trying my hardest

tysm @cld for hopping on <3

@1akura
and u dont wnna talk
ig thats alr cuz its all my fault
ik i did wrong
we used to talk alot
n now we dont at all
n now we dont at all

and im so tired of falling in love
cuz everytime it leaves my heart crushed
like baby tf happend to us
i feel like we had alot of trust

now its all gone its down the drain
feels like just yesterday
u were right next to me
n now i cant ever be the same
problems all on my plate
u were the half of me

and u dont wnna talk
ig thats alr cuz its all my fault
ik i did wrong
we used to talk alot
n now we dont at all
n now we dont at all

and im so tired of falling in love
cuz everytime it leaves my heart crushed
like baby tf happend to us
i feel like we had alot of trust

@cld
cant take it back, now its way too late
all of this time, just for a waste
you said what you said, no there's no forgiveness
so tired of push and pull, can we stop all this
i'm, so, sick and discouraged from
this, hole, that i've seemed to fall into
you, told me nothing would ever change,
and now i'm here left alone

@1akura
and u dont wnna talk
ig thats alr cuz its all my fault
ik i did wrong
we used to talk alot
n now we dont at all
n now we dont at all

and im so tired of falling in love
cuz everytime it leaves my heart crushed
like baby tf happend to us
i feel like we had alot of trust

lost our trust +cld (jewelryboy)

beginning of the end as we knew it


Take your time with it
Ill say im fine with it
You say you hate to see me cry 
so I stay silent
I said I hate it when you lie
and you get violent
Here for the ride
and you get played just like a violin 
I know they talk behind my back 
I pay no mind to it
How many times can we go back 
before youre tired of it
Its the same thing again 
we just rewinded it
I feel insane in the head
there ain no hiding it
Cant even tell you how I feel 
coz you gon spit it in my face
I cant give you anything 
coz you gon let it go to waste 
no said you need your space
you keep begging me to chase you
tryna make me hate you


I told her 
Take your time
Ill make it 
worth your while 
how can I
Make you mine
Im tryna 
Make you smile
(x2)


I carry heavyweights through busy streets
nobody even see me
Said you love me to infinity 
but you didnt even mean it
Shawty pure evil
I fell in love with a demon
Tell me how you feeling 
Father son and holy spirit
Aim high if you really tryna kill me
Wont hide tryna show them all the real me
cant lie you turned me into the villain
head high almost hanging from the ceiling
I did everything tryna let you know 
baby my hands are shaking cold
told me move along yea its time to go
told her take as long as you need too


[HOOK]

take_your_time_[yurms_gateway]

lyrics :

you don't have to leave me out
just follow her path and go
there's no one to stop you out there exept you
find the rest and i will help you find the truth
can't go fix the time we cannot let you through
so long

i know everything you want
if i left you gon be sorry
you have better things than nobody but you

my time i've waste is gone
you tryna hide your stories
and everything you've done
because your action speaks louder than your words

don't go

until you're wide awake
woke up in hollow places
it's better safe than sorry

and everything is gone
and now you're own your own
that place has saved your soul
let you be there i don't expect you to return
don't settle down to talk
there's so much more you wanted
can't let the past go and the things you can't control

oh why won't you let me be
this place can barely breath

i'll let you be okay
and nothing feels the same
it's not your final path to find peace
don't you close the door again
this is not your final path to find peace
there's nothing to justify your mistakes

know everything i know everything
know everything i know everything

leave you dead on the open doors
greed can't help you be something more
see through threads like i did before

first time i know should have leave you dead
then reset tryna find a chance to live again
you deserve your own downfall
and hit rock bottom you taste the pain too hard
and let it stuck in your brain

keep that close and you don't follow
my sins keep calling it keep stalking me home
dancing just to keep the pain growing
shine bright red to seek help don't show it

you're stucking inside and tryna be somebody else
put that aside and all the trophies on your shelf
i refuse to die cause i've been doing this for hell
buried alive only your name is on the graveyard
too hard to quit and i move on
showed up to your funeral with my suit on
the tears gon drown me

and now the heaven is crying
we know that you're lying
you'll still be shine like a diamond
in the rough and i'll find it
you think that you're good on your own
if she knows that i escaped from your reality

oh i know everything

find peace find truce
shouldn't have belong in this youth no
living a life in illusion
passing away in confusion
it's all i got for you to stay
i'll say it out let me demonstrate
does it happened to be complicated
modulated
learn to take new routes
heading in south
finding a ways to getting out of the same old ways i know
but i won't take anything
it's my way i'm following
the right way they tell me things

and now the heaven is crying
we know that you're lying
you'll still be shine like a diamond
in the rough and i'll find it

oh the heaven is crying
we know that you're lying
you'll still be shine like a diamond
in the rough and i'll find it

keep that close follow
my sins keep calling it keep stalking me home
dancing just to keep the pain growing
shine bright red to seek help don't show it

Prod me

[lyrics]
I know that i'm fading, know that i’m fading
I want it all and more, what I keep falling for
Just take a step back and watch me fall apart
While you turn around
I’ll be
Phantom in your mind, I can’t breathe when you come around
But trust me i won’t mind, if you think that you wanna come around
I got close but no cigarette
Again and again I saw a post and i’m in my head
Brand new day i'll stay in bed oh
Really miss my friends oh
And i know i'm the problem
I should call them
While i'm on the right side trust me
I don't feel lucky, raining when it's sunny
Drowning out the garden

phantom

prod me 

[lyrics]
I guess i lucked out cuz i got over it
I don't know how you know that im lower than i've ever been
I made mistakes so i could make amends, I won't make them again and i
I stay out of harm's way, i don't wanna part ways 
I’ll stay right here, looking are you sideways
And now i'm lonely up at my place, here 
Here, and i'm changing

But you're staying the same
But You’re staying the same

I know what you meant from what you never said
I am less, i am far from what you knew you wanted
I wish i wasn’t right, all right, about the way this
Goes
I don’t know where 
This went wrong

harms way

prod me

[lyrics]
Dishes in the cupboard
They’ve been there since you left
I know that you won’t come around now
But i still wish you would

It's nothing to you
But it's everything to me
If you wanna go
Then you should
Yeah, i wanna go back
Yeah, i wanna go back

I know that you won’t come around now
Now that the leaves are changing
But i still wish you would
I’m running out of time,
i wish that i said the things i wanted when its on my mind
I wish that i never broke a promise and i made it right
I’m waiting and i’m changing and im waiting just to realign
There won't be a better time
(i know its)

It's nothing to you
But it's everything to me
If you wanna go
Then you should
Yeah, i wanna go back
Yeah, i wanna go back

go back

with @o2solus prod @rewind214 love both yall
also im back at college now gg

lyrics:

(xternalz)
everything that i could do
u best believe that
i would lay it all for u
i hope u see that
no matter what we go through
it wont impede that
i could leave u
i never could

still i want to reach out
feel you close to me now
until i fall apart
ur not too far
ur not too far

(o2solus)
dont give up
on me yet
im running on bad luck
and u can see that
i cant find a reason
its losing meaning
im barely breathing
(woah, oh)
havent you done enough
cause I dont know what im waiting on
guide me off
if its what you wanted all along

(xternalz)
everything that i could do
u best believe that
i would lay it all for u
i hope u see that
no matter what we go through
it wont impede that
i could leave u
i never could

still i want to reach out
feel you close to me now
until i fall apart
ur not too far
ur not too far

still i want to reach out
feel you close to me now
until i fall apart
ur not too far
ur not too far

until i fall apart

until i fall apart w/ o2solus (rewind)

just know

mental - angel number (jolst)

prod me
[lyrics]

You are 
So, good to me and i
Don’t
Deserve it
Deserve it
You are 
So, good to me and i
Don’t
Deserve it
Deserve it

go back

O2solus