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wasd

Songs to cry yourself to sleep

fun chords.!

Calm!

fantasize

spoti: https://open.spotify.com/track/3yZueO8TUXxGNettYqIRKw?si=ea2af00ec1e94b2c

where do we go when we fall in love w/ zebatin and fallen oceans

@kggn
@recyclexbin
@curtainss

[blx]
i been restless
tell me what you’re doing down in texas 
every time you call my name it leaves me breathless 
wanna go i’ll put your name up on the guest list
down in texas 
she’s down in texas 
ur down in texas
I’ll put u on the guest list

I don’t wanna look at you right now 
i don’t wanna talk to you right now
How can you smile at me right now ugh
Look at my face girl turn around
why do you yell at me so loud
Do you want me here around or not

ur gonna play me then tell all ur frnds about it
and u know what I ain’t even mad about it
hop on a jet and forget about it
and u messed with the team now ur lookin so stupid
7 and lastplace and helix stay suited 
Joined the vc and you just went muted 
Went offline like you just got booted

[ku]
i dont wna talk bout that shit how u lied2 my face
talkin bout it im impatient
i dont want u in my station
hop onnat plane i aint playin
im in newyork im js waitin
4u
2come 2ur senses
and i cant handle the constant offenses
yr up in texas im on my defenses
u say u luv me ur constant pretendin
idk wat to do when im steady on these fences bout u

texas ft. kuru (recyclebin x curtains)

GABRIEL

ANGOSTURA

UNDERSTAND

original cover by: @plnetgirl & @kameko

and i'm so scared of getting used to this,
all the vines that keep you tethered in your room,
but someday, both of us are leaving here,
but for now, i'll just bring the sea to you.

an ancient wisdom.

original composition by porter robinson

everything goes on (ft. planet girl and kameko)

"hanging by a thread"

produced by elavy

lyrics:

I've been tryna change my ways, not lose my faith
if I don't take the step, then I'll just stay the same
staring at a screen to get through night and day
it's hard to keep my confidence in fucking place
i know you wonder where I've been and why I left so long
a place that's stuck in time and clocks are wrong
the sun don't shine and birds don't sing along
upside down and nothing's where it belongs

self destruct or fix me up?
do I tear the seams or stitch em up?
if I cut the thread, I'm close enough to the edge to end what I've begun but I can never do that

maybe I'm clueless
ignorant to what the truth is
can't run or hide, baby, it's useless
I know that I've been playing stupid
I gotta save myself
for me and for no one else
before I decay or melt
or wither away in hell
tired of acting like it's fine
wish I could speak my fucking mind
when I'm here, my tongue is tied
when I'm there, I'm free to fly

I need to get away from here 
Ignore all my biggest fears
feel the sounds ring through my ears

cause I know you wonder
where I've been and why I left so long
a place that's stuck in time and clocks are wrong
the sun don't shine and birds don't sing along
upside down and nothing's where it belongs

self destruct or fix me up?
do I tear the seams or stitch em up?
If I cut the thread, I'm close enough to the edge to end what I've begun but I can never do that

self destruct

01. figaro
02. 97

vox: mf doom - figaro; meek mill - hot 97 freestyle

figaro // 97

tracklist:
01. tenderful (ft. @heyimbdubs) [0:00]
02. snowfall [0:54]
03. fireplace (ft. @pockets_beats) [1:50]
04. presents [3:01]
05. solstice (ft. @heyimbdubs) [3:57]

via autumn theory records

Spotify

tender [EP]

01. snowflakes
02. souls (bonus track)

via lofi jazz records

snowflakes

snowflakes // souls

and i'm so scared of getting used to this
all the vines that keep you tethered in your room
but someday both of us are leaving here
but for now, i'll just bring the sea to you

(will you meet me in the daylight?)

happy valentines day

will you meet me in the daylight?

follow me on Spotify 
spotify:album:4GMuGVLM067LdE5sg7Sm1H 
inspired by
https://soundcloud.com/lamp-japan
二十歳の恋

Download

Kyoto. (Now on Spotify)

01. last forever
02. saturn

savannah brown makes good videos

last forever // saturn

Justin Bieber - Sorry (Aso Remix)


With the Help of https://soundcloud.com/wardwills

S a m p l e  P a c k

i'm yours <3

still aliveeeee :(

This album is not monetized by me nor is it mine. All of the artist's work is linked below. All credit goes to the owners.
Youtube Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DYcUt0DGK6w&t=1271s
Josh A's soc:
SPOTIFY: open.spotify.com/artist/2rWCIhENZ…nASaCV8CdQkH3qcg
INSTAGRAM: instagram.com/officialjosha
TWITTER: twitter.com/officialjosha
YOUTUBE: www.youtube.com/channel/UChjW_gdgSDMmfoyeyeveKvw

Josh A - Suicide Benz

thank you for everything <3
i hope you enjoy this is much as i do

guitar: @jude18

lyrics:

oh fuck i'm drunk went and did it again
i cut my ties guess i'm losin a friend
i'm stuck your lies makes it harder to mend
my heart self harm makes it easy to pen

i'm not the monster i get painted as
but i bite her neck like i'm a maniac
i love when she screams, when she cuts me i bleed
i get high as the stars, then i fall like the leaves

my minds gone bad yo whats the date
my hearts so cold bet a few could relate
now i'm fucked in the brain, now i'm fucked in the tub
i'm fucked so often i'm prolly up on the hub

i'm prolly out of my luck, i'm prolly stupid as fuck
cause every time that she hit me i feel adrenaline rush
i feel my energy thrust, its like i like being hurt
i feel the knife in my gut, i think i'm cryin too much

i've been playin to much, 
one minute you hate me and the next you wan fuck
just look at my love, yeah look at it goes
every time i'm up it seems like you want me more

and that sucks my heart's inside my lungs
i hit my plug he fill me up
i don't want nothin but your love
you hit me up and said we done

oh no oh god what have i done
become all the things that i've been runnin from
i thought we were done talkin shit, were above that
but words turn to fists its becoming a  blood bath

but i'm drunk so i run back, if you call me an asshole
i don't have a comeback, i'm not just an asshole
i know that you know that, you're craving my soul but i already sold that

i'm bravin the cold, you already know that i hate this
fuck love i wanna be famous, at least i can't be shameless and
spend all my time gettin wasted, but that's you wanted right
i don't wanna hang on right, i'm on my own tonight
you make me wanna die, i'll let you kill me some other time

oh fuck i'm drunk went and did it again
i cut my ties guess i'm losin a friend
i'm stuck your lies makes it harder to mend
my heart self harm makes it easy to pen

i'm not the monster i get painted as
but i bite her neck like i'm a maniac
i love when she screams, when she cuts me i bleed
i get high as the stars, then i fall like the leaves

my minds gone bad yo whats the date
my hearts so cold bet a few could relate
now i'm fucked in the brain, now i'm fucked in the tub
i'm fucked so often i'm prolly up on the hub

i'm prolly out of my luck, i'm prolly stupid as fuck
cause every time that she hit me i feel adrenaline rush
i feel my energy thrust, its like i like being hurt
i feel the knife in my gut, i think i'm cryin too much

cryin too much w/ koi & lil xtra

lyrics:

is that ur new man looking like a lineback (er)
i don’t really know how i feel n i don’t like that 
i just post in the crib blowing smoke fat
i just rather kick it w my cat 

baby imma get my racks up 
walk fast roll my rafs up 
give a fuck what u think 
n i laugh huh 
u know i don’t wanna link 
it’s a fact yuh
i just don’t care 
u don’t care what i’m saying

it gets dark in the basement 
i just wanna get away from u 
but i became it 
falling face first on the pavement 
i don’t even know if i can take it 
take it 

u just mad we ain’t fucking 
i know that i’m nothing
but how i makin racks on this shit while u judging 
i been on this new shit bussin
i feel like a heron russian 

i just want love i can’t have it
imma smoke till i drop
it’s a bad habit
pull up in my city w a bad bitch
now she pulling on the moncler jacket 

tell me why
u gon make me cry
i don’t wanna fight
imma lose myself in the night
need a new life
u don’t like
looking at my eyes 
yeah it’s fucking fine 
why’d i ever tell u ur divine
it’s a fucking lie 

all i ever got from u were lessons 
how to deal with my depression 
how to find someone who wants my love and not possessions 

ya what’s up with that 
ya what’s up with that 
ya what’s up with that 
what the fuck is up with that 
always got ur name in a bad tat 
wow i’m dumb kid
imma chase a dumb bag 

it gets dark in the basement 
i just wanna get away from u 
but i became it 
falling face first on the pavement 
i don’t even know if i can take it 
take it 

u just mad we ain’t fucking 
i know that i’m nothing
but how i makin racks on this shit while u judging 
i been on this new shit 
bussin
i feel like a heron 
russian

bad habits

SPOTIFY + APPLE

nowhere left to go

drunk

(simulacra & simulated relationships)

lyrics;
i'm waiting here for you but you had your way with me i know
i cannot ignore you when you look away from me it’s so cold  
i’m waiting here can’t you give me one more chance i know
i waited way too long and i think i sold my fuckin soul    

my soul
my hoe
i don't wanna let you go
my hoe i sold my soul but i shoulda never let you go

gold on my wrist gold on my tooth yeh yeh
watch me compare another bad bitch to you yeh yeh
spent all my money puttin diamonds in the roof yea yea
but you still hit me with that shitty attitude yea yea
wasted i’m out of pocket yeah
cuz i found a pill i popped it yea
the plug hit me up i’m coppin 
she hate me but i can’t stop it yeah

i'm waiting here for you but you had your way with me i know
i cannot ignore you when you look away from me it’s so cold  
i’m waiting here can’t you give me one more chance i know
i waited way too long and i think i sold my fuckin soul

my soul
my hoe
i don't wanna let you go
my hoe i sold my soul but i shoulda never let you go

i never shoulda let you go (x8)
(I'm out of patience, i hate that you hate it
it's so overrated, this game we call love)

i'm waiting here for you but you had your way with me i know
i cannot ignore you when you look away from me it’s so cold  
i’m waiting here can’t you give me one more chance i know
i waited way too long and i think i sold my fuckin soul    

my soul
my hoe
i don't wanna let you go
my hoe i sold my soul but i shoulda never let you go
(I'm out of patience, i hate that you hate it
it's so overrated, this game we call love)

Rent-A-Girlfriend

lol fuck u

this also a single off my album lol

art by @n9kki

production: coleslau @coleslau & ria @ria_chuelo
mixing & mastering: me

instagram: instagram.com/avit69
youtube: youtube.com/c/avit69
streaming platforms: fanlink.to/AViT69

lyrics:

[hook]
she said: “baby, i don’t like to waste no time”
well shawty ion ‘member asking you a single time
you’re always fucking stuck up, yeah i see right through your lies
girl look me in my eyes and ask me if i seem alright?
yeah, you always rushing into shit
you never know when to fucking quit
i hate how you run around my head
but baby i love how you pretend

[verse]
yeah you’re fake as hell to me
i wish your face just went away
rude, i know
but you’re so cold
i’m sick of falling for your games
by the end of this, ik you’ll play it off
tellin all ur friends: “it’s cool, the issue’s gone”
but we both know that’s far from true

[breakdown]
laugh all u want
idc
prefer to be blunt
think that’s fair
and you wonder why
you got no reply
u don’t deserve my attention

don’t even try
it’s not worth it
just say goodbye
yeah you won’t be missed

[bridge]
yeah you won’t be missed x2
i can’t believe i let you waste my time
everything u did, still do not know why
after what u said to me x2

[hook]

stream <3

stuck-up (coleslau + ria)

prod by. @kadowav
Instagram: @seon_47
@lilxtraatl

SEON
Depressions hitting 
It’s getting worst and I can’t seem to listen 
To the voice inside my that head tell me I can make a difference 
Cause I’m stuck inside the ones that tell me I should not be living 
Well It’s hard to see the beauty when I’m caught in tunnel vision 

do I like to feel this way 
It’s like I’m searching for the pain 
Cause I know if I wanna change 
Then it would have to start today 

But I’m lazy and I’d rather waste my time inside my bed 
I’m Contemplating over words that I just wish I never said 
And All the texts that I would send her that I wish you never read 
Cause I’d be lying if I told you that I wish I wasn’t dead 

All I gots a little hope 
That ones day I won’t be alone 
And that the pain will fade and go 
But how am I supposed to know 

Because there’s nothing in this life that is a promise 
I really hope if I would grab the rope then somebody would stop it 

Lil Xtra 
Head in the clouds 
Sun in my Eyes 
Done looking  back 
That’s a waste of my time 
I want to feel home
Everything is alright 
I’ll be Filling this hole 
For the rest of my life 
Let me go back 
To when I was young 
Before I knew Shame for the things that I’ve done  
Heart on my sleeve 
Feeling my words 
Try to hold on 
It could always be worse 
Please don’t get worse 

I left a message on your phone I really hope that you reply 
I know for you it’s not important 
But for me it’s do or die
I wonder why I’m in this place
Why you’d tell me to my face 
That I’m the cause of all your problems and I’m taking up your space
Or how you air that you breath 
Was not created for me 
I’ve got some problems now you watching while I ruin everything 
I’ve got a question 
How I never seem to learn my lesson 
How I never  grasp the point 
Only grab the Smith and Wesson
 
I keep a thousand yard stare and it’s 
Apparent that my family named perished i’m a fucking embarrassment
When a single good day is an event it’s like a miracle 
I’m  getting off cymbalta now and starting on the seroquil
But honestly that I need a little space to breath 
A way to clear my mind And learn to live with my deficiencies 
A shame I turn to substances to cope I know it’s rough to see 
A life devoid of purpose filled with pain is not enough for me 
 






SEON
But I’ll be stuck with my mistakes
I wear my heart up on my sleeve  
So everybody could just see 
Where I’ve been cut and left to bleed 

All the scars and open wounds 
That I’ve been trying hard to heal 
Like all the memories of us that I just wish someone would steal

My insecurities are bound to get the best me 
But maybe when I will be dead then I will finnaly rest in peace 
Cause lately i can’t seem to ever find a way fall asleep 
The Nightmares running through my head but I don’t think I even dream 

Afraid of who I was knowing that he never far behind
Creep lll into mind and tell me i will never be alright 
There no way I can find someone to ever fill me up inside 
I’m broken losing hope you don’t see my life a living lie 

The smiles on my face 
And All the words that I will say
To make them finnaly go away 
I even said I’m doing great 

I know you know it isn’t true 
You see what I been going through
It is never shocking news 
When I will play this song to you

Lil Xtra
Head in the clouds 
Sun in my Eyes 
Done looking  back 
That’s a waste of my time 
I want to feel home
Everything is alright 
I’ll be Filling this hole 
For the rest of my life 
Let me go back 
To when I was young 
Before I knew Shame for the things that I’ve done  
Heart on my sleeve 
Feeling my words 
Try to hold on 
It could always be worse 
Please don’t get worse

It Could Always Be Worse(ft. Lil Xtra)

always learning

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