah 
too much i been thinking bout in my head

too much
no one
to tell me when to stop
aint got self love 

waiting for a change 
and i mean us
wipping of the dirt
and i mean dust   

another day getting geeked up
sip so much got a lean gut 
how do you say you love me when u give lust 
need u to say sum before i give up 
seasons may change but i feel stuck
might die over love like i mean drugs

𝚒 𝚖𝚎𝚊𝚗 𝚞𝚜 (YÜG x casperrr) [santana]

strangers again :/

Lyrics:

could we just restart.
could we try again
maybe meet in august
and forget our past
i construct my coffin
i construct my bed
and even used as an object
i think i'd do it again
these curses burn on my arms
these sigils blaze on my hands
as my memory fades
and i lose you again
i can finally be honest
with myself again
while you eat my heart
i embrace my end

i construct my coffin
i construct my bed
and even used as an object
i think i'd do it again
these curses burn on my arms
these sigils blaze on my hands
as my memory fades
and i lose you again
i can finally be honest
with myself again
while you eat my heart
i embrace my end

we're just strangers again
we're just strangers again
we're just strangers again
we're just strangers again

leanan sídhe (whiteshinobi x hélix)

Lyrics:

enough with character development
done with the lessons
i learned to just parry her
i'm growing up she abandoned her courier
of all types of pain
i think i am a carrier

you ripped the value right out of my soul
my sprite mourns its flesh and bone
in the corner of your room hangs what's left of my ghost
of a final hour i think it holds hope
you're gonna reap what you sow
you'll next wrap my carcass in rope
if you want to be gone so bad then just go
if lust is love to you, love's your subterfuge

but i deserve to know

sayonara
send me a postcard
cuz life's feeling different
and i need assistance
i need a friend who would travel the distance
she's not ever coming back
we're not ever coming back

postcard (hateful)

lyrics ⬇️ 

I dont even know if i know myself no more
everyone around me tells me that i fell short
if i i did then its alright
well its easier said from someone else
well maybe its my time
I guess ill discard what i wanted most

its fine to lead me on
but ur lying led me off the trail
i know i read a lot
so i can read right through your stare

well all this messin up got me thinkin that i cant do no more
why cant i accept that i dont even know me anymore
its alright 
leave me alone
dont got ttime
i dont why 

i dont why i dont just get back to a year
when they look in my eyes they cant tell what is real or what is hysterical 
losin my mind Yea i need me a miracle save me my life
yea well that’s unacceptable cuz you wont let anything else come to light
and i used to have to pack visine for the whitening so that they dont attack
but now you dont gotta remind me
cuz i promise that i made it on track

and maybe it dont mean that much
I used to crash on the back of the bus
yea maybe it dont mean that much
atleats nowadays i dont hit up my plug
yea
it always used to be rough
nowdays im backin it up
this life aint all abt luck
i think its more about trust
abt staying off of the drugs


whats the sort
Im feelinh fine right where i am now
Let me thank the lord
cuz he helped me write this whole plan out
i feel like a man now i wont take any more hand outs
back then i felt like a sand house
It was so easy to knock me down

idk myself (michael harrison)

not.a.fx.hero on discord if u need a friend.
https://discord.gg/RU7YPvM3CC
song every 1-2 weeks
beat every week

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@timeless-archive
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leanan sídhe (whiteshinobi x hélix)

hero

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