i've been spending so much time
doing nothing in my room
tryna rhyme a better line
so i can win and you can lose

till someone came along and said
theres thousands just like you
you'll never be a star
you'll never even reach the mooN
you don't know what you're doing
you don't even have a clue
well thats the difference
i dont know, and you seem like you do
so fuck you

lalalalalallalala
oooooo

theres too much going on
i cant keep track of right and wrong
too many people said so long
i haven't processed that they're gone

i don't want anything to do
with anything involving you
i dont care about your new lover
cause you just text me the same thing(the same thing!)
from different numbers (different numbers!)

i dont care if i die drunk
 I dont care if i die young
 i dont care about your wants
i dont care cause i forgot
  i dont care the smallest bit
cause nobody gave the slightest shit
when i just needed someones hand to hold
well lets just say while i was waiting my heart got cold

lalalalal(harmonica+kazoo solo)alallaaooooolala

Afterparty

i dont relate to fucking whores so i changed the lyrics to something degen i can relate too like self harm

so lame and fake
should kill myself
wake up fucked up
every single day
my soul for sale
i've lost my faith
and I can't see any trace of God anywhere.
cut and drink is all i do
Tears and pills fill my room.
flirting with suicide
no morals, no laws
wasted life take one more shot 
another downer down my throat,
a shotgun in my fucking mouth
my brains on the wall

Suicide Note (belowground cover)

уоррен сдох нахуй

corny luv song

prod me.

https://open.spotify.com/track/3vVuIWbYEvjnsxh8SmKPyH?si=F0aiE9QJQJuqtTTnxoIAeQ

lyrics:
i feel i feel like im a ghost
and honestly im tired of getting ignored
but this wont be the last you know of me
ill come back and hunt your soul

and if you think the past is long forgot
i have to say your on the wrong
come see if you want, my pride is on the floor 
the guilt will follow you back home

life’s hard when you are soft
my tough shell shatters, alone is forgot
fill the missing pieces of my bones
bullet pierces across my thoughts

i think you know the path my life goes on
i pray to god i wont just die alone
but if theres no way back from where im gone
just know im always watching you

i’ll be watching
i’ll be watching
i’ll be watching
i’ll be watching

life’s hard when you are soft
my tough shell shatters, alone is forgot
fill the missing pieces of my bones
bullet pierces across my thoughts

i'll be watching

oh there once was a time
when we we’re alright
i dont want to hear your fucking excuses
i just wanna know shit, i aint stupid

i hate my fucking voice, i cant sing
i hate my fucking voice, i cant be on key
i hate your fucking voice, just please go away
your voice is stuck in my brain, it replays

again, and again
again, and again
again, and again

i want you to know
that you really need to go
could you please stop bothering me
before we end up even more unhappy

once was a time

i think i'll probably do an ep soon seen as these songs only take like an hour or two to make at most.

make stupid edits with my music on tiktok please please please.

GO AWAY

goth

https://open.spotify.com/album/15hUzg5Otlo48ERdq5E4pO?si=Jms-nyjmRE-4nH30jJp7_g

she called me a loser fag (ft. mgchi)

(death to yuriel)

There are some drugs that I still have to overdose on
But I don't give a shit; to me it's not really poison
You can call me a skel clone but realistically I just hate my life
And there are some things that I still have to decide

Romance is dead and so are you in my bed
I want you to rot there
I didn't give you no last words
The last thing I heard
Was your screams from the tape

You promised you'd stay forever
And now I just get high
You're really a sick fuck
And I hope you fucking die
All you say yet I manage to see through your lies
Deceiving little scum, how 'bout you leave my life?

You think you're slick? Well, you thought wrong
I've been watching you through cams and an airtag in your purse
You might think I'm crazy, or it's a curse
But you did this to yourself
You can't cry or call for help
No one but me will hear your screams
My plan was successful
Another decomposed soul
'Cause no one's saving you

Really saw a life with you
My last spark of hope
I guess it was fucking useless
You're just another stupid hoe
And don't you dare come back
No matter how much you're fucking sad
I'll choose drugs over your ass anytime, any day

Romance is dead and so are you in my bed, I want you to rot there
I didn't give you no last words; the last thing I heard was your screams from the tape
Romance is dead and so are you in my bed, I want you to rot there
I didn't give you no last words; the last thing I heard was your screams from the tape

saving u (ft. girled) [prod. me]

shoutout dazey and the scouts

slash at my wrist i feel so alive
lookin through the cabinet tryna get a lil high
yea i wanna kill myself but im kinda scared to die
so yall think that im a lie

my wrists are wetter than the space between your thighs
lifes so much better when i know ur bout to cry
its bout to happen
its bout to happen
oh way back when, when i had no friends
made up so much shit just to fit in

u know i suffer just to be in the same place i was five years ago
finally spoke the truth but u just hate the way i told u soooo woa o o oh
now ur tryna hate me cz im grown
my wrists are swollen and i feel like fucking gold

slash at my wrist i feel so alive
lookin through the cabinet tryna get a lil high
yea i wanna kill myself but im kinda scared to die
so yall think that im a lie

my wrists are wetter than the space between your thighs
lifes so much better when i know ur bout to cry
its bout to happen
             (its bout to happen)
its so depressing how the tear ducts in my eyes
feels so much wetter than the space between your thighs

cutting feels so good im done pretending it sucks

prod @necromancer1447

LYRICS

im a retard that has no where to go
life online is all i fucking know
all these whores theyll tell me fucking no
im a loser who only chuds will know

stuck online 
i just want to end my life
only people that will care
never met me in real life

if i would die 
tell me what would i leave behind
would you cry
i bet you wouldn't care about my life

im a retard that has no where to go
life online is all i fucking know
all these whores theyll tell me fucking no
im a loser who only chuds will know

once was a time

nvrbetter

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