prod by bloodcryY
mixed/mastered by bloodcryY
junk king verse by @junk_king_mp3

ice it w/ junk king (bloodcryY)

prod by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor

music video <3 https://youtu.be/76JrNvfwviE?si=cwS_VgcTEtCO6Vpy

you go on, i’ll be ok
i can dream th rest away
it’s just a lil touch of fate
it’ll be okkk

i couldn’t say it to ur face
so i’ma take it to my grave
baby, i made a big mistake
& now i fear i’m gonna pay

you go on, i’ll be ok
i can dream th rest away
we’re both so used to rain
but i still pray for better days

…

the world is such a lonely place
but the Lord’ll take away my pain
sometimes a loss is still a gain
but i still miss my brother James 🕊️

at the end of every fuckin’ day
i slit my wrist, blood down the drain
no wonder they think i’m insane
i just pretend to be ok

i turn my head up to the sky
& focus one thought at a time
i needed drugs to get me by
little did i know, i was blind

i turn my head up to the sky 
i’m tellin’ God “i wanna die”
there’s a reason i’m alive 
that i just cannot seem to find

I'll be ok <3

i'll be ok <3

prod by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor

(we could stay here forever
forever, forever)

together, we’ll brave the weather
you give me shelter
i could die whenever

forever, yeah, it’d be my pleasure
it’s nvmbr nvr
but our luv’s 4evr

y-y-yeah, you stole my heart
when we parked the car
it was so damn dark & we drove so far
you give me light when i need a spark

yeah life gets hard…

i see you in my dreams
but don’t know what it means
i told you everything 
but you just couldn’t see

our luv was make believe
but felt so heavenly
im full of jealousy
& it makes me bleed

i can’t fuckin’ breathe
or fall asleep
i pop these beans & they got me geeked

you’re on my tongue but it’s bittersweet
i can’t believe what i can’t see

well what’s it mean to me?
well what’s it mean to me?
well what’s it mean to me?

jealousy

prod by https://soundcloud.com/etaiso

[nvmbr]
all of this anger has turned into hatred
& the thought that you left me
i just can’t fuckin’ take it

turn me back into ashes
yeah, i know i won’t make it
baby, you nvr luv’d me
i was just his replacement

we’ve always been so on & off
(like forever)
she doesn’t know what i’ve been off
(liquid pleasure)
i start to realize i was wrong
(no nvmbr!!)
look in the mirror, i’m so far gone
(i need armor)

i know you hate me lately
& it breaks me baby
& i can’t disguise tht i’ve been changin’ l8ly

you look in my eyes
& say ‘i’ll save you baby’
you can’t save me bb, you can’t save me bb

every time that i touch the sky
i wanna fuckin’ die, why’d i get this high?
on a rainy day
i’m gonna take my life
i’m gonna take my life
i’m gonna take my life

[etai s0]
it's kicking in
the ketamine
I'm feeling it
you reel me in
I'm sick of it

the benjamins
only help to mask the real pain I'm in
the binge I'm on
only happens inside of my residence

again

I'm binging off the drugs again
I wish i had some fun again
(yeah)

it's hard to take the love
when i don't love myself no more
no more

sick of it w/ etai s0

i don’t wanna run away
from all these problems that i face
but yeah, they’re driving me insane
(woah)

baby, look me in the face
you can tell i’m not okay
but you won’t say, it’s not your place
(oh)

i saw you out in the moonlight
you looked so perfect
but i can’t afford this endless torment
(ohhhh)
i don’t deserve it (& it’s not worth it)

she said she luv’s me anyway
but i’m the type to play it safe
put some flowers on my grave
(oouu-ohhhh)

we were dancin’ in the rain
you told me that it’d be okay
i think about it every day
i miss you in every single way

we were dancin’ in the rain
you told me that it’d be okay
i think about it every day
how you told away my pain

now like everything is grey…

i’d rip my heart out
just to let your guard down
we could stare at stars now
every time it’s dark out

i don’t wanna run away
from all these problems that i face
but yeah, they’re driving me insane
(woah)

baby, look me in the face
you can tell i’m not okay
but you won’t say, it’s not your place
(ohhh ohh ohhhh)

we were dancin’ in the rain
you told me that it’d be okay
i think about it every day

now like everything is grey

everything is grey

i just keep on wreakin’ havoc
like, you should stay away
she called me melodramatic 
& now i feel so greyy

she said she don’t even luv me
i guess i’ll go away
i’m breakin’ everyday
i needa place to stay

your words, they cut like a razorblade
i might go insane
as my blood gets drained

i don’t think that i’ll ever heal at all
she asked to just stay & talk
i shouldn’t have got involved

y-you know you don’t rlly need me
that won’t stop you from grieving
you said that you’re bleedin’
trust me, i know the feelin’

we were layin’ here skin to skin
we’ll never be again
i don’t think i’ll breathe again

every time you come back home
you leave me here low
the moment you go
like i should have known

every time that you leave again
i swear the rain won’t end
you got me feelin’ like shit

now in the end
i guess it doesn't matter 
all the things that you're after 
i should've run faster 

you've made your choices 
& i've made mine
wish i could leave this place behind
but it's hard when i'm fogged by the memories of you

over and over and over again
over and over and over again
over and over and over again

i don’t wanna go home
but you want me to go
i’ll be all on my own
& it makes me feel cold

baby, i’m feelin’ low
i just thought you should know
i wanna hold you so close
but i can’t hold a ghost

stay away w/ vawmz

stone axe [sped]

iloveyousomuch (prod. bloodcryY)

can u feel me w/ teej + v3nn

[outro made by eepylo]

[teej] 
please dont ask me what i am 
or what im up to
hand me my glasses on the table right beside you
dont have to tell me what it means it couldnt be truth
all i know is everything that im supposed to
get a grip on masking face itsjust reality
its close to being everyday 
i hope youre proud of me
super glue and sticks to fix up my morality
ive proven everything ive had to prove
so theres no doubting me
you live it once so live it short
theres still no benefit
smoke another 
chase it down with whats been evident
you feel the same but you could never even test to it
i feel the same but hide the pain through double cups of settlement

[v3nn]
getting faded everyday to ease my mind
i get so scared and i cant help but wonder why
i was dealt a life so bad dont know where im gonna sleep tonight
maybe i can find something to eat tonight
i remember being in the 03
nowhere to go riding round on E
i wish i didnt have to say all these words
just for you to know that im cursed
pls dont say ur life is bad cause mine is worse

stay away w/ vawmz

nvr nvmbr

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