C4 Energy

CRY4HELP

cry4help

You make me wanna dance when I feel embarrassed
You take me by the hand and then I am careless
I don't know how you do it, but I'm so happy that you do
You make me feel okay when i start to freak out
You know just what to say to get me to calm down
I don't know how you do it, but I'm so happy that you do

'Cause aaa ooo, talking to you, makes my day instantly better
And aaa ooo, talking to you, is like my favorite thing ever

You make me smile even when I am crying
You help me feel alright without even trying
I don't know how you do it, but I'm so happy that you do
You got me thinking maybe I can still make friends
You make me wanna try to be a better person
I don't know how you do it, but I'm so happy that you do

'Cause aaa ooo, talking to you, makes my day instantly better
And aaa ooo, talking to you, is like my favorite thing ever

aaa ooo (hard christ/kitten crisis cover)

These Songs are About You

best friend - Penguinband

ofigz now i know
we were wrong
we messed up and now you're gone

ofgiz we're sorry that we called you black
no we never expected that you'd leave the discords all feelin' this empty
your podcast right now would sound like music to me
please come home cause we mis you ofigz

ofigz come home
(ofigz come home) < woman
ofgiz come home

ofigz cant you see, we were gay
it shouldn't have worked out this way

more than a goy you're still /ourguy/
too cool to forget come back
cause we are best best chud buds
and forgive us for posting so much coal

our transheart is beating like the saddest metronome

somewhere i hope you're listenin to our latest incel song

ofigz come home
(ofigz come home) <- woman
ofigz come home
(ofigz come home) <- woman
ofigz come home
(ofigz come home) <- woman

ofigz come home
ofigz come home
ofigz wont you come home

OFIGZ COME HOME

note: @state-surve told me my music was "not edgy enough" so I made this as a response

Spending all day in my room 
with the slop that I consume

All shit I see online
Always eating at my mind

Each day harder than the last
would you notice if I passed?

String you along for the ride
I'm committing double suicide

I want to kill you and myself
I hope to see you burn in hell	
I want to kill you and myself
I would never wish you well

New days bring
New pains 

And I wish
That I could change

Even though I want to 
I'm forever stuck on you

I'm too far gone to help
what the fuck is mental health 

Since you left all i do is whine
Now I'm planning our double suicide

I want to kill you and myself
I hope to see you burn in hell	
I want to kill you and myself
I would never wish you well

Double Suicide

Old demo I had but never published because I thought it was bad. 

Woke up at 4, didn’t leave my bed
Saw that you left me left on read
Tried to text back, I changed my mind
Guess I’ll just rot here, guess I'll die

Yeah, I'm trying to move past her
But it's so hard to forget her
Yeah, I swore I’d get it together
But I’m still stuck in last November

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

I'm watching the paint peel from the wall
Crying as I wait for your call
Told myself I would start again
But here I am, waiting again

It’s fine, I’m used to it
Always feeling like shit
I'm burnt out in my mind
But I swear that I'm fine

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

Cut Me Instead

featuring: @fattard and @roadkill777 the best in the game go follow them

i waste every day
playing anime games
i dont ever need to try
nothings coming my way
always stuck to my chair
but i dont care
i got grease for days 
i got lard in my veins

cause im a
fat fucking retard
im a fat fucking retard 
i got rocks for brains and an infinite waist
cause im a fat fucking retard

and when the girls see me they run away
i dont Think anyone could ever love me
it hurts to be like this
a stupid fat fucking piece of shit
why oh why is this my Life
i'll lay and die in the mess ive made

(fattard)

its getting harder to move
everyday i weigh in a little more
lifes getting tuff i can never look at food the same way i did before
I hate my guts
I cant even get these stupid girls to fuck
even my shirt is getting tighter
everyday i get less lighter

(roadkill)

everydays the same for me
wake up eat slop sleep repeat 
this is not the life i want to lead
if only things could have ended differently

Fattard (ft Fattard & Roadkill)

FEATURING THE VOCALS OF MANY:

https://soundcloud.com/picks-in-a-pill-bottle
https://soundcloud.com/kaleb-g-s-2008
https://soundcloud.com/heret1k
https://soundcloud.com/healer777
https://soundcloud.com/fulltimeloser (no kidding)
https://soundcloud.com/milkkkarton
https://soundcloud.com/trvechvd
https://soundcloud.com/parzivalii

life is an rpg and i fucked up my build

Guess I really freaked you out 
Guess I really am that creepy
By putting words in your mouth 
Hoping it would make you like me
Didn’t think you’d ever notice
Didn’t think that you cared
Now I see it’s my fault for all of this
Thinking I’m the one who should be scared

Thought this whole time you had your eyes closed
But it was me who was going blind
Feelings have been juxtaposed 
Ever since I fell out of line
Cuz you don’t like it when I crash out
Maybe it’s giving you the ick 
I know exactly what you’re thinking about
That I will never be fixed 

How did I never realize I was scary
Too scary
Thought I was only pathetic and you wanted to laugh at me
Laugh at me

Whoops there I go again
Thinking I know what’s in your head
But you know it’s really over when
I finally apologize for what I said
I don’t know what’s gonna happen 
After all of this comes out
It’s probably worse than I imagine 
Getting rid of comfortable doubt

Now I see this whole mess was my fault
My fault
And after this we’ll probably never get to talk
Get to talk

Stuck here I don’t know what to think
Now I know we’ll never be in sync
It’ll be like this for the rest of our lives
I know I’ll never get it right
Where did all of this go so wrong 
Was it when I wrote those pathetic songs
I should have thought about my words
Before I said something so absurd

Comfortable Doubt

Written and produced by Toru Futani
Artwork by STRANGE THUG SENSE (Insta: @STRANGETHUGSENSE) & Gakuto Sakamoto

Comfortable Doubt

Not The Proper Attire