its not fair the way you part your hair
the way you look at me the way that i stare
i see you everywhere and its hard to get over
i see you all the time does it get easy when we're older
and she'd say

doot da doot da doot
does that make sense to you to you to you
i never had a clue a clue a clue
i love her only you oh you oh you 
i love her only you

so please come over over over over
please come over over over over
we'll get older older older older
we'll get older older older older
i'll get older

i love you

prod casper's pishogue

lyrics:

girl i did it for you
but you aint gotta tell me what to do

god i hate myself i can't fill this hole
i'm stuck inside of my home
i'm always home

with you i feel so good
fuck yeah i would see you in hell

do do do >:3

god i hate myself i can't fill this hole
i'm stuck inside of my home
i'm always home

with you i feel so good
fuck yeah i would see you in hell

i can't panic no more i would see you in hell

stop panicking

i’m sorry that i failed
the old me is dead yeah rip
im sorry that i failed you
im tired of being a failure

there’s just so much damn pain
the more i live the more i gain
the thoughts i have my brain
you would literally tweak and go insane
i almost ended it all
but life’salways worth another try
ten toes i’m standin tall
through the trauma, misery im tryin not to fall

and as i get older
feels like i’m forever waiting on you
you ain’t have to do me like that
i just needed some help but that’s okay
it’s really not but it’s whatever
i woke up dead on another day
im sorry that i failed you
im tired of being a failure

failure

Loser xd 

prod @adderal911adderal

lyrics

everyday sucks in my loser filled life
everytime i do something i dont do it right
mirror just laughs, sayin "man, what a sight"
tryna find color in a world that's white
pills in the drawer like a way way out
I don’t wanna die, just shut it all down
sleep feels fake, and the days feel worse
take ten pills and down to the earth
im so stressed out i wanna die now
everyday sucks but who gives a fuck
feel so numb and dumb after waking up
Eyes wide open but my mind's shut up,
Like I’m stuck in a haze, don't know what’s real,
Chasing a feeling, but I don’t know how to feel

Loser Filled Life

everythings is worthless
everythings is perfect
everythings is fine but ik that im just worthles
i look inside the mirror and see version of myself
it looks so damage looks so broken
why im i always like this 
do i seem perfect or im this worthless
i just inside and i dont know what to do
just tell me the truth 
cause ik that im worthless
i have nothings to do
ik you hate me 
just to tell me what im post to do
if im so honest 
i have nothing to even lose

i have nothing to lose

oh there once was a time
when we we’re alright
i dont want to hear your fucking excuses
i just wanna know shit, i aint stupid

i hate my fucking voice, i cant sing
i hate my fucking voice, i cant be on key
i hate your fucking voice, just please go away
your voice is stuck in my brain, it replays

again, and again
again, and again
again, and again

i want you to know
that you really need to go
could you please stop bothering me
before we end up even more unhappy

once was a time

prod me

why should i try if im never missed?
she treats me like i dont exist
im drained of my thoughts i just cant get through
cause i feel insecure when i think of you

What dont you see in me?
The thought of you just cuts so deep
i've tried so hard, im starting to think
my feelings dont mean anything

stop stop it hurts me
I want you so badly
there's so much things that i couldve said,
i regret it now, i was a little bit scared

What do you not see in me?
The thought of you just cuts so deep
i've tried so hard, im starting to think
my feelings dont mean anything x2

my feelings dont mean anything

LYRICS

I just think that we are doomed
there is nothing we can do
I just think that we are doomed
there is nothing we can do 

laying in my bed again
wondering if Im left on read
you just h8 the things i said 
sat here wishin i was dead 

10 things that you said 
youll only love me when im fucking dead
10 things that you said 
you just h8 when im in your fuckin head 
10 things that you said 
(I just think that we are doomed)
you only like me in your fucking bed
(there is nothing we can do)
10 things that you said 
(I just think that we are doomed)
youll only love me when im fucking dead
(there is nothing we can do)

I just think Im buggin out
or I just h8 this crowed
either way you scare me tho
with the way you put on the show

I just think that we are doomed
there is nothing we can do
I just think that we are doomed
there is nothing we can do

we are doomed<3

at this point i give up trying to decide what my best cover is because i just keep liking the covers i make aaaaaaaaah!!! new naerobi cover, ill probably make more or I wont who knows!?!?! (also idk how bandlab can handle this lmaooo)
art credit: loptanu

lyrics:
whenever im around
you’re such a dick
i know deep down
you like me,
and you act all tough
you sick fuck.
there’s only one way out
its six foot

blood
is the only way
to help me escape
from this hell

whatever, i wont go down
no matter what you think.
you don’t have a crown
your not a king
you’re such a clown
i’ll beat you to a pulp
then i’ll lay down
as your blood leaks

blood
is the only way
to help me escape
from this hell

ur such a clownn (cover)

prod. dead yami

you
are 
stressing me the fuck out 
you 
are 
dead to me your times up 
you’re running 
I’m chasing 
I kinda find it funny 
I’m laughing 
you’re crying 
while your bones are fuckin snapping 

I’m so tired of these people 
I hate seeing happy couples 
got me feeling so unequal 
taking shots im doing doubles 

I’ve been getting into trouble
getting fucked up til I stumble 
watch my life turn into rubble 
I’m so lonely in my bubble 

you
don’t 
know 
what’s it’s like 
to be 
a 
dumb loner 
a stoner 
I know I’m a fucking loser 
you’re mocking 
you’re laughing 
got my blade out now I’m stabbing 

stressing me the fuck out lol

shoutout dazey and the scouts

slash at my wrist i feel so alive
lookin through the cabinet tryna get a lil high
yea i wanna kill myself but im kinda scared to die
so yall think that im a lie

my wrists are wetter than the space between your thighs
lifes so much better when i know ur bout to cry
its bout to happen
its bout to happen
oh way back when, when i had no friends
made up so much shit just to fit in

u know i suffer just to be in the same place i was five years ago
finally spoke the truth but u just hate the way i told u soooo woa o o oh
now ur tryna hate me cz im grown
my wrists are swollen and i feel like fucking gold

slash at my wrist i feel so alive
lookin through the cabinet tryna get a lil high
yea i wanna kill myself but im kinda scared to die
so yall think that im a lie

my wrists are wetter than the space between your thighs
lifes so much better when i know ur bout to cry
its bout to happen
             (its bout to happen)
its so depressing how the tear ducts in my eyes
feels so much wetter than the space between your thighs

once was a time

nvrbetter