shit 2

why would you even read this. Keep Yourself Safe.

kys3

Not The Proper Attire

freakcel

incelcore loser bitch

Uploaded by spree to soundcloud on 2018/12/29.
Track art is not from the original.

spree - Jesus Christ

I Can't Go Back To Her

From "b2d [God Edition]"
The other tracks might be a bit different but I think this is the only completely different take

b2d [God Edition]

ϟCHØØL ϟHØØTΣR - stranger in a strange land (alt version)

Not sure how different it is besides the intro but whatever.

school shooter single bad vibes

ϟCHØØL ϟHØØTΣR - bad vibes (soundcloud version)

heelflip - goodbye (nxp cover)

heelflip - life is an rpg and i fucked up my build (nxp cover)

You got nothing to say
But everyone to blame
You act so proud
You should be ashamed

You got nothing to do
But everything to lose
You cry out loud
You're being abused

I can see and hear
I don't really care
I don't understand
I don't wanna be your friend

I can think and feel
I don't think you're real
I don't understand
I don't wanna be your friend

I don't wanna hear from you
Hear about the things you do
I don't wanna hear you out
About what you're going through
It's a pretty simple fact
I don't like the way you act
We really can't talk it out
I don't wanna talk it out

I Wish Blocking People Would Kill Them

Computer Loser - Walk Away As The Door Slams

Distraction Drugs (NOKILAM re-upload)

Why's it gotta be a crime
To say every women out there's a waste of time
Not just the cissies but the passoids too
Why can't it be me instead of you
Everyone says that I'm filled with hate
But in all honesty I just want a date
To tell me to go to therapy
Or get on Methamphetamines GO

It's just my luck
that I can't fuck
It can't be my personality
That doesn't align with reality
Now something's wrong
I've been going on for way to long 
But that's okay because I've run out things to say

If You Like This Then Rope

soundcloud shit

men of good fortune

The world over-looks virginity,
The western world it fails to care,
The world is losing all its sanctity,
Beware of what you're losing,
You'll hurt when it's not there...

We're surfing kali yuga waves,
we're in degenerate times I wish that it made sense to me.
True love and God is dying out,
its so cold, my heart it aches,
I cope with endless hatred.
I'm so misunderstood,
empathy is dying out,
playing with the cards Ive been dealt,
has got me losing every round.
Im always panicking.
every single song I sing.
is remanence of scar tisssue
that’s building on my heart every day

AND I KNOW, THESE ARE TIMES
THAT I HATE.
I FEEL NOTHING BUT PAIN.
IM ALL ALONE,
SO HEAR ME WHINE.
IM A VOLCEL I WANT TO DIE.

I feel my seams are falling out,
“its okay”- they say but
Noones fabric’s colored like mine.
I clean my past with turpentine,
But the stains remain,
they remind me love is too hard to find.
I feel misunderstood,
Self destruction’s glued to my mind,
Ill smoke my cigarette and think about
the time’s that I’ve died.
I bought another gun
Point it in my mouth and then cry.
This emotional release is what reminds me
Im still alive.

Im now a volcel, Im just a no one
Im just a robot
Im wishing that it was that easy
Im just a hater, Im just a damn punk
Im just a fuck up
Im NOT AN INCEL, Im just a no one
Im just a robot
Im wishing that it was that easy
Im just a hater, Im just a damn punk
Im just a fuck up

(Oh to be born again,
Rebirth my innocence, 
Regain my lack of sin,
I curse myself again again)
Im wishing that it was so easy.

Reborn Celibate

i wrote this around sept of 2022 glad i can finally finish it.

i dont wanna go to school
i dont wanna go to work
stay at home all day
drink my problems away
yea im such a fucking fool
to think id ever be with you
i see u have someone new
wish i didnt have a clue
led me on i feel so used
feel so sad i feel abused
yea i bet you feel amused
i feel like this because of you

i dont know why i feel this way
you make me feel Not Ok
it hurts to think of you
your in my head rent free
id rather you just drop dead
just to get out my head
i hate your fucking guts 
thought of you just drive me nuts

because of you

for you

Nothing I say will ever get through that thick skull of yours 
It’s almost like you never cared
I guess all the times we had they don’t mean nothing anymore 
All these wasted years going nowhere

But now that I think about it 
I don’t give a shit 

I don’t need you anymore you’re nothing but a massive bore
I’ll be fine all by myself 
I’ve got way more going on 
And I’ll be here long after you’re gone
Live your useless life with someone else

What was I thinking trying to make sure you’d never leave
Dragging us both back straight to hell
Now that you’re gone I can’t find it in myself to even grieve 
I think this might just turn out well

I really wanna leave 
I know I can’t stay
But if I do I’ll be just like you
Another run away

CAN'T FEEL A THING

There's this one girl
Actually who cares no one gives a shit
Let's just talk about something else

All my friends tell me I should move on
(You should move on)
But I know that can't be right cuz the chance is never really gone
Everyone tells me that I should leave
(You should really leave)
But I know I'll be with her by the time it's New Year's Eve

What they say is so frustrating 
Why do they care who I wanna be dating 
She’s my one and only desire 
They tell me I’ll just mess things up
Stay away from her cuz she’s a nut but
I don’t care if I’m playing with fire

All my friends tell me that I should quit
(You should just quit)
But I know that me and her already make the perfect fit
Everyone tells me it’s way too late
(It's way too late)
But if that’s true than why has just she asked me out on a date

Go ahead and let it happen again
Just keep on ignoring your friends 
We won’t be back when you are done 
When you decide to turn and run 
We just wanted what was best for you
When you were empty handed after Blue
Lifetime of tripping and falling 
Maybe next time you’ll get that drawing

And It Will Go Away [feat. blehh]

Not missing the friends that you’ve got 
Don’t care it if they make it or not
Now I don’t know
I’ve always known 
I see the way you talk to him
And how always let him in
Can’t it be me
It can’t be me

What's this guy got that I don't have
Bet he don't even know where you're at
You don't really think that he'll ever stay
How many songs will ever be enough
Before you realize I'm desperately in love
I'd do anything to get just a day

Can you tell how I’ve been feeling
All this time I’ve spent third wheeling
It must be obvious 
It’s not obvious 
Are you doing this on purpose 
Making me feel all nervous 
I think you must know
You probably don’t know

What's this guy got that I don't have
Bet he don't even know where you're at
You don't really think that he'll ever stay
How many songs will ever be enough
Before you realize I'm desperately in love
I'd do anything to get just a day
Maybe you’ve already noticed
And you’re laughing at my lowest
Don’t know why I expected you to be so cruel 
Now I’m stuck staring at the ceiling 
Paralyzed by my own feelings 
I don’t think I’ll ever get to win this duel

Ignore It

She’s twice but she still wants me to call her daddy’s kitten
And tells me how much she wants to make me dinner in her kitchen 
I’m just glad to have a girlfriend 
Even if her eggs have come to an end 
She don’t got very long on her life
But I still wanna make your mom my wife

I don’t care that she is twice my age
(These nights go on and on and on)
I get to see her muff on my Facebook page
(I'm having e-sex with your mom)
And even though we haven’t even met 
(These nights go on and on and on)
My Colombo role play gets her really wet
(I'm having e-sex with your mom)

I love her face
I lover her hair
She's hit the wall but I don't care
She talks to me, she takes my hand
Calls me a handsome young man
So much better than any old e-whore
Got her in a skype call, she don't use discord
Yeah it may be weird it may be wrong
But I'm still having e-sex with your mom

She says that she’ll pack my lunch
And lick on my dick a bunch 
I’ll get to finally see her flaps 
Never mind the huge age gap 
(These nights go on and on)
(I'm having e-sex with your mom)

SUCK ME GOOD

E-Sex With Your Mom [feat. Loser64]

Brain is fucking up
I have had enough
I can’t tell who is on my side
What am I doing here
Why are they steering clear
Is all this built on top of lies
I don’t know what to do 
I don’t know what to do 

Don’t know what’s going on 
Hope it’s not too late
All of this feels wrong
No one can relate
Just want to be fixed 
But I can’t think
I can’t think
Can’t think straight

Stuck inside my head
Acting like a sped
Is this where I’m supposed to be
Now I’m freaking out
Not sure what about 
It’s why I can’t get in can’t you see
I don’t know what to do
I don’t know what to do

CAN'T THINK STRAIGHT

Lyrics:
I'm sorry I'm not good at talking I don't know what to say
I'm sorry I can't take the pressure and I just look away.
I'm sorry I don't have more songs out
my life is boring and I don't have much to talk about
(to talk about)

I can't say something stupid 
I know I'd sound out of touch
And I can't be too honest
it'd just mess everything up
Ill just take my time
Ill just stay inside
I'm not cut out for this

Cause I think you're cool
And I know I'm not
You could be my girl
Only if you want
I could write a song
Include your name
Anything you want 
We could find something to talk about
(to talk about)

I'm just a little tired 
I'm just a little burnt out
just don't know what to do
Nothing worth worrying about
Because everyday 
It all feels the same
but I'll be okay



sorry idk

deserie

i got to get away

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LUVVV Dem GUN Sounds !!

POV: You’re A Corpse

POV: You’re A Corpse (GEZEBELLE GABURGABLY COVER)

i need to take them!!!



lyric:
i just wanna say thank you for my pills
they're what makes me better when i'm ill
some days i take twice my daily fill
they're the only thing keeping me chill

life is unremarkable until
my script is done and i need a refill
i know my doctors acting with good will
except the fucking consultation bill

when i don't take my pills
it gives me such a thrill
it makes me feel so real
i would shoot to kill

when i don't take my pills
i don't feel fulfilled
life is all down hill
because I'm mentally ill

i just wanna say thank you for my pills
they're what makes me better when i'm ill
i don't care if i lose all free will
no brain left at all is better still


when i don't take my pills
it gives me such a thrill
it makes me feel so real
i would shoot to kill        

when i don't take my pills
i don't feel fulfilled
life is all down hill
because i'm mentally ill

My pills

LYRICS

Fuck optics
fuck all this
bullshit I 
still live in
Fuck optics
fuck all this
bullshit I 
still live in

You say the way I see this world is so absurd
I see the way you run this world no justice served...
so Fuck optics
fuck all this
bullshit I 
still live in
Fuck optics
fuck all this
bullshit I 
still live in

You say that I should watch just what I say,
I look around these streets disgusting and deranged...
so fuck optics.


Fuck optics
fuck what you 
hear I say
you don't like
Fuck optics
fuck what you 
hear I say
you don't like

Thousands of years all burned down with but a word,
one of these years oh we're all just gonna learn...
fuck optics.

Thousands of years all burned down with but a word,
one of these years oh we're all just gonna learn
Thousands of years all burned down with but a word,
one of these years oh we're all just gonna learn...
fuck optics.