bangers to leave on repeat

produced by killedmyself

completely non profit

here's a little thing I made, might put it on an ep, might not 

lyrics

how many times can I write about the same old thing
about summer, spring, 'bout wedding rings and better things 
about a teenage vow in a parking lot
screaming fall out boy until our lungs gave out
its time I close my eyes now

just for tonight, I think that's alright 
see the ghost of u has lingered for a while
and I think ive earned some rest

do u think that's fair?

do u think that's fair (killedmyself)

shivers w/ notahero [prod. artemys]

So Low /prod. mackk/

lyrics ⬇️ <3

(me)
cold heart
long arms you can reach
restart although I don’t wanna repeat
it’s hard for you to see
you can hardly even believe 
but I been going through it
so you have been deceived 

there’s high waters where I’m coming from
no way out I need someone to come and cover him
don’t bleed out
no high hopes I’m always suffering 
so astound
yea this time I don’t need a single thing from your mouth

but they’re never proud and I been alone
you’re never around to see
i don’t like my town I don’t like my crowd
but I’m not allowed to leave
somebody please help me
I’ll give you my love and peace
I’ll listen to wind hit trees
theres no way that I can sleep

and just like the rain all my tears have been pouring
she used to just make me feel so damn important 
inside
i trusted ur love but u sold me some lies
keep holding my hand while we wait for the time to tick
trying to cross but u burning my bridge
self medicate ima roll up a spliff
so unaware of the shit that you did 
to me
and honestly it’s getting hard
but trying my best is what tore us apart
and each time i talk you dont care what i say
i think it’s my fault im the one with the blame
and im sorryyyyy
i’m sorrryyy i knew where this would go
(me)
put the lights out tell everybody to leave
when the price down I always spend all my money
i try to hide out
but everybody come an find me
like what’s to cry abt
Like baby look at what’s all wrong with me

(greenwood)
'u up?' at 3 but i black out at 2
lately it's more than 'im not in the mood'
know that i wish that i wanted it too

i fill this cup like im probably dead in a year by myself
it's entirely on what i said
but i hate that you lied to me, fuck

solid states turn to disarray
at the edge, do you feel the same?
off the ket i've been up for days
you're the best, baby never change

i saw your face on the way down
cover yourself as it fades out
i'd be ashamed if you stay now
cover yourself, would you stay out?

and i fuck it up like a prodigy
on my own shit, i just wish that you'd talk to me
i feel at home with my place as a prodical
i take these pills, im ok when i'm off of them

never this way, it just fits so improbable 
hear what you said in the dark in the hospital
black in my skin i feel bad when i'm falling in
ask what had changed, i break down
fucking all of it

this town is a burden w/ halfhearted & Greenwood (slashy)

She feels my hands
I'm filled with rage
I know you're hurt
I see your face

I left my bliss
In picture frames
The scars on my wrist
Spell your name

I guess love
Eventually fades
The notes you left
Keep me awake

She feels my hands
I'm filled with rage
I know you're hurt
I see your face

I left my bliss
In picture frames
The scars on my wrist
Spell your name

I guess love
Eventually fades
The notes you left
Keep me awake
Keep me awake

left

not home. - left (caves)

morgue dress

residential. - morgue dress (santana)

Anxiety

anxiety (feat. Lil Skele) prod. Jolst x Pekarot

Acoustic cover of the song: shizukesa. - scomet ( https://soundcloud.com/shizukesaaa/rockets-killedmyself )
@shizukesaaa

bring the ice
we cooking up like it was kitchen food
miserable, but i don't flex about it, i'm just missing you
now they pissed off
fell off like a wristwatch
keep promoting music but i'm scrolling like it's tiktok
wait, ole', red flags call it bullshit
bag come (,) quick stacks like a virgin
megamind how i'm blue from the vision
sever ties with the limelight, bad decision

(take off, rocket
spaceship, comets
back on, my shit
don't like it, come stop it
take off, rocket
spaceship, comets
back on, my shit
i don't do this 4 a profit)

scomet acoustic cover

shizukesa. - scomet  *acoustic cover*

Bloodysummer [prod. antisxcial x nn-fi]

i’ll stay awake all night 
baby i can’t sleep right
laying with your shadow in my bed
you said that im the worst right?
how u would feel 
if th- th- there’s a bullet in my head?
would u try to make amends?
would u pull me back down to die again?
would u pull me back down to die again?
watching where i walk cuz there’s snakes in the grass
watch the way you talk cuz my hearts made of glass
silver lining, i reflect on the past
you think you’re the shit when u ignore me like that
but ik ur in love so i don’t have to fight back
he treats u like the worst and you’ll always come back
how many times i gotta say we wouldn’t last
sometimes 
i miss that look in your eye
take one more shroom i’m out my mind i’m in outer space 
smoke a fat ass blunt, so high that it put me back in place
yeah my ganja’s white, smoking on that shit you would think you’re laced 
you would throw me in front of a bus to get ahead, you is fake
yeah this ain’t a race
but when the police pull me over, sport mode on the chase
skid marks my only trace
that adrenaline won’t let me catch a break
got no seatbelt on so i can’t hit the breaks
i’ll stay awake all night 
baby i can’t sleep right
laying with your shadow in my bed
you said that im the worst right?
how u would feel 
if th- th- there’s a bullet in my head?
would u try to make amends?
would u pull me back down to die again?
would u pull me back down to die again?

bullet in my head [prod. kaydo]

you can bet the whip go fast when i press the gas i promise
people think im mad, but i ain’t talk back cuz they hate it when im honest
im always in the center of the room im in but there’s two sides to iconic
such a shame that i wasn’t born flawless
see the pain when you look in my eyes, oh
no you wouldn’t think im suicidal
well that’s the point of it i guess
i smoke so much that i just overthink the stress
gotta get out my head, gotta get out my-

xanny pill make it so hard to feel
thinking that nothings real, thinking that nothings real
oh that xanny pill, xanny pill
make it so hard to feel something real
i just want my heart to heal, a heart of steel
living that way isn’t ideal
if it was someone else would u throw that life away?
you’d rather kill yourself than to live another day
i wish that happiness wasn’t so goddamn cliche
i wish it wasn’t hard to say that im okay

you can bet the whip go fast when i press the gas i promise
people think im mad, but i ain’t talk back cuz they hate it when im honest
im always in the center of the room im in but there’s two sides to iconic
such a shame that i wasn’t born flawless
see the pain when you look in my eyes, oh
no you wouldn’t think im suicidal
well that’s the point of it i guess
i smoke so much that i just overthink the stress
gotta get out my head, gotta get out my-

gotta get out my room, just to get out my (head)
gotta take out the shrooms, just to get out my (head)
gotta get out soon, before i blow my (head)
before i blow my head 
before i blow my-

you can bet the whip go fast when i press the gas i promise
and i never talk bad they just think im mad cuz im really just honest
always in the center of the room im in im really iconic
there’s two sides to iconic

iconic

-Iconic+ [prod. neverforever]

💧︎♋︎●︎♏︎❍︎☺︎□︎◆︎❒︎■︎●︎ 📫︎ ●︎♓︎●︎ ♍︎♒︎♓︎●︎●︎ ❍︎♓︎⌧︎

thank u kaydo

lyrics

half hour later i’m gone
told u i wouldn’t take long
the shit half y’all do is so wrong
if this was back then girl you would get stoned for that
i’m drunk won’t bite my tongue
blackout been my lung
frostbite had bit my heart and ever since then nothing felt more wrong then that
would it kill u to just talk to me
i know u wanna fight a little more but you should never let pettiness outweigh honesty
if u don’t hear from me for the next ten days don’t send them after me
imma be right here in the same spot
working on the same project
bout a kid who lost all his friends
tryna be the best man so i keep my hands down
cut my head off, end the shambles
put my head down on the mantle
long way down if i fall down now imma crashout like i’m rambo
guns a blazing for u baby u kno that i’m ten fold
if they try u michael myers on them big knife fuck em up

why do i feel so wrong
i don’t wake up feeling terrible
but by night i feel so terrible
i can’t end it now it would be too terrible

i’ve seen millions of faces
but something about urs sticks out
i find your smile contagious
people in and out of my life so fast
it’s like they racing
but all my bros stay solid we locked in like laces
pray they all gon make it
no don’t wait for nothing
pour medicine
cook all night
i know it don’t make u proud but when i drink i feel alright
i know u want me to talk to u but none of this shit you’ll like
i get stressed too often
its exhausting
wish i had an off switch

offswitch (kaydo)

00111010 00101000 interlude (prod. killedmyself)

cry on me (prod. 7kato)

BOYS & GIRLS

rock bottom

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