i lost a part of me
when you disregarded me
i wanna live in harmony..
i wanna live in harmony..

you leave scars on me & it’s hard for me
it’s hard for me, it’s hard
& i just can’t believe you’d die for me
the irony..

i can’t take it
i always seem to break shit
i don’t even care
i’m just full of fuckin’ hatred

you’re just too complacent
all this time you wasted
i know it’s not fair 
but how am i supposed to change it?

i’m so paranoid & i can’t avoid
the things that drive me crazy
but soon i’ll push up daisies
i just wish you didn’t hate me..

it’s all changing 
this war i’m waging 
i’m a nervous wreck
yeah, my heart is racing

& i can’t explain
but i feel this pain
& i’ve always been this way
so dig my grave..

i lost a part of me
when you disregarded me
i wanna live in harmony..
i wanna live in harmony..

you leave scars on me & it’s hard for me
it’s hard for me, it’s hard
& i just can’t believe you’d die for me
the irony..

i can’t take it
i always seem to break shit
i don’t even care
i’m just full of fuckin’ hatred

you’re just too complacent
all this time you wasted
i know it’s not fair 
but how am i supposed to change it?

HARMONY </3

prod by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor
featuring https://soundcloud.com/etaiso

$harkz!! w/ etai s0

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chrome up on my wrist
& rose gold for my bitch
abercrombie & fitch
not a stain on my fit

you know how it is
baby, im just a kid
all i do is win so ima win til the end

the city’s frozen
so i’ma get it going
my wrists are fuckin’ open
& now i’m feelin’ hopeless

she told me that i’m goated
& that they’re gonna notice
but i already know this
baby, i was chosen

screamin’ at the sun
im the chosen1
you’re my only one
you’re my only one

cleanin’ all the blood off my only gun
im the chosen1
im the chosen1

& i can’t even lie
now it hurts to sing
but ima beat the fuck out these harmony’s

though it’s hard for me
yeah, it’s hard for me
but it ain’t hard to see that you’re all i need

chosen1

prod by me & etai

etai said “let’s cook,” so now we’re cookin’
we step out, your bitch is lookin’ 
saw his hand & then i shook it
shook it, shook it..

better not go start a fight with me
bitch, i need some therapy
give a fuck, just let me be, be, be

locked in like padlocks
she suck me off, i got dad bod
cracka’s talkin’ bout dad rock
i’m w/ Moe now, you get swagged on

you get swagged on..
i got diamonds floodin’ my joycon 
feel like Oliver w/ this soy sauce
you get fucked up like i’m Big Boss

e-e-etai said “hey look,” so now i’m lookin’
unimpressed, you bitches crooked
don’t hit me up bout some bookin’
bookin’, bookin’..

i’ma break your motherfuckin’ skull
& im on the run, not long
give a fuck about the law, law, law

i just need a bitch to give me dome
got a bad one back at home
but im always in my zone, zone, zone..

i been smoking on that strong
thraxx gon put you in a coma if you toke it out my bong bong bong

i been evil all along
im like gannon roll a cannon 
while im recording this song

getting nasty on a iphone 
no rico, no case tho 
disgrace 
you cant say that bullshit to my face, no 

crack ur skull like tempered glass 
with this truey on my ass
give a fuck about no class

let’s cook 😈 w/ etai s0

prod by me & etai

she told me that i’ma burn in hell
speak for yourself
you’re bad for my health

we went to heaven
i remember the ascension
we use love as a weapon
you know that i regret it

i feel the tension building from the pressure
i’ll take my life whenever
i need you but remember

how you were never there in november
but then came december & u swore forever

whatever, whatever, whatever
fell in love in november 
i was dead by december

whatever, you could kill me whenever
i just need to remember 
that u burnt me to embers

pulling me under, im submerged
i plunge into the earth
hotboxed the rocket ship 
im only the passenger 
dying inside but i still roll up a backwood
going to hell, i guess i’ll burn

i guess i'll burn 
i guess im the worst 
i guess thats why im crying late at night 
& it hurts im not her's
& i wish it would end
all my feelings for friends
that were more to me than just friends..

i’m takin’ LSD at the park
but i’m scared of the dark
so i’ll pop me a bar..

i did this shit for my bro’s
i could never fuck with you
all this pain that you cause
got me feelin’ pretty blue

i don’t care, i’m the man
got th wrld inside my hand
i’ll just keep stackin’ all these bands

i used a cheat code
why would i cheat tho?
i got a mink coat pinker than pepto
i didn't think of where it came from 
or what it was made of
all i know is that i look immaculate in it..

burn 🔥 w/ etai s0

prod by me

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leave me alone, leave me alone
leave me alone…
alone, alone, alone..

leave me alone, leave me alone
she said i gotta <3 made of stone
my <3’s made of gold..

well you better leave me alone
leave me alone..
leave me alone, leave me alone..

dont snap me, i dont use that app no more
had to stand up on top of the world before
had to fall off to get back 
& im bending backwards 
breaking my back for you

what else i have to lose?
angel numbers im seeing 222s
fucking bummer that it means nothing
i just wanna mean something

l-l-leave me alone, leave me alone
leave me alone…
alone, alone, alone..

leave me alone, leave me alone
she said i gotta <3 made of stone
my <3’s made of gold..

well you better leave me alone
leave me alone..
leave me alone, leave me alone..

i taste the blood on the roof of my mouth
life’s a game & i figured it out
have some faith, yeah ur so full of doubt
yeah i can’t live without you
i need you around

please don’t leave yet
could we just hit reset?
wish that you could see it
but you don’t believe it..

dont snap me, i dont use that app no more
had to stand up on top of the world before
had to fall off to get back 
& im bending backwards 
breaking my back for you

what else i have to lose?
angel numbers im seeing 222s
fucking bummer that it means nothing
i just wanna mean something

<3 of gold 🥹 w/ etai s0

i know i’ll never be good enough
i lost all your trust
relapsing on these drugs

i’m off of adderall & alcohol
there’s too much damn collateral 
my ass was wrong
i guess we’re incompatible, unnatural

i guess i can’t stay mad for long
your dad was wrong..

i was your best mistake
there’s nothing more to say
i’m sick of these rainy days
cut me with razorblades

vodka, promethazine
you mean so much to me
i think i need therapy
she said she’s scared of me..

take my bones & break ‘em
i feel so mistaken
shoot me in the head & i’ll be saved, yuh

all this fuckin’ damage 
got me feelin’ stranded
i’ve been stuck in hell & i can’t stand it

you got me like “god dammit”
suicide, i’ve planned it
i’ma take my life, just not forgranted

she found my fuckin’ body
then decides she wants me
i don’t give a fuck
‘cause my best friend haunts me..

you ain’t got nothin’ on me
they call this shit a ‘hobby’
i’ma kill us both, like kamikaze

1943, the way i’m shootin’ Nazi’s
i know that soon i’ll be dead
but you still can’t stop me

i know i’ll never be good enough
i lost all your trust
relapsing on these drugs

i’m off a couple xan’s & ativan
you know i love this contraband 
this contraband

i’ve got cuts all on my hands
all this damn sufferin’
i just need to repent
forgive me for my sins..

ADDERALL

BLEACH

it’s such a shame that you’re in pain
& i’m to blame for all the rain
my hands are stained, i’ll go insane
there’s much to lose, but much to gain

there’s beauty in the silence
& tears behind my eyelids
i think i need some guidance
or something to revive us

i remember everything you said back in Dec.
like, “i hate you Nvmbr”
you better watch your fuckin’ temper

it’s freezin’, i’ma shiver
i’m drownin’ in this river
i can’t seem to forgive her
but i know i can’t forget her

i keep fallin’ down like autumn
right back to the bottom
of this bottle, gin i swallow
i think i’m drownin’ in my sorrow

there were angels around me
(there were angels all around me)
their aura surrounds me
(in their love i’m drowning)

i’ll say goodbye
one last time..
i’ll pay the price
when i look in your eyes..

it’s such a shame
that you’re in pain..
& i’m to blame (i’ll take the blame)
for all the rain..

the state patrol found me on 338
(in a ditch down by the lake)
you still had nothin’ to say

(you watched me dig my grave
you watched my dig my grave
what do you have to say?)

it’s such a shame that you’re in pain
& i’m to blame for all the rain
my hands are stained, i’ll go insane
there’s much to lose, but much to gain

there’s beauty in the silence
& tears behind my eyelids
i think i need some guidance
or something to revive us

i remember everything you said back in Dec.
like, “i hate you Nvmbr”
you better watch your fuckin’ temper

i know you don’t remember
but you burnt me down to embers..

338

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