prod by me & etai

etai said “let’s cook,” so now we’re cookin’
we step out, your bitch is lookin’ 
saw his hand & then i shook it
shook it, shook it..

better not go start a fight with me
bitch, i need some therapy
give a fuck, just let me be, be, be

locked in like padlocks
she suck me off, i got dad bod
cracka’s talkin’ bout dad rock
i’m w/ Moe now, you get swagged on

you get swagged on..
i got diamonds floodin’ my joycon 
feel like Oliver w/ this soy sauce
you get fucked up like i’m Big Boss

e-e-etai said “hey look,” so now i’m lookin’
unimpressed, you bitches crooked
don’t hit me up bout some bookin’
bookin’, bookin’..

i’ma break your motherfuckin’ skull
& im on the run, not long
give a fuck about the law, law, law

i just need a bitch to give me dome
got a bad one back at home
but im always in my zone, zone, zone..

i been smoking on that strong
thraxx gon put you in a coma if you toke it out my bong bong bong

i been evil all along
im like gannon roll a cannon 
while im recording this song

getting nasty on a iphone 
no rico, no case tho 
disgrace 
you cant say that bullshit to my face, no 

crack ur skull like tempered glass 
with this truey on my ass
give a fuck about no class

let’s cook 😈 w/ etai s0

prod by me & etai

she told me that i’ma burn in hell
speak for yourself
you’re bad for my health

we went to heaven
i remember the ascension
we use love as a weapon
you know that i regret it

i feel the tension building from the pressure
i’ll take my life whenever
i need you but remember

how you were never there in november
but then came december & u swore forever

whatever, whatever, whatever
fell in love in november 
i was dead by december

whatever, you could kill me whenever
i just need to remember 
that u burnt me to embers

pulling me under, im submerged
i plunge into the earth
hotboxed the rocket ship 
im only the passenger 
dying inside but i still roll up a backwood
going to hell, i guess i’ll burn

i guess i'll burn 
i guess im the worst 
i guess thats why im crying late at night 
& it hurts im not her's
& i wish it would end
all my feelings for friends
that were more to me than just friends..

i’m takin’ LSD at the park
but i’m scared of the dark
so i’ll pop me a bar..

i did this shit for my bro’s
i could never fuck with you
all this pain that you cause
got me feelin’ pretty blue

i don’t care, i’m the man
got th wrld inside my hand
i’ll just keep stackin’ all these bands

i used a cheat code
why would i cheat tho?
i got a mink coat pinker than pepto
i didn't think of where it came from 
or what it was made of
all i know is that i look immaculate in it..

burn 🔥 w/ etai s0

prod by me

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leave me alone, leave me alone
leave me alone…
alone, alone, alone..

leave me alone, leave me alone
she said i gotta <3 made of stone
my <3’s made of gold..

well you better leave me alone
leave me alone..
leave me alone, leave me alone..

dont snap me, i dont use that app no more
had to stand up on top of the world before
had to fall off to get back 
& im bending backwards 
breaking my back for you

what else i have to lose?
angel numbers im seeing 222s
fucking bummer that it means nothing
i just wanna mean something

l-l-leave me alone, leave me alone
leave me alone…
alone, alone, alone..

leave me alone, leave me alone
she said i gotta <3 made of stone
my <3’s made of gold..

well you better leave me alone
leave me alone..
leave me alone, leave me alone..

i taste the blood on the roof of my mouth
life’s a game & i figured it out
have some faith, yeah ur so full of doubt
yeah i can’t live without you
i need you around

please don’t leave yet
could we just hit reset?
wish that you could see it
but you don’t believe it..

dont snap me, i dont use that app no more
had to stand up on top of the world before
had to fall off to get back 
& im bending backwards 
breaking my back for you

what else i have to lose?
angel numbers im seeing 222s
fucking bummer that it means nothing
i just wanna mean something

<3 of gold 🥹 w/ etai s0

prod me x etai

break my spine tonight
stab me in the eye
i feel pain inside..

baby, baby, baby, baby, break me
i know u hate me but u can’t replace me
maybe, maybe, maybe, maybe, maybe
god’ll save me, yeah he’ll fuckin’ take me..

percocet in my piss
lil bitch, suck my dick
she just swallowed my kids
but i still can’t feel shit..

i slice my wrist down to the bone
i’m so damn cold
this shit gets deeper, i saw the reaper
i’m a silent sleeper, so my souls a keeper

baby, baby, baby, baby, baby
take me far away bcuz i can’t escape ‘em
i know you hate me
hate me, hate me, hate me, hate me
so fucking rape me, yeah bitch just hang me

percocet in my piss
but i don’t give a shit
if it’s laced it just is
i need to take me a rip

give my soul away on a rainy day
now i can’t be saved..

reaper 🥀

i know i’ll never be good enough
i lost all your trust
relapsing on these drugs

i’m off of adderall & alcohol
there’s too much damn collateral 
my ass was wrong
i guess we’re incompatible, unnatural

i guess i can’t stay mad for long
your dad was wrong..

i was your best mistake
there’s nothing more to say
i’m sick of these rainy days
cut me with razorblades

vodka, promethazine
you mean so much to me
i think i need therapy
she said she’s scared of me..

take my bones & break ‘em
i feel so mistaken
shoot me in the head & i’ll be saved, yuh

all this fuckin’ damage 
got me feelin’ stranded
i’ve been stuck in hell & i can’t stand it

you got me like “god dammit”
suicide, i’ve planned it
i’ma take my life, just not forgranted

she found my fuckin’ body
then decides she wants me
i don’t give a fuck
‘cause my best friend haunts me..

you ain’t got nothin’ on me
they call this shit a ‘hobby’
i’ma kill us both, like kamikaze

1943, the way i’m shootin’ Nazi’s
i know that soon i’ll be dead
but you still can’t stop me

i know i’ll never be good enough
i lost all your trust
relapsing on these drugs

i’m off a couple xan’s & ativan
you know i love this contraband 
this contraband

i’ve got cuts all on my hands
all this damn sufferin’
i just need to repent
forgive me for my sins..

ADDERALL

BLEACH

prod by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor

there’s no going back if the sky turns black
a knife in my back, ‘nother panic attack
i was down so bad, but then i bounced back
wanted this shit so bad, forgot what i had

i’ve got everything i need
i’m so full of greed
my apologies

i’m blowin’ through this bag
but i’ll make it back
we all want so bad what we cannot have
she said “i knew that”
then she turned her back
the sky turned black
the sky turned black..

break my fuckin’ heart
leave me in the dark
we won’t go far, i’ll crash this car
you broke my fuckin’ heart..
you broke my fuckin’ heart..

this agony’s a tragedy 
& i can’t explain why it’s happening
you’re a masterpiece
in reality, i’m far beyond my capacities

break down my walls
watch ‘em fuckin’ fall..

(omfggg)

i broke my fuckin’ arms 
when i crashed ur car
& now it’s all so hard, yeah it’s all so hard

i can’t play guitar & it breaks my heart
i’m just playin’ though
yeah my beats go hard

you want a feature?
you’re gonna have to pay up
i’m blowin’ out your speakers
i’ll turn it to a paystub

they told me “work a day job”
but everybody hates ‘em
& i ain’t even got one
but i’m still gettin’ guap, yuh

BLACK SKY ://

prod by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor

i kinda feel safe here
so i guess i’ll remain here
i’m ridden with anger
so you better just stay clear

everyone leaves me
perpetual grievin’
we’ve all got our demons
i’m numb to the bleedin’

i can’t even feel it
i don’t think i’m breathin’
i just needed a reason 
but you left me here freezin’

you know i’m down in a hole
but you keep breaking my bones
& i can’t take anymore

i can’t take anymore
i can’t take anymore..

i’m in this room full of skeletons
how i got here’s irrelevant 
your kiss, it felt heaven-sent
but i’d rather kiss medicine

you watched me turn to a skeleton
i know you remember it
i can feel your adrenaline 
it doesn’t help that your tremblin’

you all pale in comparison
i ain’t fuckin’ scared of him
i see his eyes when the terror hits
you should die of embarrassment

you all know i’m so elegant
think i’m evil, no resident
‘cause my heart is so desolate
feel my pain? i’m expressin’ it

skeletons

prod by https://soundcloud.com/etaiso

[nvmbr]
all of this anger has turned into hatred
& the thought that you left me
i just can’t fuckin’ take it

turn me back into ashes
yeah, i know i won’t make it
baby, you nvr luv’d me
i was just his replacement

we’ve always been so on & off
(like forever)
she doesn’t know what i’ve been off
(liquid pleasure)
i start to realize i was wrong
(no nvmbr!!)
look in the mirror, i’m so far gone
(i need armor)

i know you hate me lately
& it breaks me baby
& i can’t disguise tht i’ve been changin’ l8ly

you look in my eyes
& say ‘i’ll save you baby’
you can’t save me bb, you can’t save me bb

every time that i touch the sky
i wanna fuckin’ die, why’d i get this high?
on a rainy day
i’m gonna take my life
i’m gonna take my life
i’m gonna take my life

[etai s0]
it's kicking in
the ketamine
I'm feeling it
you reel me in
I'm sick of it

the benjamins
only help to mask the real pain I'm in
the binge I'm on
only happens inside of my residence

again

I'm binging off the drugs again
I wish i had some fun again
(yeah)

it's hard to take the love
when i don't love myself no more
no more

reaper 🥀

nvr nvmbr

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