the dark gets deeper than oceans ft. skele *dercept+yeezo+aidan han*

daisy chain noose!



eyes bloodshot

ive been crying too much

daisy chain noose- didn't kill me

i feel fucked up

its summer

but i've been feeling colder

no one helped me up when i fell down

im a loner



ive been seeing pretty ghosts again these days

filling me with potions- to keep me awake

i remember i got bullied on the playground

now you tryna pull up in my dms saying "hey now"



wait now!

im not tryna play now

if you tryna hop on me, then stay down

go back to the circus, look like a clown

i rose to the surface, ma looks so proud



eyes bloodshot

ive been crying too much

daisy chain noose- didn't kill me

i feel fucked up

its summer

but i've been feeling colder

no one helped me up when i fell down

im a loner



choking-

on my own breath

i feel so sick

struggles-

i been having 

helped me write this



choking-

on my own breath

think i like it

struggles-

i been having

i think i like this



i've tried practicing sobriety

i guess

2nd week-

my anxiety- kicks in

light a spliff and i take another hit

oh shit

my anxiety kicked in



eyes bloodshot

ive been crying too much

daisy chain noose- didn't kill me

i feel fucked up

its summer

but i've been feeling colder

no one helped me up when i fell down

im a loner

daisy chain noose! (prod. sorrow bringer)

you were terrible

w/ @youngburial
prod biscuitboi

i thought
it was different 
thinking back
i was good for a minute
you were terrible
i'm unbearable
can't forget but i guess
i gotta let you go

it's embarrasing 
i let you break me
you treated me terrible 
i was giving you everything 
i had left
but it's all that i've come to expect
i'm out of memories
you left me in debt

fats'e:
you left me in debt n now i'm
trying to pick myself back up
i know you're not one to talk shit 
so i'll try to bottle it up
i don't know where we went wrong 
n i don't know what to say 
i don't feel inspiration
so i'll just rot away

unbearable (w/ fats'e)

pullthelever (prod 01kon x xlhc x thrml)

lyrics:
i just lit a fire underneath my feet and i'm not slowing down
i was stuck up on the ceiling, but i found my way back to the ground
you don't know a thing about me
why you acting like you know me now?
you don't know a thing about me
why you acting like you know me now?

i'll be walking on the water, everybody gonna wonder how
i might have poison in my mouth, but in a second i'ma spit it out
you don't know a thing about me
why you acting like you know me now? 
you don't know a thing about me
why you acting like you know me now?

living every day like my last
everything could slip through the cracks
wear a smile, it's just an act
you pretend you know who i am
you hear things said behind my back
i'll defend, but i won't attack
words, they wash away like the sand
tide will take us all in the end

udkatam

prod wisssery feat sendflowrs mastered by jolst <3

Intro:
First time
Alone in my mind
I was quite happy
But I knew you weren’t right

Hex on me baby
Hex on me
Hex on me
Baby put it on me

You were stood there
You were fuming
You were pissed off
You're accusing

That my mind didn’t have you inside
Baby so greedy that she put at hex on me

Hook:

Yuh
This is your downfall
Greed is your downfall
Ill burn in flames
Just to feel something
Your witchcraft is powerful
Put a hex on me x2

sendflowrs verse:

hex on me
“rest on me :)”
when you talk like that you put the stress on me
you protect your peace
so selfishly
and when you talk like that you crash my self esteem

like omg !!!
shut the fuck up are you serious
what makes you even think that i care
i mean i know i was crying
and halfway delirious
high at the top of the stairs
and yeah you’re right i was kicking
and screaming and begging you please let me play with your hair
and now guess what yea i’m drunk and i’m steaming i got a few issues i need to repair, i know

Hook:

Yuh
This is your downfall
Greed is your downfall
Ill burn in flames
Just to feel something
Your witchcraft is powerful
Put a hex on me x2

Outro:

You were stood there
You were fuming
You were pissed off
You're accusing

That my mind didn’t have you inside
Baby so greedy that she put at hex on me

hex on me w/ sendflowrs [wisssery]

stare at the floor

a song about loving who you want to be

My daily routine, is killing me slowly
Looking out the door for something more but it’s lost on me
I get home, pray the world doesn’t know me
Rot runs through the air, freedom in my dreams
With the ears on my head, they don’t understand 
Polly in my eyes, I wish for a second chance
Just go and look behind the screen, my claustrophobia's been getting to me
So popstar angel, hear my call, cause i just want to- (breathe)

i'll be your avatar, god it's killing me 
i wanna be a star
Make me into a bunny!
give me life again, my mask is wearing too thin
and when you came my way i think i found a way out!
i want forever in a flash, think it could save me
i want to be me, unique
i want to be a bunny!
give me life again, my mask is wearing too thin
and when you came my way i think that i can believe in something

If I asked you to reach out to me, tell me just one time
Is it just me, i feel alone when I’m the only one crying
Am i the only one in pain whenever I see my body
are you in the room with me, i think i need to be quiet
Tell me, Polly, am I born from some kind of sin
I’m angel waiting to be born, I want to begin
Will they cry ‘sacrilege’ and hurt me ‘cause i’m not one of them
I show the world my bunny ears, I start my cycle again, cause I said!!


i'll be your avatar, god it's killing me 
i wanna be a star
Make me into a bunny!
give me life again, my mask is wearing too thin
and when you came my way i think i found a way out!
i want forever in a flash, think it could save me
i want to be me, unique
i want to be a bunny!
give me life again, my mask is wearing too thin
and when you came my way i think that i can -

Look in the mirror, and my ears
Aren’t long enough
I don’t belong on this planet, or above
I just wanna hop around, I just wanna hop around
Feels like people want me in the motherfuckin' ground
I wanna be a bunny
It ain’t funny
Why is this my cross to bare
All of this just isn’t fair
Seems like they don’t have a care
So why can’t I just be a hare

bunnies (ft. Pastor's Child)

best of me (prod jay vee)

Prod / Mix / Feat. Anxiety Attacks!
Coprod & Mastered by 93FEETOFSMOKE

Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cEXxHgaypbc

℗ PLZGOAWAY

Lyrics:

(93)
My self confidence 
Sucks
Pepsi shirt from 03
Dirty bills in my jeans
It’s such a common theme
Fuck
Still Locked in like 3 weeks
eyes still glued to the screen 
Want your skin in my teeth
Wanna sink into my sheets 
All black heart on my sleeve  

(AA!)
Don't worry bout me
We'll talk in 3 weeks
through likes on IG
swipe left on the screen
fuck it
But I'm an asshole
yeah you're right
I promised it all
that buildings would fall
that seasons would change
and so would I

(93)
And so will the paint
That runs when it rains
I stare out the window 
And ash on the Pane 
Stare at wet pavement 
Reflecting my face 
Reflecting my age
Reflecting the things
That I buried so long ago
I forgot where I hid them
Dirt has a funny way of taking oath
to turn life into crystal 

My self confidence 
Sucks
Pepsi shirt from 03
Dirty bills in my jeans
It’s such a common theme
Fuck
Still Locked in like 3 weeks
eyes still glued to the screen 
Wanna sink into my sheets

(93 & AA!)
LIPSTICK STAINS
LIKE MY AURA STAY VIOLET

LOOSE LIP SHIPS
LIKE MY FLAG LOPSIDED

CHUMP CHANGE KID
BUT THE LINT STILL BITING

CITY SLICK 
LIL BITCH MISGUIDED
LIPSTICK STAINS
LIKE MY AURA STAY VIOLET

LOOSE LIP SHIPS
LIKE MY FLAG LOPSIDED

CHUMP CHANGE KID
BUT THE LINT STILL BITING

CITY SLICK 
LIL BITCH MISGUIDED

SOFUBI

Self confidence (ft. Anxiety Attacks!) [vid in desc]

this is my life

prod by @trechorboy
cover art by @trechorboy

bright flames 
light faces 
with a warm hue
every town 
burns down
that i pass through
doctor walked in
said that ill probably 
pull through
stared that fucker down 
and told him 
i didn’t want to
i have a confession
all this depression
has made me hate
every being 
in every direction 
i want the worst
i want it done
i wish that covid 19
took out everyone

the seasons change 
& its getting colder
my mind is the same
but im getting older
piece of shit 
20 something
low life bitch
if i was incarcerated
i would prolly snitch
i had a dream 
last night
where everything
was just alright
i woke up
in regret
that my life 
hadn’t ended
all quite yet

bright flames 
light faces 
with a warm hue
every town 
burns down
that i pass through
doctor walked in
said that ill probably 
pull through
stared that fucker down 
and told him 
i didn’t want to
i have a confession
all this depression
has made me hate
every being 
in every direction 
i want the worst
i want it done
i wish that covid 19
took out everyone

daisy chain noose! (prod. sorrow bringer)

nova garden