BROOOOO WHAT IM TBE ACTUAL FUCK WHY HAVE I NOT BEEN LISTENING TO THIS

prod metlast x luffy

lyrics

i dont wanna be far from u
why the fuck would i drink one when i could drink two
i dont wanna lose myself for u
i dont wanna but all this is new
going back to the bottle
in the dead of night been drowning my sorrow
that bitch she so mid but she think that she a model
i been stepping on the gas n then im going full throttle
ill be speeding till my tires give out

n ill keep taking all these shots until i cant even see
if u dont wanna hurt again girl then u gotta leave
im sorry that i cant do everything you want me to
it kills me inside knowing i cant die for u
greening out throwing up inside the alley
i dont wanna die right now but im not happy
n i know that im the only one that make u happy
but baby imma die alone its such a tragedy
i been losing sleep
got ur scent burned into my sheets
im pouring out smoke when i breathe
i know i cant love but i still wanna see u
i still wanna see u
i dont wanna leave u

i dont wanna be far from u
why the fuck would i drink one when i could drink two
i dont wanna lose myself for u
i dont wanna but all this is new
going back to the bottle
in the dead of night been drowning my sorrow
that bitch she so mid but she think that she a model
i been stepping on the gas n then im going full throttle
ill be speeding till my tires give out

double shot of my favorite vodka [prod. metlast x luffy]

digging my own grave (splashgvng/Irby)

hear me out i dont wanna fuck it up
break me down, she dont want me so i shut up
bought an ounce so i feel myself enough
smile to frown idk if i will ever be okay
i'll never be okay
i would always take the blame 
its another day but it kinda feels the same
shoot me in my face
let me feel some fucking pain
let me pass away
you cant save me its too late

spotify

hear me out (xtacy beatz)

s/o kiddamo and jabarionthebeat
lyrics:
open up the door like welcome to my private hell
i know that u can tell i dont rlly care bout my health
i hope u see me make it big before i kill myself
but thats okay baby girl i know ur doing well
in the dark baby that where ill find u
see the shining on my neck i wanna blind u
i said it ten thousand times im right behind u
she said i only act this way cuz i like u

but i dont like me
cuz i like it toxic baby it excites me
she wanna piss me off i told her ass to bite me
if i say i love u dont take that shit lightly
oh no
countless nights that i spend on my phone
fuck around message these hoes
told her pull up on the low
she smell my cologne
im taking her to bed make her moan
private hell its a good time
party all night with the demons up in my mind
grab the henny sit it right next to the white lines
now im falling to the ground cuz im too high
im lost but i found the drugs
now

open up the door like welcome to my private hell
i know that u can tell i dont rlly care bout my health
i hope u see me make it big before i kill myself
but thats okay baby girl i know ur doing well
in the dark baby that where ill find u
see the shining on my neck i wanna blind u
i said it ten thousand times im right behind u
she said i only act this way cuz i like u

do u rlly like me
now im sitting alone
on my phone
im wondering where the hell r u
right now
like right now
baby can u feed me drugs right now

i been dying in the sunlight
babe i wanna love u i dont ever wanna fight
rlly cant help it that these drugs treat me right
i say im sorry mom as i die
this a private hell
this a private hell
custom built for myself
put the drugs on top of the shelf
rlly gotta stop hurting myself

private hell w/ KiddAmo[prod. jabarionthebeat]

beat made by https://soundcloud.com/boyfifty and  Chvrlie Brown

boyfifty's yt: https://www.youtube.com/c/boyfifty


/lyrics/

Friday night on the couch and I'm slumped
in the night from the attic i hear thumps
charred skin stay away from the sun
lock the doors dont speak to anyone

and you left this place
now i drown in pain
my heads not the same
it won't ever fucking be again
id gladly have another fucking argument
without you here im just not myself
and it scares me

how could you ever love me
when i don't even love myself
won't you touch me
slow my heartbeat
need to tell you
I'm so sorry

i can't say enough girl I'm sorry i love you
i tried not to miss you but i can still see you
when i shut my eyes yours are right there to pierce me 
another evening I'm sat by a screen

passing the time and i just want to scream
awake for days i don't want to sleep
it's gone to the point where I'm scared to dream
let me be

Friday night on the couch and I'm slumped
in the night from the attic i hear thumps
charred skin stay away from the sun
lock the doors dont speak to anyone

and you left this place
now i drown in pain
my heads not the same
it won't ever fucking be again


I miss you (Boyfifty x Chvrlie Brown)

s/o epitomeoffailure
lyrics

notahero:

how come every time im watching my steps
i keep on losing my rest
oh i think im better off dead
i keep catching my breath

i feel like u dont care anymore im sorry
its been many years since ive had anybody
its crazy how ur words shoot me down like the army
and im just forced to run and hide away in a hearbeat
remember everything that u said
never falling out of love i guess
had to fix up my heart and digest
that u dont love me no more
vomit falling on the floor
liquor running thru my pours
sweating thru my fucking shorts
are u high rn like bitch of course
im just waiting for the reup

epitiomeoffailure:

im holding my breath till i see the end
its good for me to know that ur not my friend
its hard for me to breathe when my wounds wont mend
and now im waiting for u to come back to me
but i know that thats not a possibility
i break my back just for u to show me some sympathy
and dont wait for me
and dont pray for me
but i know that im just history
in your eyes
so say goodbye
to this life

notahero:

how come every time im watching my steps
i keep on losing my rest
oh i think im better off dead
i keep catching my breath

catching my breath w/ Epitomeoffailure (prod. dead spyro x 2001)

lyrics
the last breath in my chest
i still feel u even at my best
n still we do drugs n thats fine now
but the point of it all is to try to get thru this alone

please just save me
cuz i am under attack
i cant believe i thought u were better than
any other person inside of my life
baby thats why i been drinking tonight
i dont wanna feel u anymore
i dont wanna see ur face no more
drown ur ghost out with the fucking bottle baby
i guess this night will make or break me

n all this liquor go right to my head oh my God
she said baby r u sure cuz thats a lot
i know what im doing bitch
i hated my life like way before u were a part of it ong
n i aint had no drink so my bro gon fill me up
n u aint take nothing from my life except my trust
n i dont feel nothing still this bitch gon try to feel me up
rolling that big blunt ash fall on the ground n just turn to dust

but still we keep living in this fairytale world
one where we though away our lives for some girls
so we drink some more n then we sit there broken
if these problems make us stronger how come im an addict
how come im an addict
fall apart when u turn me on
okay i kinda like when u break my heart
so ill always pick up when u call
lil bitch im geeked right now so i cant even talk
my heads just in the clouds but i dont wanna talk to u anyway
waking up its a rainy day
lil bitch had broke my heart
but i dont wanna heart like anyway
relentless
in my head
i still feel u in my bed
when i take my last breath
i promise ill be happy that im finally getting rest
n all these drugs aint never gonna work
cuz they remind me bout the time i was in the dirt
but still i pour it up n it just make my stomach hurt
these dark green leaves i just mix it with some purpp

n all this liquor go right to my head oh my God
she said baby r u sure cuz thats a lot
i know what im doing bitch
i hated my life like way before u were a part of it ong
n i aint had no drink so my bro gon fill me up
n u aint take nothing from my life except my trust
n i dont feel nothing still this bitch gon try to feel me up
rolling that big blunt ash fall on the ground n just turn to dust

dr0wn (prod. Branwen)

prod. pekarot

Stuck in bed again so leave your name at the tone
now its more than my chest thats consumed by this hole
maybe two of my friends really ever answer their phone
So now i don’t give a shit if i have to do this alone
i really try to be happy and it works most of the time
nothings really that bad but still i feel it inside
the feeling that just makes you wanna break down and cry
the feeling that you’ll never get to relive the nights you loved
up and down 
back around
everything in between 
please don’t think you know me if it’s only on a screen 
i am no hero, i am no idol
im simply a guy seeking direction and its vital 
cant watch the time go
bitch my whole body feels hollow
the lies and the truth are both pills that we swallow 
i really hope i dont wake up tomorrow 
cause then there’s an end to the cause of your problems
id talk to god but i know hes an asshole
Bullshit just piles and piles 
always an option, but never worthwhile. 
im simply a product of your vicious cycle

vicious cycle (prod. pekarot)

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