caregiver.wav

deadwood collective

Lyrics
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I don’t even wanna go outside
I just wanna stay right here in my room
A thousand chemicals
Consuming everything I do
I try to show it’s all for you
But these intentions never prove
I have my back up to the wall
And I can feel it falling through

Into the quick sand
Feel it like a sixth sense
I’ve been feeling sick since
You said that you miss me
Plucking the six string
I’m feeling misery
Tryna find a melody
To show you what you did to me
Anxiousness a tendency
That tends to get the best of me
I bite this fucking tongue until it splits upon my bloodied teeth

I don’t even wanna go outside

Nah I’ma keep that shit right here
Stabbing my back u don’t fight fair
No time shared
Like why care
Flippin the script and I’m taking a rip from
I don’t know
I don’t care
You don’t even care when I’m right here
Like right here
I’m right here
Girl can’t you hear me I’m right here

I'll die in this room (wraithontheporch)

My perfect victory (prod. sorrowbringer)

lyrics ⬇️ 


i like your lips my love but you dont talk
wont work at all i know im far from you
but please dont insult me
id rather you ghost me as you do
and its a shame that i cant trust a single thing you say

a dusty brain i can’t explain all of the stuff that i went thru
dropped from a crane
cant word this pain but i promise you its nothin new 
want me to blink
wake up to drink
i slowly sink i see its true
no saving grace thats all i’ll say
i cant escape when you dont prove
I know ill lose
theres no excuse 
cuz i cant shake this grave today

say it to my face
or ill be in your way for awhile girl
you dont want that for sure
yea you dont text back for hours at a time
lowkey it massacres my heart when you say that but never why

never wanna know how i feel i keep it in the back of my mind
runnin out cuz i know know that you think i wouldn’t see
but you don’t got a clue cuz you dont know me
Know i wish you could
i had all the time in the world

Dont cover your eyes
i wanna see them in the light
just once jus once
just one “more” time
i never expected you to feel like i was always what you want
know i never was know i never was
well i wish that you could see what i saw

as you do (everest)

prolly a one off but been listening to ericdoa recently n wanted to try somethin similar
couple weeks off for a halloween based drop but better late than never

o and i got the pass from multiple bi/gay homies <3

Lyrics:

she tryna get chased far 
in a scream mask
i'm like take a second 
you don't mean that
she on her 41st dude
like a sea bass
lookin at me for next (tf?????)
"where the cream at"
he heard the shit i'm droppin and quickly started his suckin up
no go on tell me what you think i can take it u little pussy fuck
smash bros in the basement ur weird for maining jigglypuff
rather watch a movie in a blanket w a girl i love

spark it up
pass the blunt
i can never do enough
she tryna get her hand down my pants but imma pry it off
her guy is kinda upset
he's a little quick to punch
lay him out
calm him down
it's not me who's fucking up

yuh

it's not me who's fucking up
slow down
hoe bag 
this dick up for no grabs
find you unappealing you would think I was a whole ***
monogamous as fuck check my discog if you don't know that
draw a line yea i bet you'll fuckin toe that
repeat a bar like the shit you said was all that
he can't hit what i do like it's kovaak's
tistic like i'm chris chan 
where my girl at

she tryna get chased far 
in a scream mask
i'm like take a second 
you don't mean that
she on her 41st dude
like a sea bass
lookin at me for next (tf?????)
"where the cream at"
he heard the shit i'm droppin and quickly started his suckin up
no go on tell me what you think i can take it u little pussy fuck
smash bros in the basement ur weird for maining jigglypuff
rather watch a movie in a blanket w a girl i love

it's not me who's fucking up
slow down
hoe bag 
this dick up for no grabs
find you unappealing you would think I was a whole ***
monogamous as fuck check my discog if you don't know that

ghostface (prod. nightiger)

let u go w/ yungcray (sorrowbringer x luffy)

key chain w/ brecken [under the maple tree]

Go check out the homie hero!! 


Lyrics:

(Swamp)
As my sight goes back and the day finally meets its end 
All my thoughts release and blow away here in the evening wind 
Are you proud of what I’ve done 
Or are you mad at me 
Well at any rate please forgive me for this tragedy
The thought of you is like the last think I remember 
I could see my breath there in that cold I’m thinking December 
That day I signed my fate and swore it’d all get better 
And some how I just fucking return back by the teather 
Defeated and ready to give up again 
I’m a fragment of memories better off dead
Ill resurface shortly to warn of the threat 
That drains all your energy but swears she’s a friend 
As my hand breaks through 6 feet of dirt 
I remember why I left cause this place it had me feeling burnt 
Always questioning my worth 
And telling me it could be worse 
How the fuck could it be worse 
You’re the only one that’s laughing 
I’m the only one that’s hurt 
Take a tip from me there ain’t shit for us here but misery 
If they ain’t forgot you yet they shurly will and just let you fade into history 
Cause you ain’t shit but skin and bones 
Another liability 
Just do it to yourself don’t even let em get that victory 

(Hero)
don't leave
i've still got more to say
if my home is not with you where the fuck else should i stay
yuh yuh
used to give me time of day
now the clouds a different range
and they vaguely form your face
yuh yuh
applying force unto the galaxy
it kinda feels as i was meant to be
i don't think that my voice matters more than any other
but i think i'll say the things a lot who struggle maybe couldn't
no don't get to close to me
might pass on sorrow and my suicidal tendencies
i'm too damaged i ain't take the path right next to me
i guess it's wrong i hope that you can kinda bear with me
give me all your energy
you weren't just a friend to me
rotting slowly i just need a drink to make the night
hold me close i was never fuckin tryna fight
thru your next relationship i hope you're keeping me in mind

(Swamp)
Take a tip from me there ain’t shit for us here but misery 
If they ain’t forgot you yet they shurly will and just let you fade into history 
Cause you ain’t shit but skin and bones 
Another liability 
Just do it to yourself don’t even let em get that victory

House of Misery w/ hero p. Swamp x Michael Harrison

blick w xwrld @1ksage

iluv4nthony - MONEY $HOWER prod ydustin9

ok cool

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song every 1-2 weeks
beat every week

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