once again, you  wow the squad twiz🤞🏻🤞🏻

lyrics:
damn its been so long
ive been like sleeping every day man i feel so gone
i pack my wood and then i breathe until im so numb
they told me i should eat my greens id rather smoke them
that fire burning on the wood look like a totem
if he was dissing on my bros we had to roll up
the things u said to me was venom like a cobra
im sorry baby i cant talk rn im so gone
they told me i should eat my greens id rather

i cannot deal with this
might aim at my head with a 40 clip
n i shouldve known u werent innocent
i dont understand not a little bit
i cannot keep going im sick of this
she told me pull up so im getting in
she told me im good n im getting rich
but at the end of the day im still sick of this
fucked on my bro now he dead to me
funny how u turn a friend to an enemy
funny how i keep on going no matter the pain no matter the amount of hennessey
might just make me a new melody
u gave me no hospitality
girl u just gave me hostility
doubt my ability
i crack a bottle n drink it
i cant feel nothing guess thats my ability

ive been like sleeping every day man i feel so gone
i pack my wood and then i breathe until im so numb
they told me i should eat my greens id rather smoke them
that fire burning on the wood look like a totem
if he was dissing on my bros we had to roll up
the things u said to me was venom like a cobra
im sorry baby i cant talk rn im so gone
they told me i should eat my greens id rather smoke them

i thought i told him, he been getting no love
im getting no love they eating my soul up
i cannot focus
with all these drugs in my brain i feel like im going insane
fucking my pain up
i been fucking my brain up
only know my name yea u dont know my pain yea yea
how could they change up for some pussy u not day one
n u not gang bruh u mean nothing to me u changed up

totem (prod. JabariOnTheBeat x Shah Major x Vs1lito)

lyrics

and baby could u come here pull me closer
im like way too drunk i need a chauffeur
im like oh my chest n oh my lungs hurt
i dont kno why u wanna fight why u want war
instead of holding me down
on the ground i got way too fucking high like just the other night
symbols poppin up inside my head just like some flashing lights
my bro just gut a wood n now he fillin it with some meteorites
im driving home so late n girl i cant see past the headlights
omg im tryna drive so please turn off the headlights
still drinking to forget about the times u made me feel right
n girl im outside
turn on the houselights just let me inside

just let me inside
i need a lullaby
i spark a wood it keep me warm on the cold nights
since she left i cant admit when im not alright
i live a fast life i dont live a safe life
n i thought that i needed u
i couldnt do it myself so ud push me thru
its so dark its so cold now
got no more friends i drink alone now

amiri jacket its ok i gotta stand tall
big bands big jordans imma ball
bro help me out i think im gonna fall
omg im goin off the walls
oh baby wake me up when theres sunshine
cuz right now im not seeing any lights
i thought ab her in the sky on a flight
i thought i couldnt miss her if i live a fast life

n baby could u come here pull me closer
im like way too drunk i need a chauffeur
im like oh my chest n oh my lungs hurt
i dont kno why u wanna fight why u want war
instead of holding me down
on the ground i got way too fucking high like just the other night
symbols poppin up inside my head just like some flashing lights
my bro just gut a wood n now he fillin it with some meteorites
im driving home so late n girl i cant see past the headlights
omg im tryna drive so please turn off the headlights
still drinking to forget about the times u made me feel right
n girl im outside
turn on the houselights just let me inside

headlights [prod. metlast x luffy]

s/o to Kidd Amo https://www.instagram.com/kiddamo/

lyrics

i just wanna sleep all day n never wake up
n i think i like ur face without the makeup
these cold winter nights when like everythings down
reminds me the time when u left me in the ground
n i never thought that id let my people down
i wish i could say that u figured me out

i dont wanna live fast no more its complicated
i dont even laugh no more n i hate it
baby let me drink some more n ill explain it
just wipe my head let me erase it

i was filled with stress n paranoia that u wouldnt stay
i shouldve listen to my gut i shouldve known that u would change
she started changing n transforming i cant call her the same name
ur feelings complicated n im still the one you blame
from not that long we fell in love, n wrote each other songs
when i was with you i felt like i was right where i belong
n now i couldnt tell u how much i was wrong
how much that i was wrong
i dont wanna feel no more im hurting daily
i turned to the drugs knowing they cant save me

i dont wanna live fast no more its complicated
i dont even laugh no more n i hate it
baby let me drink some more n ill explain it
just wipe my head let me erase it

(just wipe my head let me erase it)
(i dont wanna feel no more, dont wanna do these drugs no more)

its complicated feat. Kidd Amo (prod. dead spyro x 2001)

prod. irby

lyrics
im not worth it
i been searching for a purpose

(n i cant go on much longer, cuz im afraid that youll just see me)

i been working
you been lurking
i been hurting
i deserve it
n ur perfect im not worth it
im certain i deserve it
i feel the summer coming gotta run it up
this productivity just part of moving on
i cant talk rn cuz drugs they got me gone
i rlly havent felt myself in so long

forgot ur face cuz its been so long since i saw u last time
n u showed me the light
i was so bright
what happened to my life
i wish that i could tell u but the timings never right
i remember saturday i was barely holding on
when i left that party i was lost in the dark
still feel lost in her arms
i still feel lost in my heart
i still feel lost in my life but i gotta push on
drugs im gone
i just wanna move on
but i cant restart
omg i think im falling down
bury me six feet inside the ground
im tryin even tho i cant get out
i cant believe that u would kick me when im down
moving too fast can we slow it down
im working on loyalty for when she not around
im working on self love for when no ones around
cuz ik one day that no one will be around

n i know its a hard life
i know its a fast life
im tryna do u rite
dont need me in ur life
n i miss the sunlight
oh i miss the sunlight
n i cant go on much longer
im afraid that theyll just see me for who i am
not who i wanna be

i been working
you been lurking
i been hurting
i deserve it
n ur perfect im not worth it
im certain i deserve it
i feel the summer coming gotta run it up
this productivity just part of moving on
i cant talk rn cuz drugs they got me gone
i rlly havent felt myself in so long

my car broke down on the highway (prod. irby)

prod metlast x luffy

lyrics

i dont wanna be far from u
why the fuck would i drink one when i could drink two
i dont wanna lose myself for u
i dont wanna but all this is new
going back to the bottle
in the dead of night been drowning my sorrow
that bitch she so mid but she think that she a model
i been stepping on the gas n then im going full throttle
ill be speeding till my tires give out

n ill keep taking all these shots until i cant even see
if u dont wanna hurt again girl then u gotta leave
im sorry that i cant do everything you want me to
it kills me inside knowing i cant die for u
greening out throwing up inside the alley
i dont wanna die right now but im not happy
n i know that im the only one that make u happy
but baby imma die alone its such a tragedy
i been losing sleep
got ur scent burned into my sheets
im pouring out smoke when i breathe
i know i cant love but i still wanna see u
i still wanna see u
i dont wanna leave u

i dont wanna be far from u
why the fuck would i drink one when i could drink two
i dont wanna lose myself for u
i dont wanna but all this is new
going back to the bottle
in the dead of night been drowning my sorrow
that bitch she so mid but she think that she a model
i been stepping on the gas n then im going full throttle
ill be speeding till my tires give out

double shot of my favorite vodka [prod. metlast x luffy]

since ur last message - one take (used x iof)

s/o kiddamo and jabarionthebeat
lyrics:
open up the door like welcome to my private hell
i know that u can tell i dont rlly care bout my health
i hope u see me make it big before i kill myself
but thats okay baby girl i know ur doing well
in the dark baby that where ill find u
see the shining on my neck i wanna blind u
i said it ten thousand times im right behind u
she said i only act this way cuz i like u

but i dont like me
cuz i like it toxic baby it excites me
she wanna piss me off i told her ass to bite me
if i say i love u dont take that shit lightly
oh no
countless nights that i spend on my phone
fuck around message these hoes
told her pull up on the low
she smell my cologne
im taking her to bed make her moan
private hell its a good time
party all night with the demons up in my mind
grab the henny sit it right next to the white lines
now im falling to the ground cuz im too high
im lost but i found the drugs
now

open up the door like welcome to my private hell
i know that u can tell i dont rlly care bout my health
i hope u see me make it big before i kill myself
but thats okay baby girl i know ur doing well
in the dark baby that where ill find u
see the shining on my neck i wanna blind u
i said it ten thousand times im right behind u
she said i only act this way cuz i like u

do u rlly like me
now im sitting alone
on my phone
im wondering where the hell r u
right now
like right now
baby can u feed me drugs right now

i been dying in the sunlight
babe i wanna love u i dont ever wanna fight
rlly cant help it that these drugs treat me right
i say im sorry mom as i die
this a private hell
this a private hell
custom built for myself
put the drugs on top of the shelf
rlly gotta stop hurting myself

private hell w/ KiddAmo[prod. jabarionthebeat]

You Said To Call me_ (prod. caves)

Featuring @sideviewdriveca, @neondion & @decksmusic
Produced by @pekarot_161
Mixed by @decksmusic
Mastered by Bryan Shortell @shordeli
Art by BunillaBunz

LYRICS
(Carlby)
Ain't got a dollar to my name but I'm so wealthy
And when I feel out of place my friends tell me
That I'm right where I'm supposed to be
But I'm afraid to open up
Don't get too close to me

No doubt
Wouldn't be here without you
Shout out to the homies
It's about you
I'm slowly finding my way
I'm hoping you do the same
Because we've got a lot to celebrate

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Wealthy Pt. 2 w/ Sideview Drive, Neon Dion & decks (Prod. Pekarot)

don't tell me no more.

My Phone ~ Juice Wrld (Extended)

rock bottom

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