all plats soon shouldve been out already my bad

prod me

love, drugs, ye, its all the fkn same to me
im so numb off so much fkn ketamine
fucked up, so fucked up evry day but its perfect
fuck im not okay i jus need some help ye
but bby look at me, like do u evn love me?
like i think if i died u would fkn laugh at me
the way u draw blood from my wrists i fkn love it
my body so fkn cut up cuz i deserve it
yeah, ive earned it n it feels so good
i love u more than fkn anythin
id do any fkn drug for u
need like 10 xans daily, take another two, yeah
n now my heart beats so slowly
when i pass out ill wake up fkn lonely
what more i needa do for ur heart?
i bled out so much theres only fkn chems in my heart

yeah, u keep tellin me tha im the one
but i think im too fkn broken
n too fkn numb
ik i do way too many drugs
we both know that
n i think u wan me dead now
ill overdose the next time tha i can, yeah
for u ill kms when i can, yeah
uh, i fell way too fkn far
too much fkn love, i cnt handle it all
i wanna fkn die
don evn remember ur face now
not agnosic, jus way too fkn high
nvr there, don remember any place
don remember my own name
n ill still take more cuz im still alive so it cnt be enough

for u ill kms!!

dm for collabs u can send opens or beats or i can prod too :3 (free ofc <33)

uhhh yeah i make music bc its my only escape from myself ig <3

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she/her

i just wanna say im not promoting any of the shit i talk about. this is simply my way of trying to survive through it all and i sing it as is. much love <3

for u ill kms!!

nvrlvd