my bad! + Sqeffy

Produced mixed and mastered by me. 
This is my best song <3
____lyrics____
Honestly, im wishing you would talk to me
When it's hard to speak, you always know what i mean
Pray as i descend, don't know if i can mend
Break till i bend, just tell me it's alright
It's coming to an end, it's not making any sense
I don't have any defense, how much i can take

I don't even know why it's so easy to wait
Every moment pass me by im always coming late
Every tear that I cry you can count it on my face
I don’t wanna waste away but i’m too afraid to change
Just tell me it's okay
I don’t wanna wait this time
Let all of the hate combine
Until it makes something that I cannot face
This life is not mine i’ve
Been walking on a line why
I don’t wanna fight tonight
I think I might
Slide back I left it all open
I’ve been tryna fight back looking for my purpose
I keep going right back yeah its a nightmare
I said I really hate that yeah but it's not fair

Honestly, im wishing you would talk to me
When it's hard to speak, you always know what i mean
Pray as i descend, don't know if i can mend
Break till i bend, just tell me it's alright
It's coming to an end, it's not making any sense
I don't have any defense, I don't know how much i can take

talk to me

(o2solus)
Yea you don't like me at all, i think i can tell
I never wanna talk, yea im too stuck in the past
I can't get it back now, why you gotta act out
I dont want no problems, In my head like oHhHh
dont know what u wAaAnt
yeah ill point u to the door, yeah im falling on the floor

(xternalz)
and this weight, its too heavy for me
what you do, it makes me unable to breathe
i try to talk, but you're never letting me
now im sitting here begging on my knees

what'd you say? I didnt hear a thing
ive been lost in my head
i dont want to think of you anymore
you can shut the door
you can lock me out
cant take this no more

(this weight, its too heavy for me)
(what you do, it makes me unable to breathe)
(i try to talk, but you're never letting me)
(now im sitting here begging on my knees)

(o2solus)
Yea you don't like me at all, i think i can tell
I never wanna talk, yea im too stuck in the past
I can't get it back now, why you gotta act out
I dont want no problems, In my head like oHhHh
dont know what u wAaAaNt
yeah ill point u to the door, yeah im falling on the floor

stuck in the past

stuck in the past (o2solus + xternalz)

Featuring @sqeffy + @courtega
produced by me

diamonds + sqeffy, courtega (me)

out on spotify as well :)
https://open.spotify.com/track/4NXJrHSQcp1WDKnuqxNujg?si=b8355f8106434f0a

I Still Think About You

Last Light

ember

https://share.amuse.io/track/vil-synth-machina
Featuring @seenyona
Produced by @prod-oc
Mixed by @vilsynth @prod-oc , Mastered by @prod-oc

My baby asked if I was scared, just a little bit
It’s hard to tell that I could care, well I submit to it
I think the bars too high
I need affection, yeah, something to shape the scars of mine
You beat the bones out my body, baby I couldn’t say
I lose control in the party, maybe I should’ve waited
A single cell trapped in the basement
Just waiting for the roof to cave in

I say I’ve changed, I played the game, I’m hated
You say I’m fake, I say I’m not, I’m jaded
You paid to play, I paid to stay out of your head
Stay out of your bed, out of your head, yeah, yeah

I’m pulling strings, I’m not being blunt
That pussy talking, turn him to the blunt
No face, no case, uh
I pray my days’ up

Babe I can feel the void
Theres a light shinning through the cracks of my door
Babe I can feel the void
Theres a light shinning through the cracks of my door

Suns beating down and I'm feeling it love
Wiping off the sweat and I'll drink some more
Blistering my skin, I'll sow it all up
I don't really think we'll keep in touch

Cause' all that talk is sounding too cheap
I'll get schorhed by the sun, chuck a blanket, and shelter me
And the source of the sun are coming in high seas
With a sandstorm coming, locking me knee deep

I say I’ve changed, I played the game, I’m hated
You say I’m fake, I say I’m not, I’m jaded
You paid to play, I paid to stay out of your head
Stay out of your bed, out of your head, yeah, yeah

Because, when I'm walking that valley below
The caverns echo, drawing me close
With the canyon collapsing around me, no
I'll fight the Machina and bring this to a close

Oh, what I could’ve said
The blood I would’ve shed
Oh, what I’d do to be healthy, cause maybe I would’ve cared
Oh, maybe I would’ve cared, to cut you out my hair

I say I’ve changed, I played the game, I’m hated

Wrap up my arms, I'll take the stage and face it
Roam around the cage heated, I'm blistering
With all you know, I could have came and killed me
Play with the strings of fate, with the guided light and change them

You say I’m fake, I say I’m not, I’m jaded
Oh, maybe I should’ve said
Maybe I should’ve cared
Maybe I should’ve said

Stream

Machina (ft. alyona, oc)

sundown

kills / deaths / assists 

lyrics:

walk in public by graffiti
all them ghosts i know they see me 
all the dead corrupt me really 
following me like endlessly 

everyday i stay awake
phantom keep me company 
lilo was always a fake 
holy spirit comfort me

i'm i'm just praying haunter is not coming here for me!!!
gengar ghastly, steal my soul, lampent always hungry 
twitchy eyes i swear the dust is like always like covering 
heavy manic i see shadows moving so encumbering 

voices in the hallway, spirits in the mirror 
lilo broke my heart, so i know i'll always fear her 
drive away at top speed, crash into the rear 
sometimes wanna kill her, sometimes wish she's near 

and i hate you like every single minute 
but the other seconds i just wanna kiss you 
you know my name i know yours
i feel the blood a top your pores 
wish i was yours 

kinda wanna be like more than friends 
like maybe if you wanna try this again 
if you'll better this time around 
i don't mind holding you once again 
i don't mind coming to your defense 
you can lay your head right on my chest 

we can work things out we can do it right 
i'll be by your side we don't have to fight 
i'll hold you tight, you can feel alright 
i want you here, you don't have to die

Trxgic!, shows his love for melodic beats with the "'Till I Return" series. Sit back, get high, and enjoy, "'Till I Return: Melodic."

ember

O2solus

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