it was late one night, i was maybe 14, still
feel the same way, always dreamin big dreams, always
thinkin big things, taking to the extremes, never-
mind that i might fall apart at the seams, i was cru-
sin the net, couldn't ever be me, i kinda
grew up there, i know it sounds hard to believe, then the
clock said twelve then the clock said three i didn't
mind though, i didn't really wanna get sleep, i wanna
feel like a corpse when i wake up cause my
heart so sick that i don't want love i don't de-
serve to feel right, i wanna stay fucked up but i don't
hit no shit, god i'm fuckin scared of the drugs when i
felt like this i didnt know any better i didn't
call for help till it was bout to get redder but there's
something i found that made me reconsider a sa-
cred place made of old rhymes and glitter restoring my heart
i couldn't believe how much i would cry i could feel
so safe and sound behind the lids of my eyes i had e-
nough to do, using my vestigial sight don't fear
the bite used to sustain my life

(uh, sustain my life, stain my life)

i'm a vampire now, could get used to this, and it
doesn't matter how i need to scratch that itch when my
skin gets hot and my head starts to spin the rest of
me gets lost and i need to make blood drip. i can
slice a fine line with my teeth and tongue so pre-
cise i can, mentally, touch the horizon fly a-
way comfortably nobody else is invited i found a
safe space, come with me, let me show you what your mind is
capable of and inescapable love the whole time,
and you never ever need to keep quiet.
reach for the starts, gap don't mind it,
please say what's in your heart don't stay silent.

(say what's in your heart)

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nota4ry‮

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nota4ry‮

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