Lyrics

Lord wht went wrong did i rlly pray 4this
i pray for patience but i just cant seem to handle it
it feels like i never win 
mayb thts the state im in
i cant seem to live by example
i cant seem to stay out of my own brain
i get in my own way
maybe its the game i play
i act like i know jus wht im doing but i dont feel ok
like cn u feel my pain

nothin it feels the same 
yea ik im called to praise u whenever i feel like this
but i cant help but feel my lifes over with
yea pls tell me tht its not
tell me all the things i rlly seem to have forgot
how come i have a hard time living my life all for God
how come whenevr i jus think my stomachs all in knots
ik one thing i cannot do this alone
i need u Jesus to come take me home

i kp talking alot buh i feel so conceited
Jesus i say tht i need u buh im the one whos leaving
nd i dont have a reason
but idk wht i would do if i aint hav ur teaching
sometimes i play the hypocrite it makes it hard for preaching
the enemy get in my head no wonder tht im tweaking
i say tht it gets better it gets worse like every weekend
i gotta hold my tounge i rlly got no need for speaking
like whts wrong wit me
say tht i dont remember 
i feel like i cant breathe
feel like it nvr gets better 
Lord take it all from me
take all my burdens ion need em
sometimes i cnt even c em
i cnt see them no way

is this wht i meant (tenoji)

Whtifear

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*lyrics*
I don't understand how
How you thought you had it planned out nicely thought i had it figured out but its not likely
Honestly I don't care if they like me
Keep it cool ice like its vvs (vvs)
Hide so they see me less
What do you think about me? I don't wanna guess
It's the same story oh not again
This is getting boring uhhh

If you don’t hit me back gotta match that
I dont care whats going on i wont
Relapse mental
I been tryna breathe then i exhale
You don't got no status cuz u standing on a tall tale !
2x

tall tale + xternalz

Prod @xternalz
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fracture + xternalz

*lyrics*
I don’t wanna lie i could say that im ok and i got this one in the bag
And i can say that im okay alone but that dont ever make it true

I dont know you at all and i dont want to
I say im better alone but i know its not true
I know that ill be okay if its not you
I dont wanna be confused anymore

I’ll be 20 deep in the sidelines of your bad dreams
Good luck if you ever tryna pass me

idku

Tysm to O2 for both producing and featuring on this!!!!
This collab is brought to you by PrVdnce:land collective ^-^
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sequel to the song that started my entire entrance into making Christian music and let me meet with so many talented individuals, the very first being o2. 
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God has blessed me so much since and has allowed me to meet so many people and even form a collective with my friends.
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Lyrics!:

[o2solus]:
Oh I need to trust, ah ah!
That’s what’s up, yeah yeah yea ye
I had to give it up
I know we had a plan 
I hope I’m not the only one
Yeah that doesn’t know a thing >_<
Oh I need to trust, ah ah!
That’s what’s up, uh uh
Yeah yeah, 
I’m tryna follow His plan
And I’m not giving up yet!
Awww!!!! Awww!!! Awww!! Awww!

[Sadvato!] 
Relying on your faith and wisdom
Tryna find my place in livin 
Never know which to turn
Find the part my heart is missing 

All alone till you saved me
Now my mind is just racing on >:)

I’m just stuck when I write a verse on Christ 
I think I’m starting to realize
Gotta live what you write on a page
if I wanna write bout God then I gotta build my faith 

Don’t test me
This Heartbreak got me unsteady :(
I’m testing
What I am capable 
of letting 
Control my mind and my soul unending woah!!!!!!

[O2solus]
trust, ah ah!
That’s what’s up, yeah yeah yea ye
I had to give it up
I know we had a plan 
I hope I’m not the only one
Yeah that doesn’t know a thing >_<
Oh I need to trust, ah ah!
That’s what’s up, uh uh
Yeah yeah, 
I’m tryna follow His plan
And I’m not giving up yet!
Awww!!!! Awww!!! Awww!! Awww!

[Sadvato!]
Wake up, hit my hands and pray
Thanking Jesus for all of my bro’s that chose to help and stay !
Never said that it was easy 
But they choose to make a way 
For me to get up on my feet
And on the path I’m meant to take 

I know the road of Healing is hard >_<
But I got my God to carry me along ^-^
And my bro’s at my back to keep me strong 
O2 on the beat, produce the best songs 

[O2solus]
trust, ah ah!
That’s what’s up, yeah yeah yea ye
I had to give it up
I know we had a plan 
I hope I’m not the only one
Yeah that doesn’t know a thing >_<
Oh I need to trust, ah ah!
That’s what’s up, uh uh
Yeah yeah, 
I’m tryna follow His plan
And I’m not giving up yet!
Awww!!!! Awww!!! Awww!! Awww!

Trust 2! w/O2solus (O2solus)

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