shitty self prod </3

ILL ALWAYS BE AN ADDICT

one take type shi this mix is horrible

yeah
break my heart
i love to fall apart, ye idek why
i want ur touch so much more than i need to
four lines straight through my heart
yeah i don feel it at all
like i cnt feel when it stops n thats jus fine
idrc jus let me kiss the sky
say goodbye again one more time
i miss u more than my heartbeat
cuz all these drugs make that heart beat
its tragic but its so real
n its all ill evr need
"oh no shes bleedin"
thats what they say but they don feel it
i don feel anythin
my only love melts me into nothin
erase me, my life means nothin
i don wanna breathe, ill lose whats left of me
im fadin so slowly into only a memory
but please don remember me
its better for u to leave
n leave me here, ill disappear
overdose oh the end is so near
im so nearly there, please
18 years a waste, but no more
leave behind all my blood on the floor
girl u tried to save me but u cnt save what u cnt understand
n u cnt save a fuckin heart that is this fkn poisoned
u cnt stitch scars that fight back like mine
n from all these fkn drugs... u cnt reach me from the depths of time
yeah my love for u... its so fkn high
dont pick up my wings when i die

dont pick up my wings when i die

@nvrlvdnvr

18 🏳️‍⚧️ she/her

im a stupid junkie girl but i wish i could grow wings that arent fleeting... </3

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bc i cant succeed myself

dm for collabs u can send opens or beats or i can prod too :3 (free ofc <33)

18 🏳️‍⚧️ she/her

im a stupid junkie girl but i wish i could grow wings that arent fleeting... </3

n i just wanna say im not promoting any of the shit i talk about. this is simply my way of trying to survive through it all and i sing it as is. much love <3