Venusaur (jabarionthebeat)

ft @ripkais :)
prod hiraeth + sinxi
ENGALAND

you mean nothing to me
they had u down on ur knees
“i couldn’t live without you”
but you fucked him with ease
I swear i never even had u
and neither will he
left alone inside the bathroom
leave me to sink
I only did it cause i had to
ur not who I think
and all my friends were tryna warn me
But I’m stupid as shit
i don’t know how id ever trust you
look what u did
i heard ur better off without me
I’ve got nothing to give

tell me what it cost me
im sinking in my body
memories floodin in of how I fkn lost me
I was never really here you can feel it
feel more claustrophobic the lower the ceiling

if you really don’t wanna talk to me don’t talk to me
know the only problem is the fkn honesty
I caught the leakin water drippin from your balcony
words cant fix this
and I just rly wanna stop fearin
the noises in my ceilin
im breathin real heavy
im anxious and im breakin
mistaken for a bad dream
I just want you happy,
but you wanna leave me in the car
body laid out in the backseat

ive had enough of it
let me out
ur turning love into a punishment
u let me drown
i swear were only arguing
she'll come around
i swear its so embarrassing
u let me down

you mean nothing to me
they had u down on ur knees
“i couldn’t live without you”
but you fucked him with ease
I swear i never even had u
and neither will he
left alone inside the bathroom
leave me to sink

sink ft. kais

@lilskeleskrrt
@prodjpjp

// geist
don’t look at me and tell me no hard feelings
blood was lost, it’s dripping through the ceiling
i saw this coming from a mile away
the knife was left in my chest for a reason
but i wish you the best forever, you win
i don’t want to fall in love with hate

i just wanted to dance
when your hand’s in my hand i feel my heart is racing
lost in a trance
but now i’m alone and i rot in this basement
there’s blood on my hands
and i paint the walls red when given a chance
oh don’t give me that glance
your eyes tell me secrets my heart cannot stand

oh
the knife was left for a reason :/
oh
wish you the best forever you win...

// skele
cut me right thru
baby you don’t need a panic
watch it pour out
darling isn’t it romantic
it’s like paradise
fading out
only you and i
somebody call the surgeon
tell him that it’s urgent
on the table stained red
i told you
i think that it was worth it
this is perfect
if you hold me as i go
i’ll wait up there for certain

and you
are
the reason
that i lay awake
staying up
i’ve been stuck here for days
hold my heart
in ur hand till breaks

don’t keep telling me to let go
screaming out
i stop to listen to the echo
not enough
fucking tearing up my throat
i’ll keep going
till the blood
makes me choke
what you know
baby tell me where you go at night
empty out this bed
i’m still not feeling right
staring at my meds
i’m on the borderline
walk along the edge
i don’t feel alive

spotify

paradise w/ skele [jpjp]

staring at the sky pt.2 ft sendflowrs (caves)

im sorry for not posting in awhile, i've been making some stuff im proud of but havent finished them so ive been strugglin to get somethin out that i love. if u still stickin around ily. i have stuff for u this year :)

i dont wanna talk like that
nothing rly said and it's goin right back, right back
pressure weighin on my head, scars on my skin till the lights turn black, turn black
look like a cracked phone screen, nobody rly knows me 
can't talk to anybody
sometimes it gets deep, but it's hardly there
hardly here
im hardly..
i wonder what u thought when u saw me
if u need a friend u can call me
im right here man im sorry im sorry

it was not supposed to be like this
3 o clock and i feel like shit
and im feelin it oh the sky is weighin in
got so much potential, potential that im not weighin in
gotta retry, retry don't watch time go by
everyday that i wait it feel like a lie
everyday feels the same im just fightin time
got so many songs to finish jus gotta fkn try

i dont wanna talk like that
nothing rly said and it's goin right back, right back
pressure weighin on my head, scars on my skin till the lights turn black, turn black
look like a cracked phone screen, nobody rly knows me 
can't talk to anybody
sometimes it gets deep, but it's hardly there
hardly here
im hardly..

hardly (prod. neverforever)

Lyrics ⬇️
I cant cry outloud
yea and i dont wanna talk abt it if you gonna feel bad
check the lost and found 
and youll be right back
in my arms where you needa be; full contact
theres no price tag for the memories that i am attached to
i still remember all those things when i go past you
and i still hold onto that list but now its past due
cuz im a bad dude
you think im a bad dude

let me play it cool
no strings attached
See the weather moving quickly
Check the forcast
got a puppet brain from taking so much vivance
got a stomach ache cuz i aint stickin to the plan
make earth mother shake every time i try to stand
theres a sequence to everything thats in my hands
you cant see this you’re too busy scrollin on the gram
whats the meanin? Oh i think im ready to scram

i dont need that i just want the feelin of home
gimme that back cuz i know im not better alone
i feel like startrek space invaders up in my dome
i cant restart it cuz you were all that i really know
i been cold as hail face down in the snow
you dont hit me back think that i might implode
i think i gotta go i think i shoula known you were never what i needed you just shot me below

thoughts exceeded i choke
but im still numb in my throat 
and i been paranoid cuz my anxiety only grows
flooded runny nose
its not funny bro
i spilled the drank on my clothes rip v lone

hit the doctor up (hey doc) -said that i got pneumonia 
i want a life of love, i guess its nice that i know ya
ima fix it up by throwin up
anything i have in my system will start coming out
and i dont even love anymore i feel like im in a drought
i still feel your touch cuz i know that feeling in and out
think ive had enough cant do nothin just to make you proud
lesson will be done at the end when i can fully shout

pneumonia (yunnygoldz)

i got something on the way
pray for my brothers hope we all gon' be okay
ill come back but can you meet me halfway
she said dont go life could be great
im moving so slow off of this drink
but time slows when i see you
and you think i would leave you
why the hell would i leave you
why the hell would i

i aint feel it all the same way
and i feel like we aint speak in like a couple days
and we could be that couple that just drives away
im getting sick of this town
im getting sick of the frown that you make when i make another mistake yea
throw me down to the ground when my whole world is quaking
think im reviving my heart just to break it
just look me in my eyes when you resusitate it
give me cpr
pour out my heart
i hope that you like it
i hope that you like it
yea all these love songs been for you but these raps been for me
i smoke stinky im still wondering how i smell so clean
bootcut jeans im with my posse all my guys on me
top shelf hit like its designer, tastes like burberry

i got something on the way
pray for my brothers hope we all gon' be okay
ill come back but can you meet me halfway
she said dont go life could be great
im moving so slow off of this drink
but time slows when i see you
and you think i would leave you
why the hell would i leave you
why the hell would i

am i hurt i cant feel it
she scared imma do something stupid
baby i got a good thing going
you dont gotta worry
i know it makes you nervous when im home alone
and for that im sorry
she holds me
and rips those violent images out of my eyelids
i swear i sleep better when youre next to me
im nowhere
im nothing
my cold hands
are shaking
im a monster
in monsters clothing
but ill try to forget it
just like you told me to

life could be great (p. under the maple tree)

Drank Kicked In (Extended Version)

Lyrics:

I'm like, damn 
They asking why a nigga always flexing bands
They asking why I do what I can
I'm like, damn, ya man's got shot, you left him, and you ran
talking crazy on the net that lil boy goin get blamed
I'm a goat nigga, you goin see me in that lamb 
Bad bitch singing my song already know that thats her jam
These niggas mad I do what they can't 
I feel betrayed, shout out to lil xan 
balenci, my feet fresha' than your dad
I doubled band, I'll do again 
These Rick Owens; you got da wrong brand 
You hating on people you don't even know 
You fanned out nigga, and you broke 
You's a lil nigga i'll take your pole
You hating on me and I'm texting you lol
My pockets getting fatter just like Lizzo 
Not about that chit chat I'm getting bands bro 
Too many hoes on my body, I had to count role 
Passing yo hoe just like Nick Fowles. And im running the game like the Eagles
Flow so hot might catch a heatstroke
These niggas been gay, they just been down-low 
I got the ball so I'm finna expose
These nigga they been some hoes 
You switched on the gang, what's the cause?
Nigga Ben Simmons nigga been a fraud
On my money, I'm 7ft, and I'm getting money by the heartbeat 
Can't love no hoe it's not in me
Bitch said she love me thats how I know I'm in a dream

Damn!

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Regal

danger2myself +sace6 (jonah)

rock bottom

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