i’ll update soon w/ lxst boy’s lyrics. much luv, ty all 4 being here 🖤🖤

inverted roads
vertigo
just hold me here
till u let go
dont let go 
growing cold
i just want u 2 know
these days, better ion grow old
please stay, never leave me alone
i cry when you tell me you wont
call back, never pick up the phone

how he tryna live life when its lost sight what the mission is
felt all bright till dawnbreak, ironically
every light gone, from the flash of nikons to back of the tunnel
only missing hits and remnants of honesty
flood memories drift thru in waves, its futile when numb
aint even get to see a fucking funeral as a son
r.i.p. 2 mom honestly i miss u to death
never fucked w/ change anyway, they couldnt have told me to run
all you fake peace in violence
find me
lying alone inside a home which only i reside
could teach u how 2 move in silence, witness the eyes
snooze buttons barely hit at 2 sumn at nite
the sunken shell of what useless human u used to find
pictures defined by distant moments in a living mind
and different thoughts of faded people from the afterlife
still affecting me to this day but swear to god i tried

inverted roads
vertigo
just hold me here
till u let go
dont let go 
growing cold
i just want u 2 know
these days, better ion grow old
please stay, never leave me alone
i cry when you tell me you wont
call back, never pick up the phone

r.i.p. ft. lxst boy (1080PALE)

these xans feel like death but you bring me back to life
you make me feel alive
you bring me back to
with this poison in my body i won’t let you out my sight
i need you every night
won’t let you out my
itching like a crackhead im going through withdrawals
think they finna wipe me out like some poo inside my draws
mixing pills with alcohol but we don’t get along
act like nothings wrong
hit the narcan like a bong

ah ha ha ha
???

these xans feel like death but you bring me back to life
you make me feel alive
you bring me back to
with this poison in my body i won’t let you out my sight
i need you every night
won’t let you out my
these xans feel like death but you bring me back to life
you make me feel alive
you bring me back to
with this poison in my body i won’t let you out my sight
i need you every night
won’t let you out my
itching like a crackhead im going through withdrawals
think they finna wipe me out like some poo inside my drawers
mixing pills with alcohol but we don’t get along
act like nothings wrong
hit the narcan like a bong

kiddamo - Narcann (prod. phxlxp)

(it's very seldom and we're ordinary people and we’re alright, tell myself it's alright)
Yeah it's dull enough for the eye i don't think it's blinding
In spite of all the opposites tired of their findings
I'll mull it off with tonics while opulent confiding    
I used to think of you so highly no lying   

Now i keep a tighter schedule every hour take a pill
This house was unattended for a while where's the thrill
Irritate provoke the selflessness it's what we hope for 
I checked the walls and every corner of this floor
Sometimes you find something you wish you'd never seen 
It steals away expression yeah it takes the only gleam
And your vision now is blurry muddled out 
Expression everywhere you see without doubt  

This pattern i recognize its steady all around me 
This lack of strength is serious discouraged by the founding 
A formless sort of figure follows on it plunges equal
This optic sort of horror full of elms upon a steep hill 
This distraction 
I admit
Entertains for the moment 
Occupy this until it
Will, become my proponent

Yeah it's dull enough for the eye i don't think it's blinding
in spite of all the opposites tired of their findings
I'll mull it off with tonics while opulent confiding    
I used to think of you so highly no lying

dull enough (dead spyro)

uh hello again

Lyrics

We should talk when it’s over
I just can’t in this headspace
I cover up mistakes
To keep out of harm's way
I can’t with the judgement
Is there ever a good day?

How is everything okay?
Cause I’m fucking broken
My anxiety’s got me
It’s hands on my neck
It’s forcing words that I’m choking
But I guess I should say it
And I guess you should know it
Oh well
What's it like dragging me to hell?
I hope someday I’ll break my spell

Nothing hurts me anymore
I barely recognize me
The eyes that reflect
I don’t ever feel remind me of me

Hope my soul is with the trees
And has finally found peace
Pack a bowl full of leaves
Just to rip it til I green

Fuck the party, make a scene
Never sober, never clean
Honestly don’t even care
To get on track cause nothing seems

Any more than make believe
Anymore than just a dream
Soon I’ll wake up
And I’ll take up
My own burden in my wings

uncanny valley (prod. wraithontheporch)

DanzSung feat. Brecken (VALXR)

prod yunnygoldz

lyrics ⬇️ 
lived half my life like this oh man
oh god why cant i forget what im missin most
itchy throat that i cant pass by so im sinkin another boat
just look at my characteristics 
i swear i got nothin to show
a lot less than most
not what you expected not even close
when i look in your eyes mine dont wanna close
if i love you then everyone knows
that i wont make it there without a new dose

yea i swear you look beautiful in every single pose
not an angle to imagine that i think uou could blow
but everything explodes when your over 
and nothing ignites as we planned
i can tell how tonights gonna be in advance 

ive lived half my life like this oh man
oh god why cant i forget what im missin most
itchy throat that i cant pass by so im sinkin another boat

whys it so hard just to look ahead in my life for a minute 
everyones upset i dont know why theyre livid
can you tell me when it’s finished 
oh they think im trippin out on the barstreet
but really im just chillin with grayson
so when you tell me that you love me
it only seems like its partly

hardly ever wanna step foot inside house now days
and i dont wanna look up
yea
cuz i would rather hide my face
and its hard not to tear up
when i think about everything i fail in my life in your eyes
but its okay
and i cant even flinch when they hit me with those words in my face cuz i know that theyre coming
doesnt matter what i think cuz im a still a disgrace according to their wording
but im hurting, tell em everyday and only thing they say is sure thing

tell me when it’s finished

lyrics

you say its from smoking but i think tears grown plants inside of my lungs
kinda like the tree that i parked my skateboard at when i was young
right before the highway that id run across
cuz cars drove fast and i couldnt push it fast enough
i been thinking bout the past lately
im just bored from all the nothing thats been taking up my time lately

i dream about you a lot
im here for you when youre not there for yourself
i know my way around here baby i, made it out of hell
i made it out of hell
in purgatory
bones stripped till weak
you own a piece of me
flowers in your hair
i wish that i was there for you
when i should be
i dont wanna be here
i drove home drunk in the front seat
i cant let you lose that faith you have in me
and then i get to stressing and you say "baby just breathe"

i dream about you a lot
im here for you when youre not there for yourself
i know my way around here baby i, made it out of hell
i made it out of hell
in purgatory
bones stripped till weak
you own a piece of me
flowers in your hair
i wish that i was there for you
when i should be
i dont wanna be here
i drove home drunk in the front seat
i cant let you lose that faith you have in me
and then i get to stressing and you say "baby just breathe"

purgatory 2 (dexter yu x juanchi)

Vails x Swamp - You can Leave

Lyrics coming soon!! 

#metal #poppunk #rock #music #vails #swamp #hardcore

You can Leave (feat. Swamp)

HOW 2 FEEL (prod. rimathugger)

Alone2.0

Im In Love

rock bottom

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