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mixed by @dilutedtoxin

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>>>   prod by g3rtzzz  <<<


hi lovelies this ones a bit short but i really like this hook and the cheap reverb

see u next week xo

borrow tears from your knife

molly

seslerinim

tgc: https://t.me/mxrrowmxrrow
LeXanax: https://on.soundcloud.com/i2EZHvONf9DtG8xnJ2
cover: https://t.me/akyy_in

lyrics:

[mxrrow]
yeah blood is on my wrist im getting so damn fucking drunk
i been moving in the club and leaving my bands to the whores
yeah she always fucks with me cuz i know she getting a line
yeah shes looking, kissing and admiring my scars on my arm

valentine valentine
no her name is actually just Mary
just like bloody Mary
maybe mommy Mary
yeah shes fucking creepy
we got same scars
she think of me when she cuttin at night
i dont do the same
im in the tub im bleedin till i die

razor on my neck its sticking out and blood is leaking out
i dont give a fuck bout what u think just let me fucking die
im so sick of this she thought id heal but baby im so sorry 
tryna hide the fact that i been cutting no she doesnt know it

[LeXanax]
Lyrics:
rip me rip me
rip me apart
bloody valentine
left me bleeding in the dark
hit me hit me
treat me like a ragdoll
beat me bruise me
you're such a fucking asshole
gave you my soul
now you keep it in a locket
I see shadow figures
when I OD on the benzo
stop it
tie me up
throw away the key
I'm not really useful
unless you abuse me

I'm not really myself
unless I'm fucked up baby
vodka with the OJ
and a xan to get hazy
 hate my stupid self
when I'm sober I feel crazy

keep me on a shelf like a doll
say I'm precious

I'm spiralling out of control
if you want we can end this
life is getting dull
need the drama like a substance
no end goal
want your gun 
pressed against my forehead


[mxrrow]
valentine valentine
no her name is actually just Mary
just like bloody Mary
maybe mommy Mary
yeah shes fucking creepy
we got same scars
she think of me when she cuttin at night
i dont do the same
im in the tub im bleedin till i die
2x

[LeXanax outro]
if you pull the trigger
pray l look as pretty dead

Mary (ft. LeXanax)

blow my brains out

march 19 

album soon

lyrics

n we meet again at the suicide casket
we made a plan but it was all broke faster
leave me a chance i wont change for better
i promiss in the end u were all dat mattered
got a knife so crazy for you
u barely knew all the things id do
yk how time passss slowly
u my angel but unholy 
i forgive u giv me a chance
not one more njght wont be  our last dance
jus promise ull come back u make my eyes look sad
i sobbed n crying n wept shes not even dead


you were all that mattered #adore (ldlad)

prod. fiftyzeros <<<<

sorry i got lazy and didnt upload last week 
ill upload tmr again to make up for it, hardclip song today ill post some sceneish stuff tmr 

see u xxx

i dont get your concept

produced by me

@avoidr
yeah-uh, the pains getting greater
you dont know, yeah you love me harder
yeah-uh, the numbness getting better
you dont know, i dont wanna live no more
i put a knife to my heart, i've been dying now
killing myself, bleeding out losing all of it
you really thought that i'd be living in a world like this
thats kinda silly of you to pursue im out of it

@lexanax
still pursuing all of it
i said its a waste
come find me in the dark
i really miss your face
i could give you my heart 
if it would make a difference
i could choose to belive 
but it's all just fiction

@avoidr
hell nah, you thought im living in a world like this?
oh girl, you dont know what is going on
help me, im stuck inside of this endless loop
nightmares, thats what im trying to be living in

@lexanax
everything you say is a complete contradiction
wanting me to stay, 
then you're leaving without saying 
i've been losing sleep, 
all my dreams are haunted
said you wanted me, 
yet you don't like who i am

@avoidr
im so stuck inside an endless loop
i dont know if im holding on
im so stuck inside an endless loop
i dont know if i can trust you now
i put a knife to my heart, i've been dying now
killing myself, bleeding out losing all of it
you really thought that i'd be living in a world like this
thats kinda silly of you to pursue im out of it

@lexanax
still pursuing all of it
i said its a waste
come find me in the dark
i really miss your face
i could give you my heart 
if it would make a difference
i could choose to belive 
but it's all just fiction

@avoidr
thats kinda silly of you
thats kinda silly of you
to pursue im out of it
to pursue im out of it
thats kinda silly of you
thats kinda silly of you
to pursue im out of it
to pursue im out of it

out of it w/ LeXanax

prod idek who but i ruined this divine fkn beat sorry :(

this is just words like does this even qualify as art
get urself a person who is as loyal to u as i am to the hospital

oh fuck
idfk what im doing, uhh
layin on the bathroom floor, all alone
ive tried my best to be whole
i swore i cld heal n be sober
i failed her, im high again
a liar, a failure
fightin to forget
snort two lines to be happier
n i disappear
im not real
its better this way, i dnt wna heal
i know what makes me feel
divine, evry breath so surreal
nother line to forget im a junkie
couple fkn xans to sleep smoothly
i don wna wake up in the mornin
tryinna escape this whole thing
i don fw life, not my thing
id rather be dead than this
ill nvr evr fkn be anythin
so much medicine, but im too broken
i love ketamine, without it im not anythin
feel nothin, yeah
fuck, slit my wrists to the sound of the music
so euphoric, its wrong but i like it
yeah i like to be different
i hate this, i hate me
i have nothin
im sick in the head, fkn stupid
snort more k thru the tears
crystallize in front of the mirror
crystal eyes, i see nothin in me, yeah
ye, cnt see
so sick, sick in the head, fkn stupid
yeah, nvr lucid
im paralyzed, i panic
overanalyze, i wanna be happy
hope i could one day have it
lost the pieces i used to carry
no heart anymore, im an addict
need more, every day till i die
oh fuck im so fkn high
itll hurt so much when i fall
its so peaceful, too good
i don wanna come down so i redose
feel so cold
uhhh idk
lost control
uhh lost all my fkn lyrics (lol i actually accidentally went out my notes app but i just kept this n kept going freestyle lmaoo)
fuck, no talent
i cnt write if im not manic
bipolar ye
my heart fkn blank, white crystals, like ketamine
yeah its the void
life sucks i don wanna be alive
stupid junkie girl all my life, yeah
yeah uhhhh off drugs
fuck
mmmm
girl, how long is there left of the beat?? its- yeah

-`crystal lines in my heart´-

dm for collabs u can send opens or beats or i can prod too :3 (free ofc <33)

uhhh yeah i make music bc its my only escape from myself ig <3

18 🏳️‍⚧️
she/her

i just wanna say im not promoting any of the shit i talk about. this is simply my way of trying to survive through it all and i sing it as is. much love <3

-`crystal lines in my heart´-

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