Computer Shy [XO_willow cover]

I've been thinking about you lately 
About how much you fucking hate me
And how you said I could never amount to anything
I think the fact that you were right
Is the thing that's keeping me up all night
But despite all of that you're not the worst that I've ever seen

Call me stupid call me retarded 
Never be sorry for what I did
If you still hate me you're out of luck
Cause you'll never ever get me to shut up

All the things I've done that seem to make you run away
Things you can't be bothered to say
And you never seem to notice all the things I do
It's like I don't exist and neither do you

Call me stupid call me retarded 
Never be sorry for what I did
If you still hate me you're out of luck
Cause you'll never ever get me to give a fuck


Bow down to the end of your loaded gun
Put to your head cause of all the things you've done
Then you can finally understand
Your life was always in your hands
Rethink your life and your process 
Every failure doesn’t sting any less
Break down when it doesn’t come easily 
Give up when you turn twenty-three
Hear truths that hit too close to home
Get scared to go out on your own 
Love it when you get stuck in place 
With that empty look that’s on your face
Hasn’t happened yet it never will
You never had those kind of skills 
Why can’t you just realize the fact 
That this will be your final act
Bow down to the end of your loaded gun
Put to your head cause of all the things you've done
Then you can finally understand
Your life was always in your hands

No More Spiders

https://soundcloud.com/1heelflip cover

i can see you got a lot on your mind
but you're still in my brain
18 years was long enough
to be going on this way
when i taped my windows shut
i knew i'd gone insane
but i let things get so bad
it all made so much sense to me
you made things so bad too
should i express it all for you?

19 years passed by quick
there's alot inside my brain
this might've been long enough
it hurts to go on this way
when i taped my windows shut
could you tell i was insane?
you let things get so bad
that makes so much sense to me
cuz you made it so easy to
express it all for you

20 years have passed in a flash
do you even remember
the little boy i used to be
mom do you remember me?
when i taped my windows shut
it wasn't much to me
things hurt so bad all the time
and that makes so much sense to me
it's gonna be so easy to
express it all for you

express it all for you (heelflip cover)

lyrics:

can't go on this way
my mind is fucked up
i don't got a really good brain
can ya fix my head?
im so dead
im so gone
im so fucked up i'm not strong

baby look me in my eyes
tell me you're okay
i've been thinking 'bout you every night
thinking everyday
i've been thinking baby, maybe i
can't go on this way
i think that i will commit suicide
.12 gauge in my brain

take me out, baby take me out 
take me out tonight
put the bullet right between my eyes
commit suicide
wanna die
wanna fucking die
wanna fucking die
wanna die
wanna fucking cry
wanna fucking cry

baby look me in my eyes
tell me you're okay
i've been thinking 'bout you every night
thinking everyday
i've been thinking baby, maybe i
can't go on this way
i think that i will commit suicide
.12 gauge in my brain

take me out, baby take me out 
take me out tonight
put the bullet right between my eyes
commit suicide
wanna die
wanna fucking die
wanna fucking die
wanna cry
wanna fucking die
wanna fucking fry
wanna die
wanna fucking die
wanna fucking die
wanna die
wanna fucking die
commit suicide
wanna die
wanna fucking die
take this sorry life
wanna die
wanna fucking die
never thinking twice
wanna die
wanna fucking die
wanna die
wanna dieee
wanna die


.12 gauge in my brain

i hate it

Can't wait till I get to wake up
And pour myself a morning cup
Get to my job extra early
Like I've been doing for thirty
Years I spend here everyday
Making less than average pay
But I don’t wanna be anywhere else

Get told off again by my boss who’s got an attitude
Don’t defend myself cuz I don’t wanna be too rude
Rather know my place with a smile on my face
Turn around and slave away
I can’t complain about the hand I was dealt

I love what I do
I’ll never complain
About being screwed
Can’t wait to do it again
Do what I’m told
Be someone’s bitch
Until I grow old
I don’t think I’ll get sick of it

The years go by and I’m still right where I always was
Raise is coming soon I know it's gotta be because
I’ve done so good all that I could
Surly my day’s almost here
This is the mantra I tell myself

People call me brainwashed but I'd never
Bite the hand that feeds
Bite the hand that feeds
I don't need a life outside work I've
Got all that I need
Got all that I need

Minimum Slave

Unoriginal soundtrack

realize

epitaph (shooter reupload)

All the thoughts you put inside my head
To make sure I don't end up dead
All the things that you say to me
I don't know what to believe

You're such a liar 
I'm sick and tired
Of all the things that you're trying to tell me
You don't wanna be responsible
When things get awful
You think it's okay to lie through your teeth

All of that happened so long ago
When I was someone you didn't know
Try to talk me away from that ledge
It won't get rid of this wedge

So you can play pretend
But these feeling will never end
I refuse to be fooled

You're such a liar 
I'm sick and tired
Of all the things that you're trying to tell me
you don't wanna be responsible
When things get awful
You think it's okay to lie through your teeth
I want it
You got it
Now you're telling me I just couldn't take the hint
You’re sick and tired
You're such a liar
You never wanted to be with me

I wish I knew where my head was all those years ago
Was I still to anxious or just a bit slow
Now we've both grown up and you're telling me that you have moved along
But I never did and probably never will

You're such a liar 
I'm sick and tired
Of all the things that you're trying to tell me
you don't wanna be responsible
When things get awful
You think it's okay to lie through your teeth

I'm such a liar 
You're sick and tired
Of all the things that you're trying to tell me
I don't wanna be responsible
When things get awful
I think it's okay to lie through my teeth
Who wants it
They can have it
Have to accept that I just couldn't take the hint
You're sick and tired
I'm such a liar
Pretending I'm who I couldn't be

You're such a liar
I'm such a liar

Weaselly Little Liar, Dude

Not The Proper Attire