Improved so much, next level shit my dude 👌🏻👌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻

good shit guys keep it up! u have improved jacky b!🤞 keep up the grind

Yeah im all good yeah
Just in the wrong dimension
I think my brain in a recession
Lost soul and im payin a pension

You never know when youll be in the sunset
The ocean waves and i dont look back at it
Im finna die and theyll all laugh at it

Im rolling in the dirt i kinda like it
Smokin on that gas and its super explicit
Dont tell my parents theyll think im a misfit
Fuckin up my life like im wearing a rabbit
Fuckin on your bitch and i think that she likes it


fucking up this shit, ima crash, im the pilot
always do my best, then i fail, thats how life is
wish i could remember all the shit that i might miss
lost up in my mind now i be sitting here in silence

in this world man dont wanna be there
i just cope with it, but its not fair
i dont feel no change in the air
im not safe here, not anywhere

im stuck here tryna get out now
i tried hard but then i found out
they locked me up, and im down now
i used to smile but i frown now

i used to swim but i drown now
i used to sing but i bow out
i used to care what they said of me
but now i dont give a shit, thats how its supposed to be

i think im just lost in this dimension
i think ill panic at the slightest mention
of who i am and if i learned any lessons
dont make me think back, it just got me messed up

Wrong Dimension (feat. HKFiftyOne)

lyrics:
i dont know whats real anymore and i dont know if i care
and i know i dont mean nothing, im just silence in the air
while i lay and sleep and im thankful that youre there
while you ebb and flow like the tide at which i stare

i keep getting lost in my dreams
i panic and choke and i break at the seams
i need to speak up, i got no mouth to scream
i got tape on my lips, i got nails through my teeth

and they got your hands tied while they put me to sleep
i just want to wake up but im up already
so ill go back to sleep in the hope that i dream
im finally safe, in the morning we'll see

used to sleep on the floor, stare the ceiling on my back
im a fiend for the chores thatll get me back on track
its a blur, now im here, got no money left to stack
im a lonely bedroom person, man thank god i lost my mac-9

fuck you mean? im just me, for the last time
let me be, in the depths got a landmine
if you keep adding weight, its a landslide
im not here, im a ghost, man what am i

every night im drowning in the trap that i have made
pinned down to the floor its like a vat of melted brain
better call me Jigsaw way i engineer this pain
but its all just toward myself im strapping up and taking aim

im tying my hands, im priming the gears
the door is locked shut, im facing my fears
a bag on my head, i can only hear
the sound of myself, the scream in my ear

the smell of the corpses, my previous lives
my body's a vessel, get drained everytime
i ran out of blood, im getting dry
my enemy is me inside

Reverse John Kramer

reverse john kramer (prod midnightblueeyes)

Lyrics:
Let me introduce myself
I am a shell of what I was when I knew myself
And I thought I could escape from all the pain I felt
But the devil left me here, there was no room in hell

I wander down this path, don't know where am at
Everything is scary here, but now I'm scary back
Don't want you to see me fall apart my bones will snap
Under all the weight of knowing there's no going back

The movies lied, I thought I'd be numb
On the other side, but now I feel dumb
'Cause pardon me, if this comes off blunt
But my skin's falling off, I've been dead for a month

But,,

I still feel but I wish that I didn't
Heart gone black, haven't lived in a minute
I know it's how things go, decompose 'til I'm pitted
I'm just another hollow shell, but I know that you get it

I'm the walking dead, so I'll spill my guts
I'll just stay and rot, I don't give a fuck
I just wanted to die, but it's just my luck
When I wanted to leave, but I just got stuck

The minutes turn to hours, and then it's been days
Fester in my bed, while my heart decays
Take it out my chest and set that shit ablaze
It's alright I didn't use it anyway

I want to be left by the creekside
Six feet deep, three wide, and I'll be fine
When my body rests, will my soul fly?
Guess I'll never know, 'til I leave mine

The movies lied, I thought I'd be numb
On the other side, but now I feel dumb
'Cause pardon me, if this comes off blunt
But my skin's falling off, I've been dead for a month

But,,

I still feel but I wish that I didn't
Heart gone black, haven't lived in a minute
I know it's how things go, decompose 'til I'm pitted
I'm just another hollow shell, but I know that you get it


Corpse (I Still Feel But I Wish That I Didn't) (prod. dotbeats)

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[+ lyrics]

heartbeat.

heartbeat. (+music video)

lyrics:

do you remember that one day out at the beach
we kept hopping bars and stared drunk at the sea
you jumped in my arms and now i guarantee
the sand just reminds me what we used to be

im getting ahead of myself run it back
the first time we met, had a panic attack
you're so beautiful and im getting off track
the moments we shared, know i cant get it back

can't get it back

it tears me apart, just promise you're safe
each night, it still breaks my heart
i don't even know you, how'd you get this way

i can't protect you, you're no longer mine
i just watch from a distance and wish i would die
but i know youre too busy to be in that vibe
while you swipe through your options and leave for the night

i know you said that you're back to your old self
you said youre heartless, i know youre not doing well either
but i pray like every night for your well being
hope you find the light, i know it's hard, when your hearts bleeding

i know its hard when your hearts bleeding
i know its hard 'cause my hearts bleeding
i know its hard when your hearts bleeding
i know its hard and my hearts bleeding

bleed, and bleed
bleed, and bleed
bleed, and bleed

i have to let you go
i have to let you go
i have to let you go
i have to let you go
i have to let you go
i have to let you go
i have to let you go
i have to let you go
i have to let you go
i have to let you go
i have to let you go
i have to let you go
i have to let you go

Knew You Were Leaving I'm Just Glad I Got To Share It All With You

KnewYouWereLeavingImJustGladIGotToShareItAllWithYou

sometimes i feel like a ghost in a crowd
its purgatory and i wont make it out
im not alive and i dont really know how
i got no voice youll never hear if i shout

i know im dead to you, but i got unfinished business that i gotta do like
tell you that i love you still,
even if i never made enough to pay the bills

im working hard in death
got so much on my plate i never catch my breath
i swear it helps to know that im already dead

sometimes i feel like im a ghost

like im dead, like my coffin is my bed
i want to finally rest, but your voice is in my head
ive haunted this whole town, but im still left feeling down
youre the only one i want
i cant have you, i cant touch you,
im a ghost

i know you wont look my way
its done this time i know itll stay
each day act my part in the play
i know youre gonna say, that i just need to pray

i need to find something that makes me feel magic
i guess thats weed and alcohol makes me manic
i try to be okay now but its too tragic

sometimes i feel like im a ghost

like im dead, like my coffin is my bed
i want to finally rest, but your voice is in my head
ive haunted this whole town, but im still left feeling down
youre the only one i want
i cant have you, i cant touch you,
im a 
ghost

Ghost (Unplugged)

ghost (unplugged version)

this is the story of a boy who knew too much
so the world was always gray, and he had no sense of touch
and he kept himself real safe inside the confines of his bed
but he was not alone, hearing all the words been said

all my friends are the demons in my head
and we always have a talk every time i go to bed
but i don't think they're my favorite, they just wanna rub it in
that you're probably gone forever, but i should not give a shit 'cause

that's life, but i really wish it ain't
'cause like everytime i panic, i can't breath and then i faint
but it's probably 'cause i never eat enough, now i'm drained
i just got no appetite since you split, i'm detained

this is the story of a girl who felt too much
she just wanted to be held, but she rarely felt a touch
and the distance always broke her, the connection turned to rust
so now she's somewhere out there, and there's no one that i trust

with her

this is the story of a boy who's now grown up
he spends his time alone, he minds his business, makes some bucks
he knows he has to stay here even when he feels it tug
there's nothing on the other side, it's all the same but just more fucked

The Story

the story

i think i hate everything that i ever loved
now that the fire snuffed
baby im packing up boxes of things that you gave me
and things that im running from

but "baby" ain't "baby" no more
cause im out on my own and im feeling numb
turn it up loud on my speakers
and lay on the floor 'til i feel the drums

i cannot drink, i cannot smoke
the blood from ym vomit keep burning my throat
im tryna get by but my heart beating slow
and if i ever left i know no one would know

sometimes i find myself grabbing my phone
every time that i be way too alone
but then i just drop it cause im at the bottom already
no point now in making it known

its all gonna be okay real soon
real soon

i feel abandoned, cause im a burden
maybe im fucked up, i know that for certain
got a life sentence now this is the verdict
death penalty, to the void im returning
im hoping to God that i dont end up burning
im doing my best but im just really hurting
i just need a break for a sec now im cursing
i scream at myself with these insults im hurling

im losing myself, im losing my brains
im losing the lifeforce that course through my veins
feel like my body is wrapped up in chains
tape on my mouth so they think im okay

dont even know who i am in this verse
i feel too much, now im blessed with a curse
its just like a nightmare but way fucking worse
and the only way out is the back of a hearse

sinking

LYRICS 


S3 

By the way I am 
I can tell that you're not 
I can tell that you're mad 
I can tell that you're not 
I can tell you ain't right 
don't worry about me all the time 
I can't tell you're not alright 



HK

Wont you tell me what is now, cause I gave up
dont give a shit now cause im based up
but thats a lie cause i give a fuck
i just cant show it when i get my bucks

im ruthless, im cold as fuck
im dead inside, im feeling stuck
everytime you gone, got my Rugar tuck
need it just in case when i push my luck

everytime you gone, im not staying safe
but i pray for you in His saving grace
know its been a while, hope you been okay
know its not the same, and i know we changed


S3 & HK 

i know you stay in your own lane
you dont check on me, and i do the same
like every day, it's not worth the pain
if we ever got back, won't be the same

Pick myself back up 
just gotta keep on pushing through 
when everything is fucked
know I'ma do this I'ma be alright 
I'ma be fine 

Changed (Ft HkFiftyOne) prod. Paxor

prod. caves x hero

Lyrics:

[hero]

ah
and i cannot lose what we've got
i'm clinging to threads weaning off
my body and mind start to rot
guess i'll claw out the ground through the rocks
9 years i don't know what we are
i just know i liked what we were
i'm racing you there to the top
in search of all reason there was

[NAVYXOWER]

i cried
while leaving
and now 
im leaking 
my blood out the needle that you left
im so tired of lying to myself and my friends
floating on a cloud
it felt like i was dying when you walked out the house
i made it my mission to keep you 
but i lost it
my anxiety is running like a faucet

hold
my hand
as we walk 
through the open end
of the world
i hope to see you again
when its over ill dream of you my friend
cutting it close
really dont know what to think about it
my body and heart
were going out i feel it happening
what is it worth
continuing life
without you here next to me
ill meet you there 
in the end of it all i cant believe this is happening

[hero]

ah
and i cannot lose what we've got
i'm clinging to threads weaning off
my body and mind start to rot
guess i'll claw out the ground through the rocks
9 years i don't know what we are
i just know i liked what we were
i'm racing you there to the top
in search of all reason there was

and maybe i never will find it
and maybe i never should want to
maybe i miss all the writing
but maybe i'm just missing you

~

AND I CANNOT LOSE WHAT WE'VE GOT
I'M CLINGING TO THREADS WEANING OFF
MY BODY AND MIND START TO ROT
IN SEARCH OF ALL THE REASON THERE WAS

irreplaceable (ft. navyxower)

https://soundcloud.com/daystowaste

Lyrics:
Water drops down my face,
Yea its cold in the rain,
Want you to scream out my name,
Only then will i feel okay,

Water drops down my face,
Looking at you its not the same,
Hoping one day ill be saved,
Cause tonight i'm digging my grave,

Digging my grave,
Hoping to hide away,
Cause my paranoia is getting in my way,

I'm Awake in the darkest room,
Yea i need help come through,
Save me before i get consumed,
My end is coming soon,

Suicidal tendencies coming back,
Thoughts repeating now i've lost track,
Need guidance from someone safe,
Cause without them i'm forever in this maze,

Water drops down my face,
Yea its cold in the rain,
Want you to scream out my name,
Only then will i feel okay,

Water drops down my face,
Looking at you its not the same,
Hoping one day ill be saved,
Cause tonight i'm digging my grave,

Days To Waste:
Water drops down my face
2016 going, clogging up my headspace
I cant survive on my own I've accepted
You push me away, as I pull on your necklace
Holding back the pain
Work another graveyard
Sleep all day 
Gotta make it up somehow
Someway
Just kick me to the side
And watch me fade

Jacky B:
Water drops down my face,
Yea its cold in the rain,
Want you to scream out my name,
Only then will i feel okay,

Water drops down my face,
Looking at you its not the same,
Hoping one day ill be saved,
Cause tonight i'm digging my grave,

Water Drops (Feat. Days To Waste) (Prod. Kevin Peterson)

Jacky B

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