this shit so good ghost, good to see ure still kickin

hard to compete w all the great versions out there. pretty cool song. saving it!

literally just found your account and i'm really loving all your stuff, your voice is really cool

3am incelcore and indieRock

loser

https://youtu.be/dom05zPuai4 link to the youtube video were I originally got it from

Negative Xp - you're my stain (scrapped gamer 3 song)

school shooter - running over protesters with my car (Extended)

enjoy :)  thank u dedcat for the cover art check em out!
https://on.soundcloud.com/VH6TV

[Intro]
O-o-o-O-oo-0-o
O-0-o-OO-o-o

[Verse]
I wish you wouldn't ignore me
I texted you last morning
You said you’d call me early
You said you’d call me early
I thought you didn't like parties
Apparently now you’re changing
I hope you don't exchange me
I hope you don't exchange me
You're so cute maybe
We could still start dating
You said you'd think about it
I doubt you think about it
I don't wanna die alone
Can you just pick up the phone
I'm so in love with you
I'm so in love with you
[Verse]
I wish you wouldn't ignore me
I texted you last morning
You said you’d call me early
You said you’d call me early
I thought you didn't like parties
Apparently now you’re changing
I hope you don't exchange me
I hope you don't exchange me
You're so cute maybe
We could still start dating
You said you'd think about it
I doubt you think about it
I don't wanna die alone
Can you just pick up the phone
I'm so in love with you
I'm so in love with you

Beta Orbiter (XO_WILLOW cover)

Killing Myself And Everyone I Know - NOKILAM

#techclub
lyrics:

suicide, i'll find my way
i'm just praying for no more days
leave me here
and maybe leave me to waste
you could leave me rotting in my dying days
leave me rotting, starving in my room
no one could be here, i fear i'm doomed
my feelings are strong
my feelings of apathy are great
it feels so visceral
think ima need to share the pain

oooo
oooo

murdermind, i'm filled with pain
i'm just kneeling there pistol to my brain
leave me there
please leave me to waste
leave me rotting in my dying days
leave me rotting, starving in my room
no one could save me, i fear i'm doomed
i fear i'm dooooomed

rotting (starving in my room)

If you stuck around a little bit longer
I would’ve made songs in your honour 
If you heard my songs one day
You would hear the way you laid me to waste
All I sing about is what you left me with
Don’t even know if you give a shit
so I’ll just waste away, think of you as I 

(Chorus)
lay
as i waste away as i lay as I waste away

If you didnt go away so soon, I wouldve made lyrics about you, i guess i still do
all this is old news
All I know about you is that I dont know you
I guess its my fault for ever trusting you
so I’ll just waste away, think of you as I

(Chorus)
lay
as i waste away as i lay as I waste away

I’ll waste away for you 
you and only you 
why did you go so soon 
I just wanted you to love me too

As I Waste Away

I wont change, I wont change at all
I fucking hate my voice, thats why i hate calls
My life sucks, I feel bad, And im barely a man
So i make shitty songs, shit music with fake drums

Woooohoooo I am so fucked up
Woooohoooo Im tired of trying
Woooohoooo Nothings new, nothings fine
Woooohoooo Fuck my fucking fakecel life

No games, no life, No music I die
Too much to see, I was born with no eyes
Im not a weird guy, I used to have dreams
I have no mouth and i must scream

faekcelcore (old version)

24 hours a day on the screen
i can tell something is wrong with me
i dont know why i feel this way
i might be so retarded
there is something completely wrong with me
ive been thinking so fucking strangely
and there is no way out of this
i really fucking hate this

video games made me violent
video games made me violent
video games made me violent
video games made me violent
video games
 fucked up my brain 
video games
 fucked up my brain 
video games
i am rotting away
video games turned me violent

its another day and i still feel
so damn angry at this cruel world
wish there was something that i could do
to get rid of this anger
wasting my time away every single day
shooting people is now really fun
and now i start to think they were right
video games me violent

video games made me violent
video games made me violent
video games made me violent
video games made me violent
video games
 fucked up my brain 
video games
 fucked up my brain 
video games
i am rotting away
video games turned me violent

video games cause violence

check out da official mv https://youtu.be/wyPCFTqI0sU

im done with emotions, they get in the way
fucking up my brain, get rid of the pain
im done with everything
i dont care anymore, i dont care if it hurts
this lifes a fucking chore

so pointless
to give a shit
im done caring
cause its only brought me hurt

i wish i could go back to being normal
i didnt have a choice in it at all
wish i didnt withdraw
my emotions
my emotions

i regret all it, its too late too quit
too late to change, just cry and whine
i miss the time, i felt something
i miss the time, when everything was right

so pointless
to give a shit
im done caring
cause its only brought me hurt

apathy, cant feel a thing
apathy, cant feel a thing
apathy, dont want to feel anything
dont want to feel anything

apathy

Stubbly face and sunken eyes
Always looks like I just cried
Disheveled hair and no friends
My life needs to begin 
But I can’t socialize
Scared of my peers in life
I hope that I start to try 

So subhuman I cant take this 
I think I’m fucking autistic 
Maybe I should just end it 
I’m starting to fucking lose it 

Messy hair and pale skin 
I slept past noon again 
I really need a spark
My life is stuck in park
But there’s nothing to do
Stay cooped up in my room 
It’s like I’m waiting to die 

So subhuman I cant take this 
I think I’m fucking autistic 
Maybe I should just end it 
I’m starting to fucking lose it

Subhuman

Losing sense of time
I feel like I'm losing my mind
I just wanna hide
Until the day I die

Nothing feels real
My home's a mess
I find it really hard
To care for

Frail weak body
At the brink of death
And a soul impoverished
Of all hope

When you left me
And you said goodbye
I didn't even know what to say
Ever since then I've tried to make it work
But it's a stupid waste of time

If this is all
There is to life
Well I don't want to
Live life anymore

Living with trauma
From way before
I never ever
Seem to forget

If Jesus loves me
And God is real
Then why have I been forsaken?

"Princes, pray to God that soon
He may bestow upon me death
If He does not wish by other means
To remedy the ill in which I languish"

When you left me
And you said goodbye
I didn't even know what to say
Ever since then I've tried to make it work
But it's a stupid waste of time

LOSING MY MIND

i feel like i'm so fucking slow
i'm always just lying in my bed
everything just fucking blows
i think i am damaged in the head

i'm so slow, i just lag behind in everything
i need to break this habit of procrastination

there's nothing i wanna do
more than be with you
you make me feel
like i am fast

i worry about my future
is this the way i will always be?
nobody knows what's wrong with me
sometimes i fear i have low t

i have no friends cuz i forgot how to stay in touch
i don't talk much, never really felt at home

but there's nothing that i want to do
more than be with you
you make me feel
like i am fast

i'm so slow, i just neglect every single thing
i need to break this habit of mental masturbation

and there's nothing that i wanna do
more than be with you
you make me feel
like i am fast

Slow

Just Hear Me Out

i lay awake at night
'cause i don't feel alright
i'm not gonna get any better
not now, not fucking ever
so i curl up into a ball
try to forget who i am at all
then i'll just stare at my bedroom wall

3 am and i'm sad again
i just want this pain to come to an end

tears start to fill my eyes
no one is here to see me cry
oh why do i deserve this?
i feel so fucking worthless
nobody lies by my side
can't see the hell i try to hide
as i sleep inside my cell i dream of suicide

Beta Orbiter (XO_WILLOW cover)

NotOkGhost

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