Lyrics:
i ain't been sober in like ten days
baby come on over, promise i'm ok
say they wanna be me but they don't, no way
i'm not myself when you're far away

i ain't been sober in like ten days
baby come on over, promise i'm ok
say they wanna be me but they don't, no way
no way, no way, no way

i just sleep, i just sleep, all the time now
staying low, make a peep, homicide now
i can't speak about what's on my mind now
except to these songs and my baby she mine now

i feel like im crazy, im based in my mind now
i'm pacing the corners like shadows in hideout
i'm up and i'm down, when i smile i frown
i'm a mime now, i'm a clown now, i'm a raven in the ground

i ain't been sober in like ten days
baby come on over, promise i'm ok
say they wanna be me but they don't, no way
i'm not myself when you're far away

i ain't been sober in like ten days
baby come on over, promise i'm ok
say they wanna be me but they don't, no way
no way, no way, no way

Darling

darling

are you the real one
idk
if you don’t feel nun when 
ur alone

wont even let me finish any sentences
do it again and I’m leavin the premises
i don’t hate nobody but you been acting like villains so u be my nemesis

i cant trust nobody near
i got too much on my conscious 
some people fill me with fear
i look to my god he can solve it 

new issues
blue tissues from tear drops
i miss you
if you miss me then go rot

tell me what it was that I said 
i guarantee you don’t know it
you ran away so you could sob
but know that I do not forgive you

why did I think I could fix you
beginners luck idk what to tell you
beautiful person but I miss the real you
you

areyoureal w/ VITO (cxrter x vito)

Stay Home

Lyrics:
Are you mad at me?

It's a tragedy
Reality slip through my hands now
Are you mad at me?
Since I left myself in the past now

Fading, I'm fading, this feeling gets numb
In the back of my mind I know what I've become
Yeah just keep pulling strings until I come undone
Don't want to know all I know, I'd just rather be dumb

Weight upon my back 
It's like I'm Atlas, but I shrug though
Seen it all before
So I just do not give a fuck though

Count my days until I'm gone
Life is precious, carry on
One day I'll be so old and gone
Count my losses, move along

It's a tragedy
Reality slip through my hands now
Are you mad at me?
Since I left myself in the past now

Are you mad at me?

Dumb

dumb

Lyrics:
Sometimes I wonder if you listen to the songs I do
I know that music's in your blood, it's always in mine too
Since we don't talk this is my way of reaching out to you
And now the sunset makes me think your name in every hue

Sometimes I wonder if you're staring out your window at the moon
You're probably not, but you're outside, you're on the chair, you're looking too
Are you looking too?
Are you looking too?

spookybands:
Are you looking at the moon right now?
I can see it in your eyes, I don't think you ever really loved me
Did you buy yourself a beer last night?
And then some whiskey right after, anyway that's how I'm passing the time

And did you tell her about me? 
That new girl that you seeing
I bet she thought my name was cool

Does she text you while you on your way over
Telling you to look up at the moon
That's what I used to do.

These memories just turn to pain
And then get mixed up in my brain
I won't ever be okay
The bar is open every day

Hold me while I drift away
You don't have to miss me baby
I just tell myself you are
To feel better (that's fucking crazy)

Sometimes I wonder if you're staring out your window at the moon
You're probably not, but you're outside, you're on the chair, you're looking too
Are you looking too?
Are you looking too?

Look At The Moon

look at the moon (ft. spookybands)

lyrics:

do you remember that one day out at the beach
we kept hopping bars and stared drunk at the sea
you jumped in my arms and now i guarantee
the sand just reminds me what we used to be

im getting ahead of myself run it back
the first time we met, had a panic attack
you're so beautiful and im getting off track
the moments we shared, know i cant get it back

can't get it back

it tears me apart, just promise you're safe
each night, it still breaks my heart
i don't even know you, how'd you get this way

i can't protect you, you're no longer mine
i just watch from a distance and wish i would die
but i know youre too busy to be in that vibe
while you swipe through your options and leave for the night

i know you said that you're back to your old self
you said youre heartless, i know youre not doing well either
but i pray like every night for your well being
hope you find the light, i know it's hard, when your hearts bleeding

i know its hard when your hearts bleeding
i know its hard 'cause my hearts bleeding
i know its hard when your hearts bleeding
i know its hard and my hearts bleeding

bleed, and bleed
bleed, and bleed
bleed, and bleed

i have to let you go
i have to let you go
i have to let you go
i have to let you go
i have to let you go
i have to let you go
i have to let you go
i have to let you go
i have to let you go
i have to let you go
i have to let you go
i have to let you go
i have to let you go

Knew You Were Leaving I'm Just Glad I Got To Share It All With You

KnewYouWereLeavingImJustGladIGotToShareItAllWithYou

sometimes i feel like a ghost in a crowd
its purgatory and i wont make it out
im not alive and i dont really know how
i got no voice youll never hear if i shout

i know im dead to you, but i got unfinished business that i gotta do like
tell you that i love you still,
even if i never made enough to pay the bills

im working hard in death
got so much on my plate i never catch my breath
i swear it helps to know that im already dead

sometimes i feel like im a ghost

like im dead, like my coffin is my bed
i want to finally rest, but your voice is in my head
ive haunted this whole town, but im still left feeling down
youre the only one i want
i cant have you, i cant touch you,
im a ghost

i know you wont look my way
its done this time i know itll stay
each day act my part in the play
i know youre gonna say, that i just need to pray

i need to find something that makes me feel magic
i guess thats weed and alcohol makes me manic
i try to be okay now but its too tragic

sometimes i feel like im a ghost

like im dead, like my coffin is my bed
i want to finally rest, but your voice is in my head
ive haunted this whole town, but im still left feeling down
youre the only one i want
i cant have you, i cant touch you,
im a 
ghost

Ghost (Unplugged)

ghost (unplugged version)

https://open.spotify.com/album/0bJh1YQSw6Rk94DK3hiNtG?si=EPAP1Mm1SuKkJY954x3qkg

https://linktr.ee/lottaheart

produced by @metlast
mastered by @jolst

lyrics:

(I know how we'd end,
right from the beginning
i waited at the bus stop,
just hoping you'd get home)

she said she was falling, i said hang tight
just hold onto me, i'll be your lifeline
i won't let you go like it's the last time
need you in my life so you cant die
[x2]

this can't be our last day
there can't be another way
i'm holding on for you to stay
don't know what i'd do,
nor would i know what to say if i,

lost you and you never could come back again
without you i don't even know what's happening
as you slip i can feel my world crashing in
i love you and you don't even know the half of it

so don't fall, hold on
i swear that i'll do everything i have to do
cause you're all that i want
and if you let go i'm jumping after you

i just needed you to know,
i won't ever let you go
i just needed you to know,
i won't let you die alone

she said she was falling, i said hang tight
just hold onto me, i'll be your lifeline
i won't let you go like it's the last time
need you in my life so you cant die
[x2]

lifeline

i think i hate everything that i ever loved
now that the fire snuffed
baby im packing up boxes of things that you gave me
and things that im running from

but "baby" ain't "baby" no more
cause im out on my own and im feeling numb
turn it up loud on my speakers
and lay on the floor 'til i feel the drums

i cannot drink, i cannot smoke
the blood from ym vomit keep burning my throat
im tryna get by but my heart beating slow
and if i ever left i know no one would know

sometimes i find myself grabbing my phone
every time that i be way too alone
but then i just drop it cause im at the bottom already
no point now in making it known

its all gonna be okay real soon
real soon

i feel abandoned, cause im a burden
maybe im fucked up, i know that for certain
got a life sentence now this is the verdict
death penalty, to the void im returning
im hoping to God that i dont end up burning
im doing my best but im just really hurting
i just need a break for a sec now im cursing
i scream at myself with these insults im hurling

im losing myself, im losing my brains
im losing the lifeforce that course through my veins
feel like my body is wrapped up in chains
tape on my mouth so they think im okay

dont even know who i am in this verse
i feel too much, now im blessed with a curse
its just like a nightmare but way fucking worse
and the only way out is the back of a hearse

sinking

LYRICS 


S3 

By the way I am 
I can tell that you're not 
I can tell that you're mad 
I can tell that you're not 
I can tell you ain't right 
don't worry about me all the time 
I can't tell you're not alright 



HK

Wont you tell me what is now, cause I gave up
dont give a shit now cause im based up
but thats a lie cause i give a fuck
i just cant show it when i get my bucks

im ruthless, im cold as fuck
im dead inside, im feeling stuck
everytime you gone, got my Rugar tuck
need it just in case when i push my luck

everytime you gone, im not staying safe
but i pray for you in His saving grace
know its been a while, hope you been okay
know its not the same, and i know we changed


S3 & HK 

i know you stay in your own lane
you dont check on me, and i do the same
like every day, it's not worth the pain
if we ever got back, won't be the same

Pick myself back up 
just gotta keep on pushing through 
when everything is fucked
know I'ma do this I'ma be alright 
I'ma be fine 

Changed (Ft HkFiftyOne) prod. Paxor

Late nights about to Panic,
Let me stay,
Let me sleep, 
On your mattress,

Early morning static,
Nothing ever changes,
Like my status,
Over this depressing habit,

Save it,
Don't need your sob story,
I know your faded,
Every interaction your changing,
I need to face it,
That your a liar,
And it hurts to say it,

Yea I,
Panic while i'm working,
I'm consistently hurting,

Panic while i'm trying to sleep,
Thinking bout you and me,

Thinking about the past,
And what i'm like now,
How did it change so fast,
Like the sand in the hourglass,
I'm horrified right now,
Cause i almost lost the one,
Gotta keep my composure,
Keep my thoughts trapped in this enclosure,
Keep em tucked away like a loner,
But that only makes me feel colder,
So i need to stand the fuck up,
And act like a soldier,
Stop actin like its all over,
I know your not sober,
Minds taking over,
But its time to fight back
Let me go to sleep now,
So i can forget all of that,
Need to erase my mind,
Need to turn back time,
Just so i can rewind aye,

Thinking about the past,
Blood rushing fast,
Cause of these,

Late nights about to Panic,
Let me stay,
Let me sleep, 
On your mattress,

Early morning static,
Nothing ever changes,
Like my status,
Over this depressing habit,

Panic (Prod. MORS)

Jacky B

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