[@couski]:

imma fuckin stab u
leave u like junko use ur blood as a tatoo
on the floor
no u cant ecape me
now ur regretting all the time u said u wanna rape me
bitch imma filet u leave u like a steak
eat ur body partz yea i put it on a plate
fucked ur lil slutty mouth, it left blood on my bb belt
ur a stupid slutty whore, left ur skull on the shelf
put a knife in ur clit now its bleeding from the tip
mark my territory on ur body
ur a dead lil bitch ur a hottie
imma fuck ur dead body cuz im horny

[@eshx]:

ima fkn a yandere
ill kill tll u luv me'

ill cut ur fkn body
if u evr reject me
pls dnt tlk 2 me
or its gna end in surgery
make me fkn crazy
i jst wnt ur body
im so obssessed w u
so why cnt u jst wnt me

grab the knife n rip me open
can u take my heart
i doont want it antymur
if u n me r apart :(
sry tht im like ths
ik ths u hate me
ima keep lying to myself
till u need me

[@757s]:

gone for the week and no i cannot stay
heart pounding so fast dont know what to say
i-i-i-i-i found your corpse and i watched it decay
my stomach starts to hurt and head starts to ache
gone for the weekend and no i wont come back
sitting here watching you decline what was that?
stalking her socials and girl you are so fine
ill kidnap your soul and your body will be mine

[@mqxixo]:

let me come inside and gut u
when ur dead im gonna rape u
if its wrong for me to love u 
then i'll leave and just abduct u 
cut ur body into pieces
save ur heart cus it has meaning
yea i care but im not grieving
i ensured to her this feeling
now that ur gone i feel great ecstasy 
this is how its meant to be
i sacraficed like everything
theres nothing left to me
dance with these unconscious bodies
i'll find anyone who saw me
gouge their eyes so they'll never stalk again
rip their tounge so they'll never talk again

[@weepp]:

omg ur all i see when my eyes close ill rip my heart out and put it on a platter for u but in the end does it even matter when u go away it makes me even sadder make the pain go away dont comeback another day can u plz just stay away ima cut like everyday can i feel something at all she ignore like all my calls i just want her to comeback is that too much to ask

##PPWC - YANDERE W/ COUSKI +ESH +MOXI +WEEP [FT. RAI] (PROD. TAKUORI)

tnfmb - buried alive w/ snuffcide (tnfmb)

prod. by me

lyrics:
slit my wrists make me bleed when u talk to me
so fucked up in my head baby thats the fucking thing
i've been tryna make it right but i'd lose a piece of me
i've been so horrified and slit every single vein on me
put a knife to my neck make me kneel use my head
cuz for u i would do every single thing i swear

(rip my heart out as i bleed
make me cry now with ur teeth)

ur my salvation u are my therapy
rip my gutz out to show how much u mean to me
wish i could cut u up and live under ur fucking skin
yeah im an addict cuz u are my heroin
ur my salvation u are my therapy
rip my gutz out to show how much u mean to me
wish i could cut u up and live under ur fucking skin
yeah im an addict cuz u are my heroin

@1lav
lets take a pic omg i feel so sick
cuts  on my arms cut it deep so im feelin it
now they wont let me go them drugs they got me sold
leave me to  bleed out we can cut ourselves til we go cold
baby kill me u can take it all from me
and i need, i need drugs walking like a zombie
now im cuttin for the fun of it girl youre such a fucking bitch
my blood's running cold take a pic once i bleed out
(girl i feel so sick, yuh i feel so sick)

@sirellia
ur my salvation u are my therapy
rip my gutz out to show how much u mean to me
wish i could cut u up and live under ur fucking skin
yeah im an addict cuz u are my heroin
ur my salvation u are my therapy
rip my gutz out to show how much u mean to me
wish i could cut u up and live under ur fucking skin
yeah im an addict cuz u are my heroin

urmyheroine xoxo ft.lavendr [sirellia]

needles in my arms ft snuffcide (ldlad)

march 19 

album soon

lyrics

n we meet again at the suicide casket
we made a plan but it was all broke faster
leave me a chance i wont change for better
i promiss in the end u were all dat mattered
got a knife so crazy for you
u barely knew all the things id do
yk how time passss slowly
u my angel but unholy 
i forgive u giv me a chance
not one more njght wont be  our last dance
jus promise ull come back u make my eyes look sad
i sobbed n crying n wept shes not even dead


you were all that mattered #adore (ldlad)

prod. @p7e

lyricsss:
i dont wanna see ur fucking face
they keep lying get away
i dont want u in my head
so it never stays this way
shes been lying on the ground
lets just hide in the woods
lets just cover up my scars
i dont fucking miss u
its so hard to interact
hope i never stay this way
shes been bleeding on the ground
she just dropped her fucking blade
i dont see my own reflection in the mirror
hope i never see u baby ur so miserable

u been stuck up in my head
u see me bleeding out
ur always in the club
lemme throw up
lets just overdose i know u want me to
stab into my heart baby i dont wanna be with u

u been stuck up in my head
i been stuck up on the ground
cos its never been the same
u can tell me im enough
how hard can it be to change
im so sorry for the scars
take it so it goes away
i dont know if im alright
they keep lying get away
i dont want u in my head
so it never stays this way
shes been lying on the ground
lets just hide in the woods
lets just cover up my scars
i dont fucking miss u

SPOTIFY

MISERABLE (wintr)

blocked ft ritual rackz x romziie (loxxy)

prod @soreu_u

lyrics 

i will never

be together w me
but how much times u forgot?
please dont get sick of me
i feel dead like a god

need a martyr, need it bad, rough inside outside its black
veins are black, my corpse a mess, look at me it makes gag
constant pain, i black out, i feel sorry all around
kiss me at the funeral, girl you look so beautiful
circus body all i need, laugh at me it makes me screams
ampethamine, ketamine, be mine, youre all i need
better being buried, instead of saying sorry
and i feel scary, basic is boring
eyes are pouring blood, i hope i was enough
you look so pretty cut, cut me cut me up
dead and sorry, you mean so much to me
girl i want it, i will never leave
youre so precious to me, youre everytyhing i ever wanted
i dont wanna ever eat, i feel so pretty and morbid

dead, they will find me
dead, shes still lying
dead, wont be more crying
life's a picture without lighting
something bad on the way
i think i made a mistake
if there's a sheep there's a prey
we all strong till we break

corpse mess #blackveins (sore)

lyrics 

i got buttons on my body
blind my eyes wont see me plead
when i wake up frm the party 
i regret the things i did
bae i love u but im sad 
need my knife when im depressed 
im a corpse, im a mess 
kms no regrets

lifeless eyes the lights fade im jus waiting to decay 
life was great now i cant take  the pain im feeling everyday 
lacerations, so disgraceful, everybody staying mangled  like an angel

hang me up, at the church, make my corpse pretty when it hurts
fell in love with a secret, dont wnna hide it anymore u can keep it 

haunted candyland, i fell in love with desire 
pretty when it hurts, u can kill me in designer 
i see you but i cannot fkn feel u
I wnna be alone but life is pretty when i hear you
let my corpse dance, kill me when we hold hands 
on my death bed, life is pretty all again 
i cant breathe alone, blood all on my phone 
take a trip, overdose, take the camera and pose

blow on my noseee
life is pretty alonee

lacerations #prettywhenithurts (takuori)

shitty self prod </3

ILL ALWAYS BE AN ADDICT

one take type shi this mix is horrible

yeah
break my heart
i love to fall apart, ye idek why
i want ur touch so much more than i need to
four lines straight through my heart
yeah i don feel it at all
like i cnt feel when it stops n thats jus fine
idrc jus let me kiss the sky
say goodbye again one more time
i miss u more than my heartbeat
cuz all these drugs make that heart beat
its tragic but its so real
n its all ill evr need
"oh no shes bleedin"
thats what they say but they don feel it
i don feel anythin
my only love melts me into nothin
erase me, my life means nothin
i don wanna breathe, ill lose whats left of me
im fadin so slowly into only a memory
but please don remember me
its better for u to leave
n leave me here, ill disappear
overdose oh the end is so near
im so nearly there, please
18 years a waste, but no more
leave behind all my blood on the floor
girl u tried to save me but u cnt save what u cnt understand
n u cnt save a fuckin heart that is this fkn poisoned
u cnt stitch scars that fight back like mine
n from all these fkn drugs... u cnt reach me from the depths of time
yeah my love for u... its so fkn high
dont pick up my wings when i die

dont pick up my wings when i die

sampled south park goth kids burning hot topic lol

disoc8 - red flags (disoc8) (2023)

dm for collabs u can send opens or beats or i can prod too :3 (free ofc <33)

18 🏳️‍⚧️ she/her

im a stupid junkie girl but i wish i could grow wings that arent fleeting... </3

n i just wanna say im not promoting any of the shit i talk about. this is simply my way of trying to survive through it all and i sing it as is. much love <3

dont pick up my wings when i die

nvrlvd