negative xp - cry for help / loser

Punching Myself

Thought you wanted me to be there you were the one telling me I should go
But I ended up looking like a fool and having to leave alone
Empty handed yet again we didn’t even get to speak 
Anything with you could have made my entire week
Now I wish I never met you or anybody else
When I hear the things you say to him I wanna be by myself
Now I can’t go about my life without being forced to think 
Every time I picture it I want to throw up in my sink

Get out of my mind
Get out of my 
I wish I could get rid of your memory
I don’t want you living inside of me
For the rest of my lonely days
I was better off myself anyway

Hope you understood my message cuz I understood yours 
Should have known exactly what you were and what you had in store
You think that I can’t tell when you are laughing in my face
I don’t know what I did to deserve to be put into this place

Don’t know what to do maybe I’ll keep my thoughts inside
That way we could still be friends and go about our lives
Even if you’re a psycho I still want you to be mine
Exclusively for the rest of time
Truth be told I don’t think I hate you as much as I should 
Part of me wants to keep trying and do all that I could 
I know this is probably wrong I just want you so bad
Even if you’d never love me cuz I'm a giant f@g

Get out of my mind
Get out of my mind

Because of you I get no sleep
And I don’t even wanna eat
You’ll be in my head for the rest of my days
Even though I don’t even know your name

becoming
nothing
slave for them
all the time
too many thoughts
in my head
lifes too hard
shoot me dead

destroy them all, cuz i got nothing to lose
this worlds so fucked and theres no other option
they all hurt me and now im hurting them back
no empathy for all the shit ive gone through

no free will
stripped away
of a life
worth living
its all gone
i did this
now theyre gone
so heartless


nothing to lose

featuring: @fattard and @roadkill777 the best in the game go follow them

i waste every day
playing anime games
i dont ever need to try
nothings coming my way
always stuck to my chair
but i dont care
i got grease for days 
i got lard in my veins

cause im a
fat fucking retard
im a fat fucking retard 
i got rocks for brains and an infinite waist
cause im a fat fucking retard

and when the girls see me they run away
i dont Think anyone could ever love me
it hurts to be like this
a stupid fat fucking piece of shit
why oh why is this my Life
i'll lay and die in the mess ive made

(fattard)

its getting harder to move
everyday i weigh in a little more
lifes getting tuff i can never look at food the same way i did before
I hate my guts
I cant even get these stupid girls to fuck
even my shirt is getting tighter
everyday i get less lighter

(roadkill)

everydays the same for me
wake up eat slop sleep repeat 
this is not the life i want to lead
if only things could have ended differently

Fattard (ft Fattard & Roadkill)

i told you im sorry
why wont you forgive me
was it all just a dream
please save me from my misery

please save please me from my misery
end it end it all so miserably

wake me up from my sleep
please dont make me have to think
 so far away to see
the end of my misery

please save please me from my misery
end it end it all so miserably

miserable

You made me happy yea that’s a fact
And now you’ve gone away and now I’m sad (so sad)

Gone away yea she’s gone away

Uno

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