television memories

Belowground - LETS START OVER AGAIN (AGAIN)

Trash 2

peer pressure

soundcloud shit

true demo

I see reminders everywhere I go
don't say hi and I wont say hello
Love is not something I’ve ever known
I know I will always be alone

Im alone
alone alone
alone
alone alone 
I’m all alone

I’ve never had anyone there to talk to
No brothers or sisters, no one to look up to
All the problems I have ever known
I’ve had to struggle with on my own

Im alone
alone alone
alone
alone alone 
I’m all alone

Alone

Sit back, relax just enjoy the show
It's not like you got anywhere else to go
By now you should already know your place
So wipe that hungry look right off your face

You'd be lucky to get to play the tambourine
Cuz to be quite honest you don't fit in this scene
We don't want your regrets
Cuz when you're here you poison our lives like cigarettes
Maybe you should go back behind your screen 

If you want something to do you can hold my bag
An autograph is how I’ll pay you back 
Aside from that thanks for the ride, but it’s time for you to leave 
The big boys have a crowd they need to please

CAN'T GET IN

Makeup's on and you're looking just fine
Don't you know you're wasting all your time
Cuz you don't even know what you want
The sun is going down and it's getting pretty dark
You never had any bite just bark
Only chasing the ones out in front

You say you're scared of me cuz they way I think
Call me an incel cuz I never get pink 
Everything I do seems to make you sick
You always shut me down it's so frustrating
Then fuck your dog and call it masturbating
But somehow I'm the one giving you the ick

Disgusted by everyone
Yet you're not afraid to have too much fun
I know you're the real degenerate 
Go through life not caring at all
Not until you're up against that wall
Then you'll finally go back to giving a shit

How have you convinced yourself
That it's not your fault but somebody else
Everything you say is so absurd
I don't wanna hear another word

Because I can't take it
I know that you fake it
You are such a bitch

The Ick

Can’t believe all this is happening again 
Last time it was abstract but now you are my friend 
Everyone’s changing nothing can stick in place
Except for me keeping with the back of the race

I guess I see the point of giving up
But that doesn’t mean I like it

Looks like we’re still bleeding out 
Hedging your bets saving your clout
Can’t tell you how to live your life
That doesn’t mean I think it’s right

They used to tell us we were all wasting our time 
That no one is making it out of this alive
Everyone seems to be trying to prove them right
But I’ll stay in this empty house keeping on the lights

Still Bleeding

Thought you wanted me to be there you were the one telling me I should go
But I ended up looking like a fool and having to leave alone
Empty handed yet again we didn’t even get to speak 
Anything with you could have made my entire week
Now I wish I never met you or anybody else
When I hear the things you say to him I wanna be by myself
Now I can’t go about my life without being forced to think 
Every time I picture it I want to throw up in my sink

Get out of my mind
Get out of my mind
I wish I could get rid of your memory
I don’t want you living inside of me
For the rest of my lonely days
I was better off myself anyway

Hope you understood my message cuz I understood yours 
Should have known exactly what you were and what you had in store
You think that I can’t tell when you are laughing in my face
I don’t know what I did to deserve to be put into this place

Don’t know what to do maybe I’ll keep my thoughts inside
That way we could still be friends and go about our lives
Even if you’re a psycho I still want you to be mine
Exclusively for the rest of time
Truth be told I don’t think I hate you as much as I should 
Part of me wants to keep trying and do all that I could 
I know this is probably wrong I just want you so bad
Even if you’d never love me cuz I'm a giant fag

Get out of my mind
Get out of my mind

Because of you I get no sleep
And I don’t even wanna eat
You’ll be in my head for the rest of my days
Even though I don’t even know your name

You’ll be in my head for the rest of my days
Even though I don’t even know your name

idk

lyrics:
im breaking down, spazzing out
doing nothing but pout
you don’t text or even call
not seeing i’m going through it all

no one sees what im going through
they won’t think it’s even true
hope they can live with denial
i’m gonna be gone in a while

hope they take this wake up call
i feel my life’s gonna fall
hope they take this wake up call
i feel my life’s gonna fall

CAN'T GET IN

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