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flyin higher than the ceiling
i cnt see shit wi all these needles in my eyes
im so infected
cut my body i don feel shit
goin deeper is this masochistic? or suicidal?
but i don feel it?
uh idfk
n idfc, im self-destructive,
when i look in the mirror i don recognize me, self-agnosic
self-diagnosing cuz i think im goin crazy
yeah swear ill fkn go psychotic one day off the benzos im takin
i mix it, cuz idec about livin
idk but its toxic
kms now, im a fuckin ghost bitch
i like to test things, yeah, yeah, thats why my wrists are fkn leaking, n ill stop breathing
yeah too many things gone wrong for me to evr heal
n im like everdead n still forever here
i shouldnt be here, no
idk wtf im on rn
but i think i took too much
yeah it feels so good
can u see it in the way i walk
don talk please yeah
im peacefully leavin this earth
i was reachin, but nobody helped
thats fine, im ready to forget
four xans n a canvas to paint red
my razor n many more pills
more than enough to be painless
yeah cuz i cnt fkn take this
so ill go, take my life, i don wan it
im a failure, i tried my hardest
no more fkn hearts left
oh no, im scared to be heartless
im so used to bein in pieces
but i want this ye
no more time here wasted
im sorry i was here to begin with
n im sorry im choosin to leave
but ill nvr be the girl i wanna be
n ill nvr get clean
not worth it, i cnt be healed
i became everything i feared

everdead

uhhh yeah i make music bc its my only escape from myself ig <3

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she/her

everdead

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