@fax-gang x @blackwinterwells
FRACTALIZE

prod. maknaeslayer
vox. PK Shellboy and blackwinterwells
art. angelwinter

Faith w/ blackwinterwells

ecco2k - e [heyyitsbenji flip]

In this episode me and Rodney learn about the Jar Jar Binks Sith Lord Theory, a woman in tennis, "Glee", American vs. Canadian Thanksgiving, a mysterious death, and Dom Perignon. We do not teach you about these things.

Music by @snowblowerr

DECAY (feat. mothgirl)

prod by me
ft. @blackwinterwells

ep coming may 19 ;)

Hate Me

hate me

hate me (feat. blackwinterwells)

despair ☼ ( eturnity + lily + pearl )

ib: @u8u 

@ifeltthesuntoday

[lyrics]
if i believe hard enough no one can harm
near me anything presence of almighty 
falling teary eyes are red and bleeding 
scratched up used up thrown away repeat all again

ive heard that angels cry when saints decide on suicide
my wrists they weep they seep this pollen paint walls with lies
i dream i scream i wake up live along my boring life
i cry i smile i go on just to start gaining more strife

these broken parts of me
these lies we tell ourselves to sleep
its the little things
its all of the little things
its the little things
its all the little things

ive heard that angels cry when saints decide on suicide
my wrists they weep they seep this pollen paint walls with lies
i dream i scream i wake up live along my boring life
i cry i smile i go on just to start gaining more strife

[anna] saints get tired

(Did you hate dealing with people?
More or less
But I didn’t really care as much
However, I really hated my father)
And I see your name and my chest feels tight
And I breathe your air and my head feels light
And I see your face when I close my eyes
And I hear your voice when I’m up at night
And I see your name and my chest feels tight
And I breathe your air and my head feels light
And I see your face when I close my eyes
And I hear your voice when I’m up at night

(Why am I telling all this to Kaworu?
I think I may have been born just to meet you, Shinji Ikari)
The scent of your perfume
Still lingers in my room
It weaves into the threads
It’s filling up my head
The scent of your perfume
Still lingers in my room
It weaves into the threads
It’s filling up my head

(No, no, no!
It’s not possible!
I won’t believe that Kaworu’s an Angel!
It’s a lie!)
You make me lovesick
You make me lovesick

And I see your name and my chest feels tight
And I breathe your air and my head feels light
And I see your face when I close my eyes
And I hear your voice when I’m up at night
And I see your name and my chest feels tight
And I breathe your air and my head feels light
And I see your face when I close my eyes
And I hear your voice when I’m up at night
And I see your name and my chest feels tight
And I breathe your air and my head feels light
And I see your face when I close my eyes
And I hear your voice when I’m up at night
And I see your name and my chest feels tight
And I breathe your air and my head feels light
And I see your face when I close my eyes
And I hear your voice when I’m up at night

I think about you sharing love that I can never know
I think about you passing by my body in the snow
And as you walked by you wouldn’t even think to check my pulse
You hold each other closer as my body’s growing cold
Just please let me win one time
Give me one thing I know is mine
I could hold your heart and I’d never let it shatter
Thinking of the life that we could live, it doesn’t matter
I want you to worry about me
Attention seeking, my heart is bleeding
(Kaworu, don’t do it! Kaworu!)
I need help but can’t tell what needs fixing
I need you to be scared for my well-being
We don’t see each other often
Paopu fruit our promise broken
Keep a straight face and say it’s nothing
Razor blade my heart is opened

How could I ever mean as much to you as she does?
How could I ever mean as much as that to anyone?
No one could ever love me like that
You could ever trust me like that
I’m so ugly please don’t touch me
I’m so filthy I’m disgusting
(You betrayed me
You betrayed the trust I placed in you
You betrayed me just like my father did)
You try so hard but can’t get through to me
You tried so hard but I’m not moving, sleep
Nothing feels right anymore
I can’t love right anymore
Lying in my room sinking deeper into hell
Just know I’m not okay, I need help

You make me lovesick
You make me lovesick
(Kaworu, stop!
Why is this happening?)

And I see your name and my chest feels tight
And I breathe your air and my head feels light
And I see your face when I close my eyes
And I hear your voice when I’m up at night
And I see your name and my chest feels tight
And I breathe your air and my head feels light
And I see your face when I close my eyes
And I hear your voice when I’m up at night

(Humans cannot create from nothingness
Humans cannot accomplish anything without holding onto something
Humans are not gods)

you're so beautiful it makes me sick

@ reserrvv

it's on my mind
it's on my head
and darling, i can't breathe a second more
if i'm behind
and you're ahead

and we can walk around it
but i don't wanna talk about it
i think things are best left unsaid

oh, bother
i just don't know how to say
the things i want to

oh, bother
i just don't want to come off strange
or too eager

i shave my head
i go to war
i have my buddies
that's what i kill for
i wave farewell
i'm out to sea
i'm on a big old ship 
where i have the chance to be
a sailor
or a captain
or a victim of catastrophe

and i can walk around it
but i don't wanna talk about it
i think it's best left unsaid

oh, bother
i just didn't know how to say
the things i wanted

oh, bother
i just didn't wanna come off strange
or too eager to you

oh, bother
now i've given up that chance
for a gun against my hand
and a hole inside my head

oh, bother
i'm such a silly fool
but that's no news to you

Oh, Bother

i love all my friends
cuz my friends are nice
i love all my hoes
and i love my wife
i fell in love with the game
then i fell in love with it twice
im making songs getting paid
spit every day of my life
i love cath and lil boss
i love kurt i love wicca
i love all of f land
i love my friends on twitter
i love rustie and drake
i love darts i love tacos
i love my friends in the states
i love my friends in toronto
shoutout to the gays
gay rights for ever
if your trans or straight
i hope you love for ever
the world is so beautiful
everything feels great
i hope you see it too
i hope you see it someday
i’m overwhelmed with happiness most days that i still exist
i worked so fucking hard for this they tried to kill me but i didn’t quit
now im more up than i’ve ever been
and my heads clear and my moneys big
i never thought id make it here
but my friends supported me til i did
i had a nice time with my friends across the country
shoutout to all my transsexuals those bitches got me feeling comfy
and shoutout to my producers, and rappers who fuck with me
and shoutout to my haters who gave up when i kept winning
i love every man
i love every woman
you’re part of gods plan
if you’re suffering or chilling
but we will all get through it
thats a snowblower promise
i still love you if you’re evil
because god told me to say that
i love my wife
i love my wife
i gotta say it one more time that
i love my wife
she’s stuck with me for the hard times and laughed with me for the easy
do all i can to lift her up
cuz she needs that and i can be it
i support all my friends
i want everyone to win
everyone’s winning more
and then we’ll all win again
even though it gets scary
even though it gets tricky
everything will be okay
as long as you aren’t lil dicky

I Love You Too

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you're so beautiful it makes me sick

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