crying in a bubble til it pops - all songs produced by heyBlicky

CD EP

written, produced, & arranged by Pavel Pavlovich Laska

Lyrics:
(Do you love me?)
Well, of course I do
Can you not see it in the words I use?
You want more of my proof?
Well, golly
Let me show you my boo
I shoulda gave you more
I shoulda
I shoulda gave you more
I--(Do you love me?)

Well, of course I do
Can you not see it in the words I use?
You want more of my proof?
Well, golly
Let me show you my boo
I shoulda gave you more
I shoulda
I shoulda gave you more
I shoulda
(Okay)

And she want that "mm"
Anyway that you want, assume
That I got the time and space
For that thing baby I'm a fool
Anyway you want I could obtain
Baby, baby, babe it's contagious
I'm a mess of your control
Where did I last place my soul?

Thirsty

written, produced, & arranged by Pavel Pavlovich Laska

Lyrics:
If I jump the gun
I pray you aim it at my lungs
'Cause I've become a mind undead
And a heart dysfunction
Skipping beats like a fun dad
엄마's love and hope was here
I was at them functions
Who the fuck wants to be 17 and alone?
18 I'll be gone
I been crying out wolf
So I'll die on my own
Apologize to the eyes lookin' up to I
I was acting
I'm truly frantic and disheveled
As I'm dancing with the devil
It's more to technique than a poppin' instrumental
Instrumental for momentum to readily introspect
So I've met my trife bottom as a due consequence
Of ignorance, molly, robo, weed and quick sex
Epiphanies synthetic as the circles that I kept
Misdemeanors that influenced what I treasure
I turn to smoke when this coal is under pressure so

Who's to blame for pain that you created?
Who's to save the lame and prostrated?
I will by will
'Cause sleeping all day only makes me late
I'm runnin' away in a circuit race, oh
Death intruding me in my home
The best you can do for my soul
Is take the roof off of my (home) 

It's hard to learn your lesson
When insomnia, depression
Drains your soul and adolescence
Fail to reflect on your complexion
You're scared to go outside
'Cause paranoia's overriding you
Residing in you
Boy, you look all kind of crippled
You hate to live a lie
But scared to really die
Can barely count to five
Or trace your fucking mind
You wanna apologize 
For entering the lives of everyone
They'd much rather desire
To see you go acquire wealth, so 

(chorus)

I mean you're barely a student
It's apparent you're truant
u peril i
See why staying in bed paralyzes
Stupid motherfuckers
You useless motherfucker
You want realer friends?
You too been using motherfuckers
I don't know what I like
I just know what got likes
I've lied to you 'bout bought likes
I lied in hopes you'd like me
And you forgave but I speak
Like my actions ain't like me
In 11th grade thought that I was God
After I peaked
Bipolar tries me

In 8th grade was bedridden
That's why I stayed hidden 
I had severe acne and
Ordered some regimen
Applied it ten times past
The dose it recommended, then
Yellow liquids oozed from my face
Dissociated, took my sister's make-up
And fooled no one at school
My classmate looked me in the face to say,
"It's ok if you wear makeup"

So I
Skip class
Bike fast
I'm never getting life back
If I really drown myself then
I can't use a life jacket
No goodbyes to good times
To fam' ties not as tight
As this line of rope in my backpack 
Mother wouldn't know now if I turned around
But to be honest
I want you all down here with me when I--
All I see is red lights on this damn road
Tryna channel soul somewhere remote
Where no one else can go

What's suicidal?
Man, everyone got death on their mind
Fear and pride of
Image cycled me to my demise
Who am I to
Hope they all regret it when I die?
Why they take my heart for granted?
Now my heart is hard as granite
Cry again, blame yourself, apologize again
Then cry again
'Cause look where the fuck it took you
Fucking hate you
Shoulda killed your ass a long time ago
I'm tired
And I do not try no more
I'm tired
Of fickle optimism
Tired of living off addiction
Tired of being so tired from being
And I tried to talk it out
No, I ain't trying at all

I wish that I would fit in
I wish that I kept quiet
I wish I wasn't wishin'
For wisdom I don't acquire
Why, oh why
Do I get up when I'm still down here
Head up
But I'm underground
See a whole town bleed
Don't count me--
"파블릭! Where are you now?"

I needa go home 엄마 (mama)
Needa overcome 엄마 (mama)
Needa God
God gotta get me outta rock bottom
Sorry 엄마 (mama)
I'ma turn around
I'ma make it right
Take a right, face down

I a-m g-o-i-n b-a-c--
I a-m g-o-i-n b-a-c--
I a-m g-o-i-n b-a-c-k
I am going back--

Home

What Time? (Class Of '18)

written, produced, & arranged by Pavel Pavlovich Laska

Lyrics:
Give my dick to someone that
I know I won't regret
Woah, sinnin', sin
I won't resent
I can't front, on god
That ass is fat as fuck
Woah, sinnin', aye, okay
What's your incentive?
Is it long term?
Long dick?
'Cause frankly I ain't trust myself
Or got those things
I'm a sludge-monster-creep
Gross creep
Gross creep
Takes defeat for me to stay on both feet

Keep playing hard to get
And I'll be even harder to reach
Don't say that you fucking love me
When your actions say that
You fucking don't
I wanna bone
And you wanna pick it
You got me hot
I thought I'm optimistic
But mixed messages got me trippin'
And no messages got me simpin'
'Cause my papa gets protective
Of my mama, so do I
So apologize if I do that
With you and cross the line
Wrote this song behind your back
Thank you baby for inspiring
Lil' bitch, I'm poison
Bitch, bitch, bitch
I'm poison
I don't love your ass

Poison

written, produced, & arranged by Pavel Pavlovich Laska

Lyrics:
Pretty man
Pretty friend
Pretend your shit
Fake man
Fake friend
I been both them shits
Sorry would be late
I don't think there's a solution here for me to say
I'll yell out everything but

Never reach your brain
(Never reach your brain)
Never reach your brain
(Never reach your brain)
You might feel no way
(You might feel no way)
What I'm tryna say is

Am I hopeless?
What sin is too far?
I'm hopeless
Preaching when all I'm is broken
Tell me why televising your shit
Feels so sick, and
Hopeless

I feel like you been through more than me
More than me
I don't wanna piss you off
Please get off me
'Cause I was never good at a goodbye
I been hopeless
Fall in love with ease
Way too easy

Never reach your brain
(Never reach your brain)
Never reach your brain
(Never reach your brain)
You might feel no way
(You might feel no way)
What I'm tryna say is

Am I hopeless?
(Hopeless)
Am I hopeless?
Preaching when all I'm is broken
Tell me why televising your shit
Feels so sick, and
Hopeless

I don't know what I don't want and
I don't know what I do
I knew that you'd be back for me
But you came out the blue
I'm under the impression
My depression got me screwed
They told me to be vulnerable
Just so I could be used

Am I hopeless?
Am I hopeless?
Hopeless
We're all hopeless
Yes

Hopeless

Thanks
🐟💙📘
Paul Nostalgia - vocals (singing/rapping), piano, producing (under producer tag "heyBlicky"), songwriting

Pavel Pavlovich Laska

Pavlik

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