My Girls

My Girls (feat. Sierra Sellers)

"Still Made of Light" is a poetic, emotionally introspective ballad about finding strength through vulnerability. The narrator reflects on pain, growth, and healing—not by hardening, but by remaining soft, open, and true. Wounds are not hidden but embraced as part of their transformation, showing that resilience can exist without rage or bitterness. Through rich imagery and graceful melodies, the song reveals that real power lies in staying tender, glowing quietly even after the fall.

Still Made of Light

Fantasy

I’D DO IT AGAIN by Nova J

I never took the good days for granted
Grateful for our quiet, simple life
But these days I’m panicked
staring at my phone… all night

No news… worse than bad news
Confusion… worse than pain
Always…worryin’ bout you
Will I ever… see you again?

You and me
We’ve been torn apart
Now I bleed 
With a broken heart

And if it’s time
To say goodbye
You’ll always be
The love of my life…

I keep on writing
My messages unread
My mind racing
Are you alive… are you dead?

No calls. No clues. No power.
My mind is racing fast.
Each minute’s like an hour.
How long… can this last?

You and me
We’ve been torn apart
Now I bleed
With a broken heart

And if it’s time
To say goodbye
You’ll always be
The love of my life

Even through struggle
Even through pain
With you beside me…
I’d do it again
I’d do it again
Mmm…
I’d do it… again

You and me
We’ve been torn apart
Now I bleed
With a broken heart

And if it’s time
To say goodbye
You’ll always be
The love of my life…

The love of my life…
The love of my life…
The love of my life…

I’d do it again

This song was inspired by someone I know who lost her soulmate. From time to time, I read her posts, and the depth of love she expresses for him is unlike anything I've encountered before. Typically, expressions of heartbreak are filled with sorrow and repetition, but her words delve profoundly into her emotions. Her reflections compelled me to capture the essence of their love and the pain she endures.

While I can't change her circumstances, I aimed to offer a moment of remembrance through this song. Utilising AI and my own consciousness, I sought to encapsulate the enduring love she holds for him, whether he's beside her in body or exists in the ether. True love is eternal, and witnessing such devotion makes one reflect on their own experiences. It prompts the question: how would someone write about you in a song? This is my attempt to honour that profound connection.

I Will Always Love You

Thank You (V.2)

enjoy a bunch of stuff i never released, obvs not as good as my other stuff but i dont care.
some of it is really old, point no return is good though, that shit is fiiiiree

party bus & no return was made recently, the rest are mid to early feb.
the last three are out-takes from touch of blues, so take that however you want.
k thanks bye x

alibi (prod yogic)

The lights are low your inhibitions are calling 
Take a chance explore your sexuality 
Your eyes are wide with curiosity
Just admit you can't control this heat 

Don't be shy 
Take a bite 
Of the pie 
It feels so good to make your mama cry, cry 

I've been called many things some say a bad influence
But it's all how you look
Or use perception
I say your perception is it on or off 

Say it loud when you let go
Never stop the river flow
Never say you can't be free
If you want, then you can fuck me

The lights are low your inhibitions are calling 
Take a chance explore your sexuality 
Your eyes are wide with curiosity
Just admit you can't control this shit

In your sweet embrace I see that familiar smile
There's no turning back 
I'm lost in you all the while

Photographic memories
Promising to tell no lies
Take me to another time zone
Where I'm Lost, a prisoner
By my hearts device

Say it loud when you let go
Never stop the river flow
Never say you can't be free
If you want, then you. can. fuck me

The lights are low your inhibitions are calling 
Take a chance explore your sexuality 
Your eyes are wide with curiosity
Just admit you can't control this heat shit 
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Heavy Head Music (ASCAP)

Kabooki Jukebox_Fuck Me (Jazz Bop)

WHEN WE GET TO IT

Release Your Mind

🖤 "Fractura et Somnium" is a descent into the space between collapse and reverie. Each track is a fragment of a mind in transition — swinging between the pain of breaking and the surreal beauty of dreaming.
Crafted with a minimalist, glitch-inspired and emotionally charged aesthetic, the album blends pulsing electronic beats with ethereal textures, distorted vocals, and cinematic atmospheres.

This is a sonic manifesto for those who have felt broken but still dare to imagine something new. A soundscape of trauma, fantasy, and fragmented memory.

Genre: Dark Electronic | Experimental Pop | Cinematic Synth
Best experienced with headphones. Eyes closed. Soul open.


Still Made of Light

Novice99

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