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bastard - scriptures

@sickboi

(Lyrics)

Your grave is bedded with flowers
And on the rainy days
I feel like a coward
‘Cus I’m so scared of showing up
Unaware what I brought wasn’t enough
Your skin would tear
You’re nothing left but dust
And it’s unfair
To see just what we’ve become

Oh, oh
Your grave is flowerbedded
Oh, oh
God told me “don’t be jealous”
Oh, oh
Your grave is flowerbedded
Oh, oh
God told me “don’t be jealous”

flowerbed

ur so dirty ft s1xft prod. dead.yami

prod sickboi


Its so hard to change
I hear you call my name
but it aint the same

Running miles in my head
my phone was dead but you think i ignored the call
this is all i have left
im losing strength on my knees falling at the door
in your eyes looking see through
Im the one i don’t care i don’t need you
paint a lie so pretty you should hang it up
and i just wanna feel enough


Bloody shoes these aint margielas
devil in the dress i should know better
these flaws cause me stress i dont care about whos next
and im never gonna stop until i see 100ms


Its so hard to change
I hear you call my name
but it aint the same

Running miles in my head
my phone was dead but you think i ignored the call
this is all i have left
im losing strength on my knees falling at the door


i had to get up i had to get up
really dont know what i see anymore
rose tinted glasses
all left on the floor

spotify

call my name

Prod by sickboi

new teeth 
i know you can’t stay 
but do you gotta go?
i- got some toothaches cuz i just gotta grow 
i been feeling this way 
i’m wishing you would call
oh maybe things’ll change 
and we can just talk abt it 

cross my tee’s and dot my i’s
im not waking up till i feel alright 
and i know ur lost 
and so am i 
no need to wait on up 
i’m gonna be just fine yeah 

are you really gone no i don’t blame you 
i think that we should talk 
but its at your pace 
and we’re trying hard to cope 
cuz it ain’t the same 
oh baby i would risk it all 
no matter what it takes now  

ive been so blind 
it took to long to realize 
that you’ve been tongue tied 
was too busy talking about all my own shit 

can we just talk 
take the time and rewind it 
to those summer nights 
yeah this fall feels like dying 
it’s not just the leaves 
and i can’t stop the crying 
oh no don’t take it out 
on who i care about 

cross my tee’s and dot my i’s
im not waking up till i feel alright 
and i know ur lost 
and so am i 
no need to wait on up 
i’m gonna be just fine yeah 

oh i’ll be fine but it’ll take a minute 
i know we need our time 
although it feels so different 

i wanna close my eyes 
so i can look at your face 
hope i don’t wake up now 

can we just talk 
take the time and rewind it 
to those summer nights 
yeah this fall feels like dying 
it’s not just the leaves 
and i can’t stop the crying 
oh no don’t take it out 
on who i care about 


this weight on my chest i’ve been dying to tell you
bout all my regrets 
no this time i won’t act out 
yeah im in my head 
not depressed 
thinking clear now
just one chance baby wanna hear ur side

fall ft akari amara

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