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Went looking for depression, found gold depression ❤️

This shit stillll vibessssssss I remember back a couple years hearing this and i still get chillsssss.

remember listening to this 2 years ago, good song

the dark gets deeper than oceans ft. skele *dercept+yeezo+aidan han*

daisy chain noose!



eyes bloodshot

ive been crying too much

daisy chain noose- didn't kill me

i feel fucked up

its summer

but i've been feeling colder

no one helped me up when i fell down

im a loner



ive been seeing pretty ghosts again these days

filling me with potions- to keep me awake

i remember i got bullied on the playground

now you tryna pull up in my dms saying "hey now"



wait now!

im not tryna play now

if you tryna hop on me, then stay down

go back to the circus, look like a clown

i rose to the surface, ma looks so proud



eyes bloodshot

ive been crying too much

daisy chain noose- didn't kill me

i feel fucked up

its summer

but i've been feeling colder

no one helped me up when i fell down

im a loner



choking-

on my own breath

i feel so sick

struggles-

i been having 

helped me write this



choking-

on my own breath

think i like it

struggles-

i been having

i think i like this



i've tried practicing sobriety

i guess

2nd week-

my anxiety- kicks in

light a spliff and i take another hit

oh shit

my anxiety kicked in



eyes bloodshot

ive been crying too much

daisy chain noose- didn't kill me

i feel fucked up

its summer

but i've been feeling colder

no one helped me up when i fell down

im a loner

daisy chain noose! (prod. sorrow bringer)

life of the party +xlhc (noahmadethiss)

love u all <3
vocals by harvest & @hammy
production by @memoryroseishere @gonetoofar @morgnbates & harvest
art/mix/master by harvest

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6ivVlTzoSvE6xLDtLdHp6g?si=bcafbe00735c440c

lyrics:
(hamilton)
i watched our love die fast
i never knew bout that
i saw it all turn bad
now i don’t want you back

woke up and my mind is spinning
woke up and the whole world’s ending
still searching to feel something
still feeling like i’m nothing

got a spark in my heart
i got smoke in my lungs
should’ve known from the start
you were never the one

im not the one that you want
why you put up a front
playing me like im dumb
make me feel like a dub

baby im done
yeah im movin on
you can call my phone
but i’m already gone

yeah im already ghost
i can’t let you close
no i don’t know
so my heart stay closed
no i don’t know
i just can’t tell
fucked up in the head
i can’t trust
one minute im cool
then the next im manic
crushing scripts up
under plastic

rolling spliffs up
i can’t feel shit
when i can’t think
that’s my favorite
when you kissed me
i just lost it
wishing i could’ve told
what it costed

(harvest & hamilton)
i watched our love die fast
i never knew bout that
i saw it all turn bad
now i don’t want you back

woke up and my mind is spinning
woke up and the whole world’s ending
still searching to feel something
still feeling like i’m nothing

(harvest)
you don’t even know what happened
I don’t want to fix it all
seeing through our glass it’s cracking 
hourglass, not filled at all

ill never know your passions
cause we’re in a late stage, we’re in a late stage 
i’m breaking down i’m crashing
not on the same page, not on the same page

i want you to be here, a main stay 
one day I wanna play on the main stage 
it’s just the same shit, said a different way
I’ll cough it up, I’m feeling grey 

i want to be in the nosebleed, know me, everything is better when you hold me
or scold me
im slowly 
finding somewhere to hide like brody

knowing that you’ll never know me gives me piece of mind 
i hope you know im lonely like all of the time

i start to realise that I won’t come to my senses
I hope when I leave this place I go on to the next thing

never knew feat. hamilton (prod. memoryrose, toofargone, homesick & harvest)

Decay

u hurt my feelingz!!

nova:
fuck you, you stupid BITCH
that hurt my feelings-
when you told me im so ugly
my god, ur such a meanie

and
fuck all ur stupid shit
you hurt my feelings!
when i pop, ur gonna hate- that ur life is so beneath me

my god, ur such a meanie!
i hate the way you tease me
you made fun of my hair and you told me i was weak so i pushed you off the swings
made you cry
that made my week
then i heard you fucking snitched so i punched you in the dick and said-

fuck you, you stupid BITCH
that hurt my feelings-
when you told me im so ugly
my god, ur such a meanie

and
fuck all ur stupid shit
you hurt my feelings!
when i pop, ur gonna hate- that ur life is so beneath me

trech:
terrorized from a distance
burned my bridge with persistence 
hate and mind, what’s the difference?
was too shy to defend 
so i internalize to pacify the need for
anything or anyone to understand 
but i dont think u can..

trech & nova:
fuck you, you stupid BITCH
that hurt my feelings-
when you told me im so ugly
my god, ur such a meanie

and
fuck all ur stupid shit
you hurt my feelings!
when i pop, ur gonna hate- that ur life is so beneath me

ur life is so beneath ME
and i made it look so easy!

nova:
fuck you, you stupid BITCH
that hurt my feelings-
when you told me im so ugly
my god, ur such a meanie

and
fuck all ur stupid shit
you hurt my feelings!
when i pop, ur gonna hate- that ur life is so beneath me

buh-bye!

u hurt my feelingz!! w/ trechor boy (prod. WellFed)

official single to kingdom to my heart 2, let me know if i should drop the album or release as singles

Get me out the hood I’m begging y’all

ALWAYS GOT ME (noahmadethiss)

Daze ft. MoeTheKid (Prod. siem spark,chrismarek)

video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qPpwMdT_2RY&ab_channel=fats%27e

prod @splashgvng x @irby314
mix/master @youngburial

✳️✳️✳️✳️✳️AR$0N✳️✳️✳️✳️✳️

lyrics: 

lately i've been paranoid
i walk around with a blade
thinking bout buying a stick
hope i don't blow out my brains
i didn't grow up with shit
used to sell drugs; hide the bag
out of my moms apartment
yeah i regret it, the shame

"leave the racks on the curb"
that was for a double P
that night i almost got shot
in my house for selling weed
flying thru trees like a bird
addicted to numbing the pain
lately iv'e been too reserved
i've been too humble and tame

i've gotta puff out my chest
i've been in this for a grip
lately i hop out of bed
and i'm trippin in a cold sweat

✳️✳️✳️✳️✳️AR$0N✳️✳️✳️✳️✳️

paranoid (prod irby)

vocals by supachefm & @iluvjomie
mixed and mastered by @polearm

empathize w/ jomie (spiderhead x baker)

ｎｏ　ａｉｒ，　ｂｕｔ　ｓｏｍｅｈｏｗ　ｉ　ｂｒｅａｔｈｅ　ｔｈｒｏｕｇｈ

prod by my guy @solofttt
fucking love you all.
more on the way
stay strong
take care; drink water
try to get some rest.
thank you for being here

too much
i don't wanna feel too much
(like what?)
beat up; feet are clamped in the mud
no one
fuck this damper wood i'm hunching over every day
you shouldn't feed me love 'cause i'll regurgitate it anyways

that's the price that i'll pay
not to be overcome by my emotions
a hallow frame, left to be hung on it's own
where nobody'll noticed it's changed
feel that pain of your confusion
and just turn it into music
orchestrations of my patience
retrospective-made illusions

just be cautious not to lose it
'cause some bitch said something stupid
trust me, god i know it hurts
but know your worth and keep on moving
somewhere in the sky
just go outside and raise your head
there's reclusive ways to cleanse yourself
without this constant dread
but this toxin's running deeper
i don't know how long i'll last
i misplaced my faith with hatred
as i'm staring down the glass
i ain't hitting you up like i know you (but i do)
but i'm up a few notches, i'll understand
'cause the past, it haunts you (it does)
i try to reach out, but i got ghost hands

felt too much
now i don't feel enough
felt too much
i may have dove a little deep in the ocean
for my lungs,
couldn't handle the pressure that they had been holding
y'all folding, but i'm focused
honestly i feel omnipotent
only when i get my hands on the potion
or i'm broken, i'm not joking
but maybe if i break daylight, then i'll get shit done
and i'll feel alright
with a tone so stale there was no real cry
on a blood-stained trail, we still bleed overnight
fuck, i bet that you feel it again
incisions embellish your skin
and now you're all alone again
deprived of the people you thought were your friends
i made a couple calls, did they go through?
it ain't fair, i really don't wanna miss you
take care, i'll be blowing on tissues
no air, but, somehow i breathe through
it's 4 in the morning, my guardian's snoring
i'm sorry i lied, i've been sippin away
i'd make me some porridge, but puke it by morning
the cycle is horrid, but i ain't complain

indefinite pain ain't just part of my day
it's been shrouding my brain
like a vulturous gate
this shit's an escape
i'm always afraid
of being locked out of my own mental state
try not to run away just yet, i feel you
breaching my skin, for the meantime

too much 
i don't wanna feel too much
(like what?)
beat up; feet are clamped in the mud
no one
fuck this damper wood i'm hunching over every day
you shouldn't feed me love 'cause i'll regurgitate it anyways
(anyways)

woodworks [prod. soloft]

prod @jakkyboi
guitar @rjpasin  
mix/master @youngburial

URDEAD2ME w/ jakkyboi

thanks so much to everyone for the love and support through making this. more coming soon. shout out to Brody for the beats, Andy for the heat, and Arlaina for the cover art.

180 degrees (prod. brody)

ayo! w/ supachefm

mixed, mastered & produced by @scapexgoat

yeah she took my heart 
ripped it out of my chest 
guess you found fun in fucking with my head 
my heart dropped at every word that you said 
maybe I love you’s not the words that you meant  x2

it’s the only way to make the time pass 
still wish it never ended like that 
i keep listening to cars crash 
hoping that i’ll see you but i know you wouldn’t like that


you won’t see me there
i can’t pretend that i care 
you just sat and stared 
can’t talk cuz i’m too scared

scared of fucking up
don’t even text me i don’t wanna talk 
act like this but i’m still in love 
made me upset so i guess i’ll cut you off 

yeah she took my heart 
ripped it out of my chest 
guess you found fun in fucking with my head 
my heart dropped at every word that you said 
maybe I love you’s not the words that you meant  x2

i keep listening to cars crash

second song of the ep you know what that means :0

daisy chain noose! (prod. sorrow bringer)

nova garden

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eunhae

miracle >:0

.-.

darkplacesaremyhome

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