@jaymantra47 wow, thank you so much!! This is very encouraging :)

moving away

produced by @jolst and @sainttomorrow <3
out now on youtube through biteki & static:
https://youtu.be/DWpNablizm0
https://youtu.be/nEK_a4oFms8

music video:
https://youtu.be/95Kayd1Rpiw

hope u enjoy :)

lyrics:
i let my soul drift away just to feel something again
i sold my conscience for free, nothing to see but a man without his skin

cuz im nothing like him
you’re not the person i remember
i’ll just disappear into the trees
like i did back in december
my voice is cracking as i talk,
on the phone, i watch the clock
why won’t time just ever stop
why wasn’t i enough?
enter the forest, forget life,
i’ve done this shit for the last time. 

plenty people consider hitting my phone again
i don’t mind but i’d rather just be alone again
findin peace in my soul life ain’t that innocent
if i wanted em to be, things would be different
quiet nights in my attic, now the static is loud
i just wanna see my dad again and make him proud
tired of the recycled life i’m bottling up
smoked a little bit too much and now i’m throwing up

whats in the water, i wonder...
sink to the river, discover
see my reflection in ripples
i think i need you a little
more than i’d admit
i find it hard to reminisce
feel my stomach start to twist
and now i’m back with those i miss
woahhh

cuz im nothing like him
you’re not the person i remember
i’ll just disappear into the trees
like i did back in december
my voice is cracking as i talk,
on the phone, i watch the clock
why won’t time just ever stop
why wasn’t i enough?
enter the forest, forget life,
i’ve done this shit for the last time. 

enter the forest, forget life
i’ve done this shit for the last time x2

enter the forest, forget life

enter the forest, forget life [p. jolst x saint tomorrow]

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enter the forest, forget life [jolst x saint tomorrow]

linden & nevrfall - i'm the rain (ft. interactions)

instrumentation and vocals by me
mix/master by brody @prodbybrody

lyrics:

eyes to the ceiling
really cared, but i couldn't hold the feeling
always falls beneath me
and i always keep it with me
in the back of my head
while it's gleaming

is it what you want?
say it and it's done
not the only one
i go back to
the silence closes my door
i've never left here before

if i could recognize
that its a dream all the time
and the look in my eye
takes me out of this life

maybe hope for next year
and the tracks ive left 
are always near
so take me away this time
forget all of the lies

dreaming

summer anthem anybody?
featuring @ejcarrmusic
produced by @kingtheta
hope u enjoy <3

lyrics:
(decks)
a hundred fifty miles
we drove this week
we didn't sleep

i'm living for your smile
cuz life’s been bleak
i'm counting sheep

to fill my head with all the
good instead of bad i'm such a mess
i shouldn't be but i'm stressed out

save me again, cuz i'm fallin
don't wanna leave, now im stallin
i was right to say next year,
i'm thinkin here, i got it under control
i’ve finally got a hold

(evan)
it’s been a while 
don’t wake me up 
i think i’ve finally had enough 
don’t be the one to call my buff 
cuz now my face is branded with a smile 
they say i’m hidden in denial 
so what it’s nice i’ll stay a while
save me i’m going crazy 
caught in the between 
it won’t erase me  

(decks)
save me again, cuz i'm fallin
don't wanna leave, now i'm stallin
i was right to say next year,
i'm thinkin here, i got it under control
i’ve finally got a hold

(both)
five, four, three, two, one
we've only just begun (x3)

so say less and talk more
what else do we fight for?
you’re all that i ask for
so say less and talk more
(five, four, three, five four three two one)
WOOO

(decks)
save me again, cuz i'm fallin
don't wanna leave, now i'm stallin
i was right to say next year,
i'm thinkin here, i got it under control
(so say less and talk more)
i’ve finally got a hold
(what else do we fight for?)
i got it under control
(you’re all that i ask for)
i’ve finally got a hold
(so say less and talk more)

under control (feat. evan carr) [p. king theta]

under control (feat. evan carr) [king theta]

part 2 to an old favorite :)
produced by @pekarot_161 & @jolst !
hope u enjoy <3

lyrics:
i promise you that i could stay
if you wanted me to

it feels like sunday
when you’d call me up again
we could do whatever
never have to play pretend
because on monday
everybody knows it then
you’re a vacant body
and you act like im nobody again

it feels like
its been years since i had felt so fuckin hopeless
sundays come and go but im no stranger to condolences
blanking out is pretty frequent, i can’t focus
and if things were getting worse then chances are i wouldnt notice it
at least im good now
you never cared, u never would, how?
it seems to me you’re in control of it. 
blanking out is pretty frequent, i can’t focus
if things were getting worse then chances are i wouldnt notice it

oooh im in deep now
i cant see how
i used to live at all, i moved on
to greener pastures 
lungs capsized by laughter
walls with fucked up plaster
baby im the aftermath of something bad
but its that look in your eyes, make my heart melt
and i’ll tell u it all, it is heartfelt
i got nothin to spare leave it all on the table
know when to fold, but i don’t think im able

it feels like
its been years since i had felt so fuckin hopeless
sundays come and go but im no stranger to condolences
blanking out is pretty frequent, i can’t focus
and if things were getting worse then chances are i wouldnt notice it
at least im good now
you never cared, u never would, how?
it seems to me you’re in control of it. 
blanking out is pretty frequent, i can’t focus
if things were getting worse then chances are i wouldnt notice 

i promise you that i could stay
if you wanted me to
if you wanted me to

sunday, pt. 2 [pekarot x jolst]

hey, thanks for listening :)

-- lyrics -- 
It kills me, can’t stay with you
Through the nightmares 
Through the silence
In our heartache
Tears my heart up
As I spend my time missing you
It tears my heart out

Slowly heals me, somehow stills me
Knowing I can’t
Change conditions
By the currents
I’ll be waiting for you
Yeah I'll be waiting for June

Oh, the times i wish i could make this change
All the while we feel nothing but misplaced
And the trials seem to pour on endlessly
In the end I'm not going anywhere, I'm waiting for you here

To Be With You

hiraeth. eight months in the making.
featuring: @onlyfriendyeah
produced by: @lindenblossom
cover art by: @ejcarrmusic
i hope you enjoy <3
thank you for everything.

lyrics:
it feels like im missing something
a portrait unfinished
my life has been next to nothing
a chord thats diminished

cuz i’ll wait for change
and better days
just to come home with nothin
or maybe i’ll
just stay the same
cuz im too good at suffering
and i could always
take the blame
for all of my shortcomings 

hiraeth
i'm feeling the silence now
i can’t return, i'm fallen
my fragile body’s calling
i'm violent
feel like i'm dying now
i'm breaking down, i'm fallen
maybe it’s all for nothin

(onlyfriend)
maybe it's all for nothing
all the choices i make lead me closer to the coffin
no i can't take the weight of the changes
and i don't rly know what i'm doing
just pretend that you can't see me fading
and shy away raising no alarms
like i'm safe from harm
when i'm too far gone
and i can't hear a word from you

hiraeth
i'm feeling the silence now
i can’t return, i'm fallen
my fragile body’s calling
i'm violent
feel like i'm dying now
i'm breaking down, i'm fallen
maybe it’s all for nothin

(both)
hiraeth
i'm feeling the silence now
i can’t return, i'm fallen
my fragile body’s calling
i'm violent
feel like i'm dying now
i'm breaking down, i'm fallen
maybe it’s all for nothin

hiraeth (feat. onlyfriend) [linden]

self produced
follow decks: @decksmusic
cover art taken by decks
lyrics

getting back to my feet standing up again
guess i wasnt ready for the fight that u brought again
said i was the one that u want can u want again
im been trying hard but im ending up distraught again
guess i wasnt ready for the battle to be fought again
guess im just relearning all the lessons ive been taught again
i can only take so much that ur throwing at me
when ur angry it feels like 100 degrees

decks:
when ur mad no i can’t take the heat
i just back down fallin onto my knees
i dont wanna be a problem babe im beggin please
im retracing all my steps and now its hard to breathe

so i fucked up
pass time cuz im done up
second chances arent free but i could earn em
suns up
wake up early cuz the funs up
out of time baby im not what u wantttt

100 degrees w/ decks

soul essence (ft. oni boy)

JUMP WITH ME

now it’s just a matter of time, or lack thereof

To Be With You

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