horizon

my hearts on ice
i won’t survive
let’s roll the dice
& waste our time

my hearts on ice
you know ur mine
yeah, you know ur mine

yeah i’ve fallen apart
& all i’ve got is my art
i shoulda known from the start
that you would rip me apart

& if i wanna survive
then i’ve gotta be high
there’s something wrong with my mind
i think i’m dying inside

nine nights alone
now i’m feelin’ so low
baby, i gave you my soul
yeah, you make me feel whole

i can’t see thru the smoke
yeah, i need it to cope
she left me all on my own
now i’m bitter & cold

& idk how to feel
i couldn’t tell you what’s real
i take a look in the mirror
i suck at facing my fears

no one ever put their faith in the kid
yeah, but look what i did
i swear u can’t tell me shit

my hearts on ice
i won’t survive
let’s roll the dice
& waste our time

my hearts on ice
you know ur mine
yeah, you know ur mine

https://soundcloud.com/r3tr0g4ze

i cut necks
& cut checks
i’m up next

i’m big blessed
i big flex
taste success

he’s big mad 
he can’t get his bitch back

i’m big sad
i wish i could get back

all th time i wasted on u
i had nothin’ to lose
but you’ve got somethin’ to prove

i’m gettin’ sick of waitin’ on u
& takin’ these blues
they don’t have a clue..

nor do you
so i’ll take two
i’m in my room
& i’m turnin’ blue..

i’m turnin’ blue when i’m not w/ you
i’m feelin’ sickly & i feel used
i’m growing tired of being used

blade on my wrist
i’m so amused
i’m growing sick at th thought of you
i’m turnin’ blue in my room..

i’m reminiscing 
sick of superstition 
i’m hidin’ my addiction
despite their supervision

& i’m afflicted
they all think i’m gifted
my thoughts get pretty wicked
i wish tht i could end it

they all called me a tweaker
but i bleed thru speakers
your teeth hit my sneakers
boutta blow like a creeper

blue w/ r3tr0

break down th walls around my <3
it’s not tht harddd
i ache when we are far apart:/
your luv is arttt

& i’m w/ cxdyy1
your bitch thinks she knows me
i had a nosebleed
think i’m finna OD

you killed th old me
bitch you killed th old me
yeah, you don’t know me
now you can’t control me

break down th walls around my <3
it’s not tht harddd
i ache when we are far apart
your love is arttt

had to get it out the mud
shit wasn’t handed to me
now i got mud in my cup feeling happily

ion rlly know why u talkin bout me
i got percocet lean in my fanta
goin hard so the haters cant stand us
baby wya tho ?

nobody understand who i am
jus listen to me i need a friend
give a fuck, why u acting funny?
lots of drugs surrounded by me

bury me out backk
& pls hug my dad
i know you’re all so sad
but you should be glad

tell my mom i’m sorry
shit’ll never be th same
she ride me like a Harley!
yeah, your bitch she give me brain

i’m so afraid of these problems tht i made
i could solve em anyday
a revolver to my brain

yeah, i miss my brother James
shit just hasn’t been th same
i think i’m the one to blame
i think i’m the one to blame

bury me out backk
& pls hug my dad
i know you’re all so sad
but you should be glad

i’m so afraid of these problems tht i made
i could solve em anyday
a revolver to my brain

shit just hasn’t been the same
since i lost my brother James
& i think tht im to blame
yeah, i think tht im to blame

revolver w/ cxdyy1

i cut my arms
i’m addicted to the harm
it’s rlly hard, yeah it’s rlly hard

& i can’t lie, ur on my mind
yeah, i’ll lie & say i’m fine
but you can see thru my disguise
i guess it’s gonna take some time..

these shadows talk to me
& arguably, it’s haunting me

these shadows talk to me
& arguably, it’s haunting me

the sun goes down & the sky turns black
i try so hard to stay in tact
my minds a mess, this shits so whack
they all talk shit behind my back

i turned around & i saw her in the crowd
baby, if you’re down, we could smoke up on this loud
i’m floatin’ on a cloud, i ain’t ever comin’ down

(no i ain’t ever comin’ down..)

i cut my arms
i’m addicted to the harm
it’s rlly hard, yeah it’s rlly hard

& i can’t lie, ur on my mind
yeah, i’ll lie & say i’m fine
but you can see thru my disguise
i guess it’s gettin’ hard to hide..

harm

plz don’t leave me
i know u don’t need me
flow so wet, no fiji
you’ll see me in 3D

baby i’ve been bleeding
and i’m barely breathin’
we’ve both got our demons
but she eat my semen

i-i-it’s fuckin’ nice out, baby get ur knife out!
i’m night owl, take my fuckin’ life now
she told “pipe down,” i just wanna die now 
i’ll take a flight out, ima leave like rn

i smell pennys, bitch i’m gettin’ dizzy!
i’m too tipsy, but ion touch tht whitney
& i’m pretty, i’ll take ur bitch to wendy’s!
but i feel shitty, i hate this fuckin’ city

she luv’s my armor, but shit got harder
my thoughts got darker; my dear departure

she luv’s my armor, but shit got harder
my thoughts got darker; i could nvr harm her

everything u said to me has faded in2 memories
but i let em get the best of me
yeah, u can have the rest of me
feed my body to the centipedes

fiji

https://soundcloud.com/xc01011

lyrix 

posted @ the club off an oxy, idgaf
theses boy tryna copy, they look sorry 
they cnt look like us 
#dReaMgirLz walkin in like its fashion week come snap @ us

better bring the molly
if u rlly wanna dance w us 
think i had enough 
my system turning off 

i barely feel the ground think im floating up
in the back w @luv armor 
think ima black out
i jus sent th addy 
now im fuckin’ gonna cash outt

got a bag on me
ur bitxh wanna call me
prbly cs my fits r on fleek 
kno im servin

this bitxh think she gon take me home pfff nahhh 😭😭
cnt u c im w the fuckin' bros tryna noddd 😎🤪

uh uh, think i hadd enoughhhh
uh uh, i jus threw it uppp
i jus dropped 2 pills inside my cupp
& idrc if i dont wakkeee uppppp

& i don’t wanna wake up
to no more fake luv
& i use fake drugs
i luv the danger

she’s takin’ off her makeup
she thinks i gave up
i’ll die alone
lyin’ face up

& you were a part of me
so it’s hard 4 me
cut my arteries

& you were a part of me
so it’s hard 2 see
your hypocrisy 

& now all i drink is vodka
i mix it with this monster
you look me in my eyes
say you think tht im a goner

well this shits been my armor
cuz shits been gettin’ harder
i fucked tht bitch so good
now she callin’ me her father

i’m stackin’ green like i’ma farmer..

fake luv w/ ♡ xc ♡

we both know there’s not much left to say
yet the thought remains; if we’ll be okay..
& we both know that there’s a price2pay
we both got shit tht we’ll take2 th grave

you’re too stubborn!
my thoughts gets cluttered:/
i tend to reminisce & it makes me suffer

yeah, i think back
back on the summer
yeah, what a bummer; tht i can’t outrun her

you break me, i hate me
i’ve never felt safety
u make me feel crazy
yeah, i’ve nvr felt, i’ve nvr felt this low…

we both know that it nvr ends
but play pretend..
can we start again?

we both know that it nvr ends
but play pretend..
i’ll nvr luv again

life is such a bummer 
lookin backk i wnt a do ovr
omg i wish i nvr met u

(vocal chop)
u broke my heart i knew i shldnt hv let u
(vocal chop)

runnin backk 2 pills not again (again)
all the fighting in my head gotta end (end)
i been hurt sm i need my luv armored 

life is such a bummer 
lookin backk i wnt a do ovr
omg i wish i nvr met u

(vocal chop)
u broke my heart i knew i shldnt hv let u
(vocal chop)

runnin backk 2 pills not again (again)
all the fighting in my head gotta end (end)

i been hurt sm i need my luv armored 
my-my-my-my luv armored (luv armored)

safety w/ ♡ xc ♡

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no one gives a fuck ab me
my head keeps pounding
could u pls stop shouting

& if u see the light you’ll realize
you’re all you have
and life’s so sad

bb we both kno tht there’s no turnin’ back
to what we had
but i’m kinda glad

you shatter me like glass
baby ion wanna live like that
& th skies been turning black
guess that means there ain’t no goin’ back

you break away from me
n you hate on me
but i luv you so faithfully
& it’s plain to see
you should remain w/ me
i’m gonna pay th fee
take it away from me

& i ain’t dumb but i’m always on th run
i just want ur luv yk tht it’s my fav drug
ik im not the only one but im still havin’ fun
yeh, she succ my dick
she said she luvs my fuckin’ cum

you break away from me
n you hate on me
but i luv you so faithfully
& it’s plain to see
you should remain w/ me
i’m gonna pay th fee
take it away from me

remains

light blue skies
my baby tells me lies
i wanna die
look me in my eyes

light blue skies
my baby tells me lies
we get so high
but something don’t feel right..

im a shell of my former self
go to hell; baby wish me well
i need help, yeah i wanna kms
wishing well, throwin’ penny’s by myself

light blue skies
my baby tells me lies
i wanna die
look me in my eyes

light blue skies
my baby tells me lies
we get so high
but something don’t feel right..

im a shell of my former self
go to hell; baby wish me well
i need help, yeah i wanna kms
wishing well, throwin’ penny’s by myself

we were starin’ at stars
& i showed u my scars
i held u tight in my arms
…i miss tht

take a look in th mirror
& now my options are clear
i know i got it severe
get me the hell outta here

im so afraid of myself
yk i hate on myself
it’s prolly bad for my health
i think im going to hell

skies

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apologies 
cause harm to me
& honestly
it’s hard to breathe

but ion pay it no mind
take a look in my eyes
& what u find might blow ur mind

ik im a bastard
my heads a disaster
i’m all alone & i get plastered

it doesn’t matter
it all feels backwards
i’m movin’ on to greener pastures 

they’re all so fake 
i swear they’re actors
but i don’t mind, i’ll just die faster

you rip my fucking head
& i’m so fed up
& idc where i end up

you rip my fucking head off
you rip my fucking head off

& we were in the backseat
turn this shit to taxi
& idgaf bitch u just wanna harass me

don’t remember last week 
but u could nvr catch me
she luv 2 take it raw 
& i luv it when she scratch me

i been so fucked up 4 so long
i don’t need to hold on
didn’t mean u no harm
bb pls just be strong 

now i’m screamin’ at ghosts
i don’t have any hope
i just need u to know
that i luv you the most
it’ll freeze when it snows
bb pls just don’t go

remains

nvr nvmbr

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