HARD CHRIST - PAYPIG *deleted*

Rick Reese - I Don’t Wanna Die (demo)

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I’m trying to remember what I saw back then
I’m kind of a normal guy but I’ve seen some shit on the internet
And when I forget again
Envision
Execution
My edgy taste misunderstood
I think they’d get it but they never could

It’s obvious I am alone
I’ll kill myself and then you’ll know
This time you will notice me
Seeing my hanging body

I am dead in every other way no happiness here I lay
Loveless till we fall
She never seemed to care at all

Envision Execution [Kanashi1 Cover]

Makeup's on and you're looking just fine
Don't you know you're wasting all your time
Cuz you don't even know what you want
The sun is going down and it's getting pretty dark
You never had any bite just bark
Only chasing the ones out in front

You say you're scared of me cuz they way I think
Call me an incel cuz I never get pink 
Everything I do seems to make you sick
You always shut me down it's so frustrating
Then fuck your dog and call it masturbating
But somehow I'm the one giving you the ick

Disgusted by everyone
Yet you're not afraid to have too much fun
I know you're the real degenerate 
Go through life not caring at all
Not until you're up against that wall
Then you'll finally go back to giving a shit

How have you convinced yourself
That it's not your fault but somebody else
Everything you say is so absurd
I don't wanna hear another word

Because I can't take it
I know that you fake it
You are such a prick

The Ick

your fault

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Lyrics:

[chorus]
I dont know what the fuck im doing
I think im fucking retarded
I think i'm gonna blow my brains out
I really just wanna lie down

[verse]
And you know how i changed for you
You know i tried to be better
And you know that i tried for you
And now my fucking head hurts

[chorus]
I dont know what the fuck im doing
I think im fucking retarded
I think i'm gonna blow my brains our 
I really just wanna lie down

[bridge]
I know that
Everything changes
I think that
I tried to stop it
And i know
That you never cared
And now i'm here
With ASMR and tears

[chorus]
I dont know what the fuck im doing
I think im fucking retarded
I think i'm gonna blow my brains out
I really just wanna lie down

[Outro]
Just wanna lie down 
oh fuck my throat dude holy shit :sob:

ASMR AND TEARS

and maybe
its all just a nightmare
and my minds numb
cant wake up
i feel so cold and alone
someone help me
get out of here

i did it all for you
and now i feel so blue

you were all that i had 
and now i miss you so bad

i did it all for you

you play the martyr every night
but you’re the one who starts the fights
you twist the words, you shift the blame
your guilt trips are all the same

i see your game, i know your lies
drowning in your own alibis
i don’t care, i am done
i don’t wanna be your friend

i don’t wanna hear your 
drama
self-made trauma, your cheap kike drama
crying wolf but you’re the wolf

it’s so obvious, it’s so sad
every problem that you had
wasnt ever all that bad.

i see your game, i know your lies
drowning in your own alibis
i don’t care, i am done
i don’t wanna be your friend

i don’t wanna hear your 
drama
self-made trauma, your cheap kike drama
crying wolf but you’re the wolf

it’s so obvious, it’s so sad
every problem that you had
wasnt ever all that bad.

The Ick

Not The Proper Attire