BROOOOO WHAT IM TBE ACTUAL FUCK WHY HAVE I NOT BEEN LISTENING TO THIS

lyrics:
damn its been so long
ive been like sleeping every day man i feel so gone
i pack my wood and then i breathe until im so numb
they told me i should eat my greens id rather smoke them
that fire burning on the wood look like a totem
if he was dissing on my bros we had to roll up
the things u said to me was venom like a cobra
im sorry baby i cant talk rn im so gone
they told me i should eat my greens id rather

i cannot deal with this
might aim at my head with a 40 clip
n i shouldve known u werent innocent
i dont understand not a little bit
i cannot keep going im sick of this
she told me pull up so im getting in
she told me im good n im getting rich
but at the end of the day im still sick of this
fucked on my bro now he dead to me
funny how u turn a friend to an enemy
funny how i keep on going no matter the pain no matter the amount of hennessey
might just make me a new melody
u gave me no hospitality
girl u just gave me hostility
doubt my ability
i crack a bottle n drink it
i cant feel nothing guess thats my ability

ive been like sleeping every day man i feel so gone
i pack my wood and then i breathe until im so numb
they told me i should eat my greens id rather smoke them
that fire burning on the wood look like a totem
if he was dissing on my bros we had to roll up
the things u said to me was venom like a cobra
im sorry baby i cant talk rn im so gone
they told me i should eat my greens id rather smoke them

i thought i told him, he been getting no love
im getting no love they eating my soul up
i cannot focus
with all these drugs in my brain i feel like im going insane
fucking my pain up
i been fucking my brain up
only know my name yea u dont know my pain yea yea
how could they change up for some pussy u not day one
n u not gang bruh u mean nothing to me u changed up

totem (prod. JabariOnTheBeat x Shah Major x Vs1lito)

lyrics

and baby could u come here pull me closer
im like way too drunk i need a chauffeur
im like oh my chest n oh my lungs hurt
i dont kno why u wanna fight why u want war
instead of holding me down
on the ground i got way too fucking high like just the other night
symbols poppin up inside my head just like some flashing lights
my bro just gut a wood n now he fillin it with some meteorites
im driving home so late n girl i cant see past the headlights
omg im tryna drive so please turn off the headlights
still drinking to forget about the times u made me feel right
n girl im outside
turn on the houselights just let me inside

just let me inside
i need a lullaby
i spark a wood it keep me warm on the cold nights
since she left i cant admit when im not alright
i live a fast life i dont live a safe life
n i thought that i needed u
i couldnt do it myself so ud push me thru
its so dark its so cold now
got no more friends i drink alone now

amiri jacket its ok i gotta stand tall
big bands big jordans imma ball
bro help me out i think im gonna fall
omg im goin off the walls
oh baby wake me up when theres sunshine
cuz right now im not seeing any lights
i thought ab her in the sky on a flight
i thought i couldnt miss her if i live a fast life

n baby could u come here pull me closer
im like way too drunk i need a chauffeur
im like oh my chest n oh my lungs hurt
i dont kno why u wanna fight why u want war
instead of holding me down
on the ground i got way too fucking high like just the other night
symbols poppin up inside my head just like some flashing lights
my bro just gut a wood n now he fillin it with some meteorites
im driving home so late n girl i cant see past the headlights
omg im tryna drive so please turn off the headlights
still drinking to forget about the times u made me feel right
n girl im outside
turn on the houselights just let me inside

headlights [prod. metlast x luffy]

prod. irby

lyrics
im not worth it
i been searching for a purpose

(n i cant go on much longer, cuz im afraid that youll just see me)

i been working
you been lurking
i been hurting
i deserve it
n ur perfect im not worth it
im certain i deserve it
i feel the summer coming gotta run it up
this productivity just part of moving on
i cant talk rn cuz drugs they got me gone
i rlly havent felt myself in so long

forgot ur face cuz its been so long since i saw u last time
n u showed me the light
i was so bright
what happened to my life
i wish that i could tell u but the timings never right
i remember saturday i was barely holding on
when i left that party i was lost in the dark
still feel lost in her arms
i still feel lost in my heart
i still feel lost in my life but i gotta push on
drugs im gone
i just wanna move on
but i cant restart
omg i think im falling down
bury me six feet inside the ground
im tryin even tho i cant get out
i cant believe that u would kick me when im down
moving too fast can we slow it down
im working on loyalty for when she not around
im working on self love for when no ones around
cuz ik one day that no one will be around

n i know its a hard life
i know its a fast life
im tryna do u rite
dont need me in ur life
n i miss the sunlight
oh i miss the sunlight
n i cant go on much longer
im afraid that theyll just see me for who i am
not who i wanna be

i been working
you been lurking
i been hurting
i deserve it
n ur perfect im not worth it
im certain i deserve it
i feel the summer coming gotta run it up
this productivity just part of moving on
i cant talk rn cuz drugs they got me gone
i rlly havent felt myself in so long

my car broke down on the highway (prod. irby)

prod metlast x luffy

lyrics

i dont wanna be far from u
why the fuck would i drink one when i could drink two
i dont wanna lose myself for u
i dont wanna but all this is new
going back to the bottle
in the dead of night been drowning my sorrow
that bitch she so mid but she think that she a model
i been stepping on the gas n then im going full throttle
ill be speeding till my tires give out

n ill keep taking all these shots until i cant even see
if u dont wanna hurt again girl then u gotta leave
im sorry that i cant do everything you want me to
it kills me inside knowing i cant die for u
greening out throwing up inside the alley
i dont wanna die right now but im not happy
n i know that im the only one that make u happy
but baby imma die alone its such a tragedy
i been losing sleep
got ur scent burned into my sheets
im pouring out smoke when i breathe
i know i cant love but i still wanna see u
i still wanna see u
i dont wanna leave u

i dont wanna be far from u
why the fuck would i drink one when i could drink two
i dont wanna lose myself for u
i dont wanna but all this is new
going back to the bottle
in the dead of night been drowning my sorrow
that bitch she so mid but she think that she a model
i been stepping on the gas n then im going full throttle
ill be speeding till my tires give out

double shot of my favorite vodka [prod. metlast x luffy]

s/o NAVYXOWER

lyrics

ok it seems like we wont get along
thats fine cuz im working better when im alone
im on the road
u kno that ill still be here in the morning
i been taking drugs now im soaring
u dont love me anymore im not important
lil baby cut me off without a warning

now im better alone
its been hard for me to see me
like everybody else say they see me
hold up let me roll another evergreen
crack a bottle its the only thing that help me
she be throwing me the cake like im starving
she kno im broken she kno that im learning
she kno im lost when the sun comes down
girl i promise i wont let u down
to be honest i dont wanna be around

(NAVYXOWER)

i dont wanna be around anymore
in the morning i keep going on my phone
asking questions every night that i get home, oh, oh
i dont wanna die anymore
i wish i could've said that last year
rollin my tea i was feeling like shit
i didnt know where to go in my business
i just wanna keep on listening
keeping tabs on my witness
i just wish it always sound the same
ill make a hundred songs and only one is gonna stay
i wish i had more times inside my morning just to make

(notahero)

now im better alone
its been hard for me to see me
like everybody else say they see me

she got mad telling me hero kiss my teeth
head still hurting from the nicotine
yea its killing my lungs but it help me breathe
i still got some alcohol on my jeans
wonder if they hear me call please help me
lost in the night, you kno i still cant sleep
got ur scent on my shirt n now its on my sheets
n all that i ask is that u please save me

in the morning (feat. NAVYXOWER)(prod. Sundwn)

s/o kiddamo and jabarionthebeat
lyrics:
open up the door like welcome to my private hell
i know that u can tell i dont rlly care bout my health
i hope u see me make it big before i kill myself
but thats okay baby girl i know ur doing well
in the dark baby that where ill find u
see the shining on my neck i wanna blind u
i said it ten thousand times im right behind u
she said i only act this way cuz i like u

but i dont like me
cuz i like it toxic baby it excites me
she wanna piss me off i told her ass to bite me
if i say i love u dont take that shit lightly
oh no
countless nights that i spend on my phone
fuck around message these hoes
told her pull up on the low
she smell my cologne
im taking her to bed make her moan
private hell its a good time
party all night with the demons up in my mind
grab the henny sit it right next to the white lines
now im falling to the ground cuz im too high
im lost but i found the drugs
now

open up the door like welcome to my private hell
i know that u can tell i dont rlly care bout my health
i hope u see me make it big before i kill myself
but thats okay baby girl i know ur doing well
in the dark baby that where ill find u
see the shining on my neck i wanna blind u
i said it ten thousand times im right behind u
she said i only act this way cuz i like u

do u rlly like me
now im sitting alone
on my phone
im wondering where the hell r u
right now
like right now
baby can u feed me drugs right now

i been dying in the sunlight
babe i wanna love u i dont ever wanna fight
rlly cant help it that these drugs treat me right
i say im sorry mom as i die
this a private hell
this a private hell
custom built for myself
put the drugs on top of the shelf
rlly gotta stop hurting myself

private hell w/ KiddAmo[prod. jabarionthebeat]

s/o epitomeoffailure
lyrics

notahero:

how come every time im watching my steps
i keep on losing my rest
oh i think im better off dead
i keep catching my breath

i feel like u dont care anymore im sorry
its been many years since ive had anybody
its crazy how ur words shoot me down like the army
and im just forced to run and hide away in a hearbeat
remember everything that u said
never falling out of love i guess
had to fix up my heart and digest
that u dont love me no more
vomit falling on the floor
liquor running thru my pours
sweating thru my fucking shorts
are u high rn like bitch of course
im just waiting for the reup

epitiomeoffailure:

im holding my breath till i see the end
its good for me to know that ur not my friend
its hard for me to breathe when my wounds wont mend
and now im waiting for u to come back to me
but i know that thats not a possibility
i break my back just for u to show me some sympathy
and dont wait for me
and dont pray for me
but i know that im just history
in your eyes
so say goodbye
to this life

notahero:

how come every time im watching my steps
i keep on losing my rest
oh i think im better off dead
i keep catching my breath

catching my breath w/ Epitomeoffailure (prod. dead spyro x 2001)

lyrics
the last breath in my chest
i still feel u even at my best
n still we do drugs n thats fine now
but the point of it all is to try to get thru this alone

please just save me
cuz i am under attack
i cant believe i thought u were better than
any other person inside of my life
baby thats why i been drinking tonight
i dont wanna feel u anymore
i dont wanna see ur face no more
drown ur ghost out with the fucking bottle baby
i guess this night will make or break me

n all this liquor go right to my head oh my God
she said baby r u sure cuz thats a lot
i know what im doing bitch
i hated my life like way before u were a part of it ong
n i aint had no drink so my bro gon fill me up
n u aint take nothing from my life except my trust
n i dont feel nothing still this bitch gon try to feel me up
rolling that big blunt ash fall on the ground n just turn to dust

but still we keep living in this fairytale world
one where we though away our lives for some girls
so we drink some more n then we sit there broken
if these problems make us stronger how come im an addict
how come im an addict
fall apart when u turn me on
okay i kinda like when u break my heart
so ill always pick up when u call
lil bitch im geeked right now so i cant even talk
my heads just in the clouds but i dont wanna talk to u anyway
waking up its a rainy day
lil bitch had broke my heart
but i dont wanna heart like anyway
relentless
in my head
i still feel u in my bed
when i take my last breath
i promise ill be happy that im finally getting rest
n all these drugs aint never gonna work
cuz they remind me bout the time i was in the dirt
but still i pour it up n it just make my stomach hurt
these dark green leaves i just mix it with some purpp

n all this liquor go right to my head oh my God
she said baby r u sure cuz thats a lot
i know what im doing bitch
i hated my life like way before u were a part of it ong
n i aint had no drink so my bro gon fill me up
n u aint take nothing from my life except my trust
n i dont feel nothing still this bitch gon try to feel me up
rolling that big blunt ash fall on the ground n just turn to dust

dr0wn (prod. Branwen)

lyrics

they sleeping on me catching zzz
kiss me before i leave
just hit me one more time
im so high up cant even feel my body
just tryna find some space to climb
just know i love u baby until i die
ill go to heaven after suicide
ill be with u i just gotta find some time
pour me up
i cant stand on my own
its been hard for me to grow
for so long
no idea what to do when the night comes
melodies come
with every word from your tounge
i hear the angels song

they really dont care about my lifestyle
snakes in the grass now im fearing the reptiles
broke my heart into pieces im dodging projectiles
now i feel like a wardrobe im switching all my styles
now i lost everyone to the clout so i dont want it
alien technology im flying in a starship
starship

they sleeping on me catching zzz
kiss me before i leave
just hit me one more time
im so high up cant even feel my body
just tryna find some space to climb
just know i love u baby until i die
ill go to heaven after suicide
ill be with u i just gotta find some time
pour me up
i cant stand on my own
its been hard for me to grow
for so long
no idea what to do when the night comes
melodies come
with every word from your tounge
i hear the angels song

nautica [prod. Rubbish + Punk]

prod. https://soundcloud.com/sorrow_bringer
lyrics

i look up in the sky n i see red lights
i see my alter ego posted on their websites
developing a stronger ego n she like it
we got home ripped her right out of them lace tights
keep their eyes on my pocket like a bandit
quick to disappear n reappear like magic
i kno they kno who notahero is but they dont kno nick

n u dont kno a thing ab me do u
im not looking in ur eyes baby i can see thru u
whats a demon in disguise when u show it the truth
all my problems get defied when i enter the booth
n if i had to live my whole life as a recluse
id ask for u n Gods forgiveness while im tying the noose
i dream about the day i wake up see my face on the news
im daydreaming bout u baby love the way u seduce
its a long way down so i guess ill hold my breath
i got fighter pilots n generals calling orders in my head
n even tho the knifes taken out
im still taking damage from the arrow head
i think i need a break from swimming in the deep
take a walk in the shallow end

idk

i look up in the sky n i see red lights
i see my alter ego posted on their websites
developing a stronger ego n she like it
we got home ripped her right out of them lace tights
keep their eyes on my pocket like a bandit
quick to disappear n reappear like magic
i kno they kno who notahero is but they dont kno nick

raindrops pouring out
baby can u hear me out
i like to listen to the sounds of the street when the sun goes down
i listen to the sounds of their feet when they play it loud
felt the smile creeping up baby cuz im drunk rn
i cant even lie i feel better when i cant see
cuz all my thoughts seem to stand still when im dizzy
take a ride with me we can sip plenty
all these headlights r blending in with the city

arrow head [prod. sorrowbringer]

I used 2 be broke but right now I feel rich
Know that they jealous when I see ‘em frown
Fucked on his ho and then called him a bitch
I know that lil bro wanna kill me rn
I called up the plug and then told him my order
He slid me quarter on top of the pound
Knew my last ho was gon knock me right down
Ain’t taking that shit, had to get off the ground, yeah
i smoke a blunt to slow me down
wish u would kill me rn
she know i’m waiting for the moment she give me dome
i’m rolling my eyes making out
heard u wan fuck rn but i want brain
say my name
i’m insane

said she wanna fuck rn let’s go
they watch me like a tv show
i told my momma that i’m gonna blow
one hit n my eyes get low 
i spent way to many nights on the floor
hold on bitch i’m finding my flow
it took some time but i needed to grow
bitch im off drugs that’s why i’m lovely
and bitch u lovely 
i’m glad u love me 
but when i look inside myself i swear that i am ugly
i never been low key he just a wanna be
and me and amo popping off and pop you if you disagree
so don’t you disagree
and don’t you anger me
cuz ima little mad right now and red is all i fucking see
I just wanna smoke right now and live my life in fucking peace
But there’s no peace in me, living a life that’s killing me

I used 2 be broke but right now I feel rich
Know that they jealous when I see ‘em frown
Fucked on his ho and then called him a bitch
I know that lil bro wanna kill me rn
I called up the plug and then told him my order
He slid me quarter on top of the pound
Knew my last ho was gon knock me right down
Ain’t taking that shit, had to get off the ground, yeah
i smoke a blunt to slow me down
wish u would kill me rn
she know i’m waiting for the moment she give me dome
i’m rolling my eyes make it now
heard u wan fuck rn but i won’t break
say my name
i’m insane

Kill Me RN [prod. Exzilty]

rock bottom

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